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Jeju Mar 2023
Can't breathe
Barely breathing
I have nothing inside of me that's left
What do you want?
From this emptiness
---I'm going to lose you
It's fine
I guess
I will find another replacement
A replacement after a replacement
Exhausting
Might end it
But I'm scared.
Jeju Mar 2023
It was only 2 years ago,
but it still feels like yesterday
And I think that I'm still in love with you
And I hate that you've moved on,
because in my heart
I know that you and me are
Meant To Be
Evie, P.S. I'll love you from a distance.
Jeju Jan 2023
Your words felt like sharp blades
attacking my face.
Everything you said to me felt like
you were suffocating me.
I couldn't breathe.
The way you approached me
scares me.
I think you've always scared me.
I'm sorry they failed you, me and him.
But it's not my fault.
Not your fault.
Not his fault.
Not our fault.
So please,
don't keep throwing sharp blades at me.
Because it hurts.
A lot.
Andy
Jeju Jan 2023
Each time that you step on me,
I pinch myself.
You step on me harder each time,
you don't care what comes out of my mouth.
Because to you
I'm a filthy liar.
A *******.
A *****.
An annoying teenager.
A low-lifer that won't get anywhere.
But you're not me.
You take out your anger
On me.
It hurts.
Even if I say no,
you walk over that,
and make it yes.
If only you listened.
If only you heard.
If only you cared.
If only you were me.
Andy
Jeju Jan 2023
Going through it with you
Has had to be one of the best things
For me to ever experience with a human being.
I think seeing you love me,
hate me,
and leave me,
was the best thing to experience with you.
You loved me, and I loved that.
You hated me, and I needed that.
You left me, and I carried that.
Even though my heart doesn't beat for you,
there will always be a part of me
that will always love you.
No matter what
Evie
Jeju Dec 2022
Blocked
Stuck in the same position
Lit on fire
Bullets fired
Legs shaking
Mind racing
Throat choked
Heart beating
Face sweating
I don't know what I wanna do
To make sure that
I don't just exist
I also live
Myself
Jeju Dec 2022
You don't understand
You don't get it
You're not trying to help me
You can't help me
Something about the way you keep pulling me in
And then pulling me out
Just to pull me back in again is exhausting
I know I'm not what you wanted
But aren't I human too?
Don't I matter?
Mom
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