She described it as an unbearable pain
She says its like you can tell that your soul just
Chipped away
I look back and say
"It starts in my head
At days it feels as if the pain isn't going to go
Away.
Though I will admit my soul does chip
I don't want to accept that thought."
She looks back and says
"Your soul has chipped so much hasn't it"?
"I don't want to admit it but yes."
I say
"My soul drifted away in the air awhile ago, slowly everyday"

You know what I just saw?
It was supposed to be our movie
I remember when we saw the commercial
We instantly looked at each other and said
"That's gonna be our movie"
We couldn't help but smile
Now its out
You're not here
Its making me feel as if I gave up
On our years.
Dear you do you see what I feel?
I'm starting to feel empty
Without you here.

Some days I wish you were here.
At days it feels like its been years since
you were here.
My birthday was long.
I waited for your calls.
Even though none were received
I know you guys are still with me.
I hope I made you very proud
I'm sure I have
But I still wish you were here
With me.

I can feel your pain.
I know I'm not just going insane.
I know I've been a horrible friend
Can I tell you something?
I feel you even though you're away
I can feel how you feel and
It causes my heart much pain
I hope one day you realize
That no matter what happens in this life
I will always have open
Arms....

You ever get that feeling
When you find out somethings wrong
Its like you're stomach drops to your knees
and you feel like you have to scream
I don't know what its called but
I have the feeling
that's its this thing that people call
sadness
The only sad part about this is that
I've felt like this lately.