October 17 2017
16:32

I need to rest
Rest is what I need to do the rest
I don't want to be reckless
I just want my output to be the best

I just need to be alone
Being alone is what I want for my skills to be honed
Being alone does not mean I'm lonely
Being alone is tattooed on my bones.

I just need to be quiet
I just want to speak with people I need to speak with
Right now, I do not want to speak with other people except those that I need to speak with
All I want is for those people to accept my decision to be quiet

I just need a break from everything
I just want to be with myself
I just want to linger in my silence and aloneness
I just want to listen to myself and no one else

October 17 2017
16:16

Okay, it's funny that I listen to songs
and I don't know where each of the songs belong
Been listening to the same album since last night
The message of every song is not plain in sight
Came to like some songs in the album
The melody talks to me with delight
I like how the singer sometimes talks in verbatim
The lyrics are different, but the melody speaks with delight
I got inspired to listen to this album
It could be the CD that I did not buy in the aquarium
I just used "aquarium" because it rhymes with "album"
Here are my favorites - "Happy Ending", "Don't Tell Me", "He Wasn't"
But I fell in love with the song, "How Does It Feel?"...
I knock on your door, but "Nobody's Home"

October 25 2008
11:25 AM

Verse 1:
There's a good chance for me to stay
But, there's a better chance if you would say
Do you like me? Adore me?
Now tell me, 'cause I don't get you...

Refrain 1:
The times we spent together
Felt so right
Now, tell me if you like me
You make me bright...

Chorus:
You're such a waste of time
I'm always left behind
Don't let this heart be entwined
('cause) I'll love you every time
I'll let you go, but I'll let you know...
I don't want to waste my time.

Verse 2:
Now, you told me that you like me
that you care for me and you'll wait for me
I'm ready... where are you?
Don't tell me, 'cause I don't get you...

Refrain 2:
The times we spent together
looked so bright
And, now you like me,
Did I hear it right?

(Repeat Chorus, except last 2 lines)

Bridge:
Don't bother to explain
I won't hear a single thing
Don't try to give a ****
I'll be numb, and make you dumb
Don't tell me I won't hear it
You just taught me how to be like this...

(Repeat Chorus, till fade...)

October 19 2008
23:55

Verse 1:
You are not aware the day you caught my eyes
You are not aware every time I cry
Do you still remember me?

Verse 2:
Oh, yes, I know it was a long time ago
Yeah, I know
You're with someone else, Oh...

Refrain:
Now/But, I feel guilty
Feeling so sorry
Why can't we be?

Chorus:
The first dance seemed to be our last
The song that was playing still trapped in time
Will I ever gonna see you in front of me?

Bridge:
How to make that song last forever? (last forever)
and how can I get you back,
For us to dance forever?

Refrain 2:
But still feeling empty
For myself, "so sorry"
Why can't we be?

October 13 2008
08:48 AM

verse 1-verse 2-refrain-chorus-verse 3-verse 4-refrain-chorus-bridge-chorus

Verse 1
Don't go, don't go
You can just be happy
Stay with me
Don't care about her anymore

Verse 2
I know and you know
That she's just too selfish
Stay with me
I'll love you all the more

Verse 3
Stay near, stay close
You never have to wonder
Why you shouldn't
Give her a **** anymore

Verse 4
It's okay and it's fine
If you think she's worth it
If you fall
I'll catch you from behind

Refrain:
I see her, crying over you
If she comes to you/If she lies to you
Will you ever be through?... oohh

Chorus:
And you know that I like/love you
Even if your world is all her now
You don't know that I miss you
Every time I walk out through the door
What did you do to me?
What did you do to me?

Bridge:
Time is wasting
My love is wasted (love is wasted)
I've been busted
and you still love her
all the way... yeah!

October 9 2017

Thank you for helping me out when I was in AU
I received support from everyone in the team
However, I was more comfortable reaching out to you

Thank you for providing support to me when I was in Naga
You were very generous of your time and effort
If it were not for you, all I know is Nada

I always admire your talent and creativity
All I want for you is good health, success and great opportunities
You are the salt in the dishes
Truly, you provide completeness

October 15 2017
12:58 PM

There he goes...
He wants to stride to the sky open wide
He wants to be happy, still but the same
His heart dead flat in silence and revelry
Recover, he wants to make his heart better
He feels okay now, he feels regretful, but forward, he moves
He cries, at least his heart is the only thing that can verbalize
Still, he believes that humans are good
Corrupted, maybe, just maybe, of good things yet to come
Pursuit of happiness is what only lies ahead
For life is so short to be wasted, so move ahead
The clouds parted
The bad dies, the good surrenders
Be happy, sit still
Hold your heart dearly, do not let the departed make it weary
Good is acceptance, move forward
Do not be consumed by the hatred... do not fail to worry
Worry of the future that is yet to come
Prepare your heart for what is to come
For when the good dreams succumb
Your happiness is what only surrenders
For nothing fights better than the pretenders