Your so beautiful
you shine.
Your so beautiful
I can see your soul,
God your so beautiful
if you only knew.
Your so beautiful
with your green eyes.
I love you.
Your so beautiful
stay with me.
I love the way you walk.
The way you laugh.
Dear God your breaking my heart.
Why do you do this to me?

Lost together
but drifting far apart.

I'm gonna lay down in bed
and look at the ceiling and try
to forget about you people for a little while.
I know its going to be almost impossible.
You all broke my heart.
Even though I know I broke all of yours too.
I wanna forget about everybody in the world.
PEOPLE caused me pain...
Don't worry though after I lay down I will ignore all of the things
and try to drift off to sleep.

Give me the strength to stand up
for I am falling down,
way too hard.
Everyone is the same.
Nobody wants to help.
So I stand by myself.
What I needed to learn a long time ago
is to not depend on
anyone.
I depended on the wrong people.
Even if blood is thicker than water,
you all hurt me.
You ****** me off.
Get out of my face.
I cant depend on you no more.
You're are all toxic.
All of you.

I miss you guys
my family.
I miss my best friend.
I miss my parents.
I miss my mom and dad.
I miss the way we used to be.
I miss your laugh.
I wish I could be happy.
I don't know how.
Its 2:30 in the morning and all I hear is
yelling.
I miss me.
I miss the way we used to be.
All I have is nobody.
I am *******.
This room is a fight free zone
if only you could understand what that
means.

I hate you.
Well that made my heart stop beating
for a while.

Life is no fairy tale sweetheart!
Even though we try and find our princes and princesses  
they are surely hard to find!
Life is about magical things don't waste
your time!
Try and find the good in a persons soul
whether rich or poor.
Also
Remember to not always depend.
Be confident.
Never give up on yourself or this world.
Make wishes and hold on to them.
Keep hope.
Make life fun.
Welcome to this
magical horrible beautiful thing
called life...