Addiction, that says continue in your brain
Addiction, that tells you it can't do you no harm
Addiction
Addiction that makes you happy on the outside but destroys you on the inside
Addiction that gives you an option of either you live or die
Addiction
Addiction that gets you in trouble and then you get use to it
Addiction that says don't worry nobody is gonna tell you off
But do you know how much your addiction can  cost you
is your life
when your family warned you
you never listened to their words all you could hear was people thoughts echoing in your ears
Stop right there we are here for me

I wake up in the morning at 06:30am
past or not in the winter
it in the morning
Then I go to the toilet washing away all my intestines
It is my daily  routine
Take all my clothes off looking at my goose bumps it still my daily routine
Going into the bathroom then brushing away my germs in my teeth
it still my daily routine
Taking my bath cleaning away my pain after dressing and creaming
next am dressed ready to take a 242 bus to school
the next thing I know am late
My daily routine is pain!

Mi Familia
Somos los nigerianos
En mi familia tratamos a los demás como hermanos y hermanas no como primos
Mi Familia es divertido y es divertida
Mi Familia es quelquefois grosero especialmente a mi Madre y mi tia'
Mi Familia
Mi Familia es una familia enorme porque mi abuela tiene cuatro hijos dos de ellos es mi madre y mi tia'.
En mi familia es duro ser mayor a dos primos
En mi familia comemos comida nigeriana
Mi Familia es mi orgullo porque somos un equipo

Let it go when  u have nothing to lose
Let it go when u are in pain
Let it go if u think your life is about to end
Let it go you are only depending on your parents
Let it go when you come from an adventure and you want to rest
Let it go life isn't about losing
Let it go  u know life is not about happy ending
let it go it is not that u are a coward
Let it go so u can meet Demi Lovato
Let it go because if u don't
You won't have a future to hold on to

Where do i start from?
Everyday i fall and the next day i rise
Before i was calm shy and don't even know the meaning of the word willed from starter now i am aggressive can be be sweet and kind strong willed and imaginative
what changed and why?
Everyday i make myself strong minded and i try my best to fit in but not anymore
I survived every bullying everyday and neglection
why? but am fine
Don't underestimate me
I don't surrender i toughten up
Everyday that why i am very happy on the outside
But inside i have a story

Detention, for 30 minutes all you can hear is people passing by making noises
and the next minutes you can hear nothing just the time ticking by tick tuck tick tuck and silence at last
Teachers walking by with their heels making noises
and then you hear banged doors open
then closed when the time keeps on passing by you don't notice
Teachers typing and clicking and it becomes more annoying
Detention for 30 minutes
no phone, no tablet not even an electric devices
The last time you wanna do is sigh
Detention for 30 minutes
is pain  on silence!

Headaches, Headaches
that feels like a pain that can never be cured
Headaches
That feels like a battle going on in your brain
Headaches
That feels like your life is about to end no peace just sorrow
Headaches
That never be cured when you just use paracetamol
Headaches
you either cure it or no hope just expectation

Her name is Ms Perry
In the world it is rare to find someone like her
she teaches poetry
but remember her name is Ms Perry
she is soft and nice like those nice sweet that you find in the shop
some of them are sour but still we children enjoy them
Her name is Ms Perry
I love her smile she is fun and funny also beautiful that makes my day
Everyday I hope to see her in my English class
But remember her name is Ms Perry
she is a poet, Her full name is Sarah Perry
That is a name I will remember
Her name is Ms Perry
Remember that name Sarah Perry
because there is no one like her.

My name means strong willed
the strongness that keeps me safe and protected
People say my name is *** *** but i don't think so
they give me names that has the meaning of nothing
but i want to be unique different from the rest
My name means the equation of addition that keeps me invovled
My name means wealth surrounds me and when i look around me i see nothing but black and white environment
My name that has been changed from wealth surround me to god to me now it is my middle name
My name means emotion that was given to me from my grandmother  alive but not forgotten
My name means

Black written bold on my forehead like a tattoo
Agun pointed by the side of my head
Just because i am black
I am black so my punishment is that i must stand up for other race to sit down like they are the ruler just because i am black
WOW!
We surround ourself with our own kind
We work as a slave to other race well anyways that is the olden times
Just to earn money for our children but we don't complain do we?
Sometimes i think that our identities are nothing to other race

Down the alleyway street dark like the day just finished too early at 4:30 in the evening.
My friend missed out school to find attacks that are impossible to happen
Lost Love are missing from the heart attack,
like the lung stopped while the clock was ticking by tick tuck and stopped
Deep emotions that went down deeply through their veins like electric shock.
Heart attacks road is not ending, people froze like hard ice that stood there breathless.
Heart attacks are attacks that are not meant for you to fight alone.
Pain and sorrow when the time struck 10:00pm and all you can hear is time ticking by like time travel and the monitor of the patient beeping beep! beep!
As you take the last breathe and you are gone then tears dripping down your chin like pearls.
Heart Attack is like
Thunder Striking!

Tears dripping down their eyes
Corpse on the ground, people crying and shouting and shouting and i don't know why just clueless.
Pains,Tears,Memories
When you see the corpse on the ground lying cold and the question that comes out of the their mind is, Is he coming back?
And the memories just makes the water from their eyes flow like waterfall and rolling pins
But the actually question that comes from their mind is , Is he actually coming back?
Silence is what they get as a reply or is his memories going to stay with us?
Pain was written bold on the parents forehead for rituals.
His nose was covered in cotton buds, punishment for leaving his parents in old age.
Sometimes people wondered what was the reason of his death was cancer, ***, diabetes  or was he murdered?
Or who is going to take responsibility of his children that he left behind, His old aged parents who are likely to die soon or his friends who are nowhere to be found?
Their mother is gone now the man made the children an orphan.

I hate you when you are  not there when I need you
I hate you when you leave me like a child with no memories or knowledge
I hate you when you allow me to go to a school where I don't belong
I hate when your soul rise to the death of despair into a dark shadow
I hate you when you boss me around to do this and that every time you come from work
I hate you when
you are not around

Reading for an hour in silent

People whispering books flipping back and front
I don't know when it is going to stop
People  with their cold cough spreading microbes
People clicking their pens up and down
                       so disturbing!
   Reading for an hour in silent
People opening and closing the door just to go somewhere all the time same person
People disturbing the class making insensible noises and reading loud
                so annoying !
Reading for an hour in silent
          is what it is like in my
        English class set 3

one step forward and one back
is the way to your destruction
my mother says
she preached and cried and yelled just to get the message through my heardrums
am i dreaming?
worries was her rights

Eyes are like roses
feeling cold as if her life is about to end
past memories coming back as her worst nightmare
veins popping out of her hand like she has been neglected
Her random stranger self as a stranger without no memory
Gone mad as red water drip down her chin
Random pains going and coming she doesn't know when like, random
headache come her eyes are red forcing herself to cry.
Random is
her blood

When her eyes are like the hudson river or when her lips were a diversion of her words spoken
Or when her hair was pushed up like a barbie doll
but i never knew it was the end
my heart was broken ,my tears felt like blood dripping down my cheeks
I was alone
thinking the end is near ,saying main friends i give up
my memories is as new as my hairstyle
am starting anew and i don't want you or need you
because i am not making the end i am moving on like you

dead corpses whispering into your ears
trying to tell you their stories
from alive to forgotton
will you listen?
your words are like fake gold to their souls
useless
will you listen?
your voice are a sin to their worlds
just listen don't talk
will you listen?

Your lips is a diversion of your words your spoken spoken
your hair are like lullaby strings across my heardrums
Your eyes is like the oceans of the never ending planet just glowing, unique
Your hands are like cushions soft ,comfortable and beautiful

My form class
Everyday in the early morning
My form class gathers into the classroom until our teacher comes his  name is called Mr Davis
My form class
Making noises and having fun, we sometimes even bring out  our phones and headphones
We sometimes even use our teacher's computer to watch films
My form class
Is the funniest place for me to me

Love is true
love is comfort that kisses you goodnight
love is a betrayer that betrays you every time
Love is the ultimate power that keeps you strong and together
Love is  something u can't say but express with your heart
Love is something that can never be bought
Do you know what love is not
A Hater

The voice that encourage you to jump height of despair
The voice that echoes in your head that you have to focus and jump
The voice that helps you even though
The voice that says get set ready and go no more turning back no more failure just try your best
The voice that makes you laugh until you became  breathless and makes you cry but their shoulders are always free where you can lie your head  on
The voice that says come on you can do it either you are good or not
The voice that supports you in everything whether it is good or not
it is the voice I hear
The voice that shouts out of its own breathe to make you learn one lesson that you are unique