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Jan 2019 · 162
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god is just a memory where you need her to be
Jan 2019 · 117
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past life
reunited love
nothing else
Jan 2019 · 152
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reminding myself that every door I open is also an exit
Jan 2019 · 139
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it all changes in the morning
what i was is gone
u need to embrace reality
Jan 2019 · 198
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i am the master of the monotonous
and distance hardens the exclamation
nothing is returning nothing is never ending
there are no eyes that can see what is needed
neadrathal, white club dragging black ink through cantankerous white leaves, love is an iv,
long refuted poison of a debutants dream, it just blankets u while you sleep
and walk away
blank down colorless empty streets
Jan 2019 · 112
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done trying im here now but you are not ready
Jan 2019 · 108
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why can no one be transparent
even when things are so obvious
Jan 2019 · 167
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begins to feel how everything begins to feel

is there anything else
Jan 2019 · 153
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Jan 2019 · 151
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i love you sorry about all this mess
Jan 2019 · 146
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already dead u just dont feel it yet
Jan 2019 · 185
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i dont trust you or anyone
Jan 2019 · 168
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Jan 2019 · 119
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no one will ever see u how u want to be seen
Dec 2018 · 72
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some people deserve to die and live forever
Dec 2018 · 81
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and i still hate u and i still want nothing but the worst for u
Dec 2018 · 313
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either way right now i dont really care
Dec 2018 · 124
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idk if i have a whole life or barely anything left
Dec 2018 · 101
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u can honestly love more than 1 person at a time i know that now
Sep 2018 · 82
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**** u forever ill ******* hate you for the rest of my life
Jul 2018 · 124
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i still love u just cant be with u like this
Jul 2018 · 161
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u abandoned me at the darkest time in my life and for that i will never forgive you i always was there for you
I remember way way back
With the waves under your regret
You thought u could bring it back
And now u never look at me like that
Now it’s all just switched
Overtime
step by step
now you know im dead
Jul 2018 · 155
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******* for using me
Jul 2018 · 161
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I can read your mind
You can read mine
What you built is not what you needed
And I’m still watching over your building
Jul 2018 · 521
sunlight
when your darkness comes to you, embrace it and you will feel everything the world has been withholding from you
Jul 2018 · 130
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U don’t know how to feel for another person it’s all self pity and a sickness in your stomach that you don’t want to feel anymore
Jul 2018 · 163
sometimes
pain is just a push towards what you are meant to be
Otbiopc
Sep 2017 · 258
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starting to believe in none of this is real
Sep 2017 · 232
babylon is breathing
'the dragon stood on the shore of the sea. And I saw a beast coming out of the sea. It had ten horns and seven heads, with ten crowns on its horns, and on each head a blasphemous name.'

and so she said i am in love with your blasphemy and everything that you destroy in your coming
you mean everything to me

it was love and she never even knew my name
Sep 2017 · 242
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a woman riding the beast
Sep 2017 · 222
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what is the purpose of anything
with everything that is dying
Sep 2017 · 206
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nothing alive is breathing
Sep 2017 · 189
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terminally sad
in unending repair
Sep 2017 · 180
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Aug 2017 · 178
Bones
Your bones are beautiful and warm
Aug 2017 · 164
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Aug 2017 · 369
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every day despite my future i change because nothing now has held me to anything i could see through for long enough i watch from a distance from the trees through a spirit that believes me and i wonder how i ever fell in darklight so far from your existance when you are the exact image dead and breathing reflecting behind skin and bones i never believed i could live againnbut im living pressed against the dead lips of armegeddon
Aug 2017 · 177
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pills are something and they seem like the same // death is a cold grave and cold feels like life again
Beyoo


ni encatn3s mes traces holcando mi paradiso ven croses nella cucies
Aug 2017 · 288
Enter exit wolves the same
How are you having a whole of whats halving are you god do you assimalte what im renovating and rediscovering what ive excavated so far is all in intensity the duration of a whole life rent with hell im imagining what life would have been if i ever learned to live without but i never did and this is why im dead between everything
Nothing is close to what i need
Waiting for the reaper to name me
Waiting for your darkesss to need me
Waiting for the light to redeem me
And nothing ever bleeds the same
You are chemically indoctrinated
By the stains of your lamented womb
And a callous widowed bystander
In the heart of the gold in my tomb
Death is the savior in memory
and the coldest glass before revival
Give me.something to love again
I dont take pills but pills look the same
Death is a cold grave and cold is alive again
Aug 2017 · 162
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Aug 2017 · 168
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Born into a weird dark place
Not living in one
Not living in anything
Jul 2017 · 202
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life is too short and unpredictable
Jun 2017 · 414
love
love is a dead pool, still and itching from the eyelashes it holds unwillingly that will never move from its glass surface, there is no wind in hell. love is a broken antler broadcasting heaven thru its creature, barreling through the trees with unrelenting grief, when all that surrounds is dark, not evil, just dark, emphatically imaginative. Snapping  a neck on the trunk of a tree,  swan diving straight off a cliff into the sea or just to bleed, raining over the cracks in an earthworms ceiling. The dark that comes after, that is love. cog-less, fluid, and remarkable. completely human and cognitive when it constricts around your neck and lets u go just before u asphyxiate. Violent and gentle, caustic and admiring, a skeleton dancing without his hinges. It is wonder fed a disease, on prismatic plates without chips or marring; just colors one and all. i dont know where you are and i dont know where i have been. i need you to exist or some part of it, before my earth climbs out of its skin. with or without you. love is a blood wind, a mastic for skin, a backdrop for sin and everything that crawls in the dirt without limbs, it is godless and wild, a smoking gun, spiritual eviction, blood all over the bedroom wall, jealous and infinite, unnameable and free, a reservoir of  dark dreams and darker fantasies.
please excuse me, i see the headlights coming and
this rapture has been far to long in arriving
there is no spirit in the sky
everything is in your eyes
god is in your eyes
Jun 2017 · 189
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u deserve to be happy, even more than most
Jun 2017 · 178
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Jun 2017 · 156
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I have so many of my own
Jun 2017 · 177
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the problem with religion is that there are some things that you should never be forgiven for
Jun 2017 · 194
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an evil that i have to **** before it kills me
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