When I look in the mirror
I dont see me
I see her.
The me I loved is gone and she is here
to stay.

Just incase people dont know
God dont pick favorites.
You just got more luck obviously than the man you sit next to.

Sometimes when I dream
I wish I could live there
and never leave
reality bites.

I've decided to let you go.
To move on from you.
To just forget about you.
I've promised myself to quit thinking about you.
Or even talking about you.
One of the worse feelings is regret.
I'm filled with that because of you.
You made me be a bad person.
By telling me it was okay.
Your a liar.
A manipulator.
I'm glad your gone.
Your not a man.
Your a **** boy.

I wonder if your awake.
I wonder if your alone.
I wonder if your listening to music.
I wonder if your so tired you can hardly keep your eyes open.
I wonder when your gonna be my friend again.
I wonder if your smoking a CIG.
I started the bad habit of it.
I wonder if your wondering about me.
Probably not.
I'm probably not even in your dreams.

If you feel lost
look up to the sky and breath.
Tell the stars how you feel,
if anything they'll just sit there
and listen.
Gazing back at you.

You don't give a **** about me,
so why should I give a **** about you?

The heart has a funny way of making
everything a mess.**
The heart always adds more weight
to what is happening in your life.
We always try to ignore the painful feeling.
But in reality once we are alone in a room
we realize our heart is using our mind to its
advantage.

Love is when you can tell a person anything without being afraid. Love is when you stay up late and have long deep talks. Love is how you share with the other person. Love is when you cant imagine that person leaving you, and if they do you feel as if tomorrow is so far away. Love is when you're around the other person and you feel safe. Love can be so many things. Love is special. Love is when you have a rough day and they come and pick you up. These things can be so hard to find. But if you do, don't ever let that person walk through a door and never come back. Love is so rare. To have love is something magical. Never let it slip through your hands.

Step outside and let
the cold breeze
carry you away
with the wind.

Why would I clean a house,
that wasn't even mine?
Listen lady I don't care.
I'm too depressed to clean your ****.
So why would I?

Some days I wish you were here.
At days it feels like its been years since
you were here.
My birthday was long.
I waited for your calls.
Even though none were received
I know you guys are still with me.
I hope I made you very proud
I'm sure I have
But I still wish you were here
With me.

My beautiful best friend.
I have watched you for awhile now.
You finally are starting to become proud of who
you are turning out to be.
My beautiful best friend
thank you for constantly being there for me
whatever the cause may be.
My beautiful best friend
your smile make my day when you are happy
it gives me hope.
My beautiful best friend
Stay with me until the end and
promise to never leave me hanging on a string.

Let's have an adventure,
come down from those clouds boy.
Look me in the eyes.
Love me with all your might.
Let's explore each others souls tonight.
Let me hold your dark heart in my hand and make it pure again.
Make me feel beautiful.
Make me feel young.
Laying in an empty bed at night alone is consuming my mind.
Soothe it with your voice,
my love.