Hope
opens
passages to new
experiences.

Misery keeps coming back to me.
I couldn't even tell you why.
Misery why are you so obsessed with me?
What do I have to do to make you go away?
What did I do to deserve this?
Misery why don't just leave me alone
so I could just be happy.

Parting causes me pain
I wish I could rewind time and make everything
alright.
Without you I feel as if I am falling apart.
We weren't supposed to end up leaving each other.
I just want to hear you say it over and over again.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I knew it wasn't going to be easy for us to part.
But maybe we will make it back to the start in time
to see each other once more.
To be best friends.
To have each other once again.

My heart keeps leaping back to you
but you wont grasp it.
Dont leave me here standing to face the world alone.
My heart would break without you and her.
I feel so low.
Just say you love me.
Everyday I feel as if you wont ever come back home together.
I feel so lonely
it drives me crazy.
Come back home to me
SOON.

Leave me behind in the dust
as I watch you drive away.
My heart feels like its gonna fall on the floor and
crash into a million pieces.
You complain you don't want to go, but you do.
I see you go I tell myself don't cry
You are so much stronger than you think
Let out your smile and let it shine.
Maybe in the end the dust will swoop back up and
you will get to see him soon again.

Last night while I was dreaming
I saw you.
In a dark corner in a room
I called out your name over and over again
then you turned around and
I saw you smile.
It made my aching soul fill a little.
But instead of calling out my name you just turned back around.
I woke up with tears streaming down my brown dull eyes.
I had the chance to see you.
This was the best nightmare that I have had in a while.

Everything is so different without you here.
I miss those
Jumping frog legs.
Random laughing.
Yelling honey Im home just to mess with me.
Having the covers ripped off of  me and you telling me to get my lazy **** up.
Asking you how was work and you saying
same old **** just a different day.
Our long talks.
Our deep conversations.
Yet you are  not home
Its 3:46 in the morning and yet I feel as if time is going too slow
without you here.