"Standing in my Self-loathing"
I feel my loneliness.
I feel my Anger.
I feel my Pain.
I feel my confusion.
I feel my Past, Present and Future.
All i see in you, is your disappointment in me.
by: Oscar

“Lying *******”
You dont get it
You never got it
Your dumb as ****
YOUR as thick as ****…
Your a lying *******
You, yes you, ******* your just ****!!!!
By: Oscar

Written by kar blog


“Rain upon the desert”
Your gentle touch, worms like the 1st sunlight on a due laden blossom, on the 1st day of spring…
YOUR Like the breeze of springtime, caressing gently ‘across my soul……..
You cause my soul to blossom.
Igniting the flame of desire, that sets my heart aglow.…
No one else has ever filled my heart so…………
By: Oscar

“You will Never Know”

I’ve been feeling lonely these past few days…
You will never now me.
Ill never tell you.…
Just lost and lonely…….
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I can’t stop but to think about you.
Part of me wants me to tell you how I feel for you.
I want to share you and how I feel with the world.
You will never know me , ill never share with you.
I just want to let it all out, without any regrets.
I cant let go.
All the pain I went through in the past.
It keeps telling me ,to keep it all to myself .
Stay sad and lonely.
so I wont get hurt again, I can’t decide what to do anymore.
It’s safe to stay lonely.
My heat can’t take any more , easy and safe be lonely….
You will never no me.
By Oscar

“Family Drive”

you should of gone that way

Have you ever had one of those days

you won’t need a navigational system nor a GPS

just trust in your family , Family knows Best

No No Not that left

One wants you to go in one direction

and the other wants you to go in another.

Confused? You can get that way

No No Not that left

And now I gunna ignore them all

In fact, that is exactly what I had to do

No No Not that left

you should of gone that way

you won’t need a navigational system nor a GPS

just trust in your family , Family knows Best

By: Oscar

“We Killed Someone”
I pull my gun.
Happy as I **** someone.
I’m happy you see.
Happy that I fell in love.…
Happy that I can’t let go…
I’ve tried, I’ve tried. I’ve tried. I leave you alone.
I pull my gun.
Happy to **** someone.
That’s what you want. Isn’t??
Must be, your happy, just like me.
You killed my Heart, You killed someone
Happy to pull my gun………..

By: Oscar

“**** No More”!
I kept you close,
Now it’s time, you should be a ghost.
Escaping myself in that ****.
This new road is hard and long.…
That old road I took will be no more.
It’s time to change the way I lived and will live no more.
I have so much I want to give and life to live.
So for all of you who choose this path.
I wish you luck, it will be hard.
Day by day you will leave that sorrow.

By Oscar