“@ ******* with my Mind”
Your smell smelled like no other.
The scent, ****** with my Mind.
When your scent walked by.
You took me to your bed.
It’s ******* with my head.
You’r Dead , Dead, Dead Dead.
Oh what bliss, @ ****** with my head.
When you walk by.
And no one's around.
It’s all in my head, when you walk by.
The scent
The scent, in my head.
Your Dead, Your Dead.
Oo nose of mine!
I’m not be smelling?
I miss your fragrance, when you walk by.
It's amazing!!!, your scent ,its amazing when you walk by.
I miss you
You’ll always be in my mind.
Your dead and your scent,won’t leave my mind.
By Oscar

A tortured soul.
Just can’t, won't let it go.
It's hard to remember love.
Yet the memory is without thought!
My agony without  knowledge!
A tortured soul in this hell, a life my life without hope.
Now I can clearly see and see not at all.
Not able to move on, unable to let go, not able to say.
Holding back the deepest fear.
I go thru this alone.
For no one can truly know.
Just a ghost.
Shadow of my being, that once was.
Glimpses of what once could of being.
Left here so empty
Emotion.
I no longer shown.
Emotion.
Felt nor shared.
My outside is all you see.
A glimpse of what I use to be.
Alone.
Left here so empty.
Slowly I slip away.
Alone, a tortured soul , a heartless creation.
Yet I am lost without wandering
And alone in the crowd.
By Oscar

“Truth, Lies”!
Truth you can shut it out for a time, but it ain't goin' away.
No desire to speak
No desire to forget
No desire to sleep
Your cries cannot be heard nor your action felt.
For you have broken me!
No desire to speak
No desire to forget
No desire to sleep
You feel no remorse.
You feel no shame.
No blame.
No pain.
I am still drowning from the 1st time I trusted you.
Never  forgotten.
I trusted.
I lost.
By Oscar

“Worries etched in despairs Blood”

My winged and wounded soul.
My shadow drawn back.
I walked on clinging to memories of lost desire.
Beyond desire I walked on lost souls.
In the shadows of my own abyss.
I smell and hear desire.
I smell and feel lost souls.
The sweet voices of faith, that I have lost.
My Edge Of Despair.
My Stomach Knotting.
That empty Feeling that won’t go away.
Yet I am afraid to act.
Yet terrified to Live or Die.
I merged and despaired.
I am lost.
Yet I am here.
Blood stained memories.
My worries etched in despairs.
By Oscar

“Weakness and Pain”
Dredge through your dark mind and Scroll down that yellow weak spine, like a sick and twisted dream you share you weakness through your every word and thought and  the expressions on your face. You are ugly on the inside out, you are unique, you are pathetic and weak, who’s to say what’s sane? In The world inside my brain It almost feels like a memory of pain, am I just weak or insane.
By  Oscar Harding

'Laughter lies & music stains'
In the hazed light of a smoke filled room full of dark light and laughter!
filled music, bathed in shallow lies and cries for the 'hear-after' drowned by all the fake smiles by the empty shells of the soulless bodies bearing thereWhite stained smiles filled, filled with fake and lies.
By Oscar

My heart has
Different instructions
They are written
In my eyes
In my smile
In my actions
And in my tears
You just have to
Care enough to read  them.

My afternoon poem
By ANGEL