I'm uncomfortable
I'm uncomfortable in this feminine peice of shit others call a body
I look in the mirror and all I see is deadname
My body isn't me
My body is deadname
I figured this out yesterday
So I finalized my decision to get top surgery
Only to find out that my insurance matches my peice of shit body
Top surgery isn't covered
Apparently it's cosmetic
Fuck you
You don't have to live in a body that's wrong
It's not my fault I was put in a body with boobs and curves and bumps in all the wrong places
I don't have 5000 dollars because I already had to pay for intensive outpatient therapy that insurance wouldn't cover
What's the point of having insurance if it only costs and doesn't pay