I let you cut me
I let you cut me in my already cut wounds
I let you puppet me like a doll
I let you attack me
I let you push me down
I let you trip me
I let you almost hit me
I let you fucken **** me so bad,
that I almost killed myself.
Just for you.

A swollen heart
With a swollen soul
They don't get it
They won't get it
Jealousy, Anger, Hatred
The **** did I ever do
To make you not want me
The way I do you
Disaster
Corruption
Sabatoge
It's too bad
We're strangers
Again

It didn't hurt as much when you spoke to me
Because it burned less
It didn't affect me as much as it used to
It still hurt but
It wasn't a new feeling
Something about you trying to **** me this time again
Didn't hurt me
Because I'd been killed many times before that
For a long time
As long as I could remember