There's a numb feeling
pushing out all my thoughts.
It almost makes me believe
that I'm not smart.
Because smart people think
all the time, right?

Heavy limbs block the way
to working and having fun.
I try my hardest, to no avail.
I must not be smart.
Because smart people know
how to let their body work.

My lids feel heavy
and I try to fight
them closing in on me.
But that's not smart.
Because smart people,
they go to sleep
when they are tired.

Shadowy figures swarming
in front of my eyes.
Different shades of color
dancing around each other,
it's distracting me.
I cannot concentrate
because it's all so vague,
so weird.
Shadows all around me.
Where is the light?
Light of the sun and
light of the moon.
If only I could see it,
instead of all this vagueness
and all this darkness
closing in on me.
It will never set me free.
No, it's starting to capture me.
I'll end in total darkness.
I'm going to die without sight.

Clothes are streaked with colors,
colors found on every wall.

Some of the colors ended up
in my hair, on my face
or somewhere else on my body.

But also on the walls,
where they belong.

Each color got two walls,
neatly done along the edges.
Or rather,
as neatly as it possible
by human hand.

An iron skeleton
of construction.
Machinery rebuilds
the city.

Buildings rise
from the ground,
they seem to appear
out of nowhere.

Every day,
the workers go home
with satisfaction.

An ache in my chest
tells me that this is real.
The tears on my cheeks
show what I feel.

Somehow it seems
this pain will never end.
I'd never thought
I would lose a friend.

You were here with me
for fourteen amazing years.
I will remember you always,
with smiles and with tears.

Smiles for the fun we shared,
and tears because I miss you.
It's never gonna be the same.

The shining of the sun
makes me feel like I've won
the world's contest of
being the happiest person alive.

Of course you help with it too.
I can't be happy without you.
You make me feel joyful,
you make me feel good,
you make me feel like I'm worth it.

Together with you I can take on the world
without failing or losing.

I am your girl and always will be.

Being away from you...
It didn't change the way I feel.

And, my feelings,
they won't change
till I see you again.

They won't change.
They'll only grow.
They are growing,
growing stronger.