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338 · Nov 2016
Oh, my life was once my own
Oh, my life was once my own
and the thing my heart would too me
that is the thing I would do.
Oh,  but how those dark shadows
grew within my soul
and my heart was forever hid
from the light of the sun
and oh how those shadows
penetrated into my bones
and I was chilled in my soul.
Oh, I was so sad
and I was so all alone.
Oh, how I was like a king
lying dead upon his throne.
Oh,  and then I saw your  lovely form
and so how you seemed like a light that shined from heaven.
Oh, how I treasure the memory
made upon that day
when I first called your name.
And then you like an angel
shined your love into my heart
and brought me back to life.
Oh, how the love of your arms
was a warm soothing salve to heal my soul.
And my heart rose  on eagle's wings
from its dark and icy cold grave
and my soul shall never again be the same.
Oh, if the words could only flow
like a river stretching into eternity
ever telling of my love I hold for you
and of all you charms
oh that river from my heart
would forever flow
for no words could ever tell of all my love for you.
Oh, you are like a flower
growing  upon the green fields of heaven
by the throne of God.
Oh, I know my heart will ever be yours
till time winds its way
through the halls of eternity
and the stars all burn away
and creation stands naked
before the heart of God.
336 · May 2017
An immortal love
Oh, to love you
with an immortal love
is the meaning of  of my soul
that when it was born
from Gods great eternal beating heart
it knew only the love of you
that is like a mantra
that shall always echo in my mind.
Oh, you are the one!
Oh, the eternal one
for which I was born
and you I will forever love.
Oh, all the powers
that live in heaven
and all the powers that live in hell
can never **** this love
that lives within me
this eternal flame that burns within.
Oh, through the eternity of time
as the mountains slowly rise
and are worn slowly down
My love for you will forever remain.
Oh, I know that you a flame within
that shall forever burn
till long after the stars
long burned and flickered out
one by one
and the universe is once again
fill with darkness.
Oh, our love shall burn
long after thew leavens
like an old garment
has long worn away.
Oh, what power you have over me!
Oh, my love of you
is in every fiber of my being.
Oh, to hold you and kiss you
and tell you of all the love I have for you.
Oh, I dream of you day and night.
When I am awake I dream of you
and when I sleep I dream of you.
Oh, my poor heart ever depends on you
and without you my soul sadly wonders
like a motherless child
ever devoid of your love
wondering aimlessly through this sad world.
Oh, there is nothing I would not give
to gaze into your lovely eyes
and see the stars in your soul
shining back at me.
Oh, you are a creature made of love and beauty
the very heaven I long for.
Oh, if you can take me into your heart
I know I have found my soul's natural home.
Oh, you are in me!
In my blood, bone and flesh.
Oh, all the fibers of my brain
and all the fibers of my heart
and the fibers of all my being
and bound to you.
Oh I am filled with my love and longing for you
as deep and eternal as the endless blue sea.
Oh, bless this poor heart of mine
for I am as helpless before you as a blind beggar.
Oh, you could treat me so cruelly with your words
and slash and cut my soul.
Oh, I am beyond all pride!
that was striped away long ago.
Oh, I would lay upon my cross for you
and take into my body spikes for my hands
and spikes for me feat
and lashes hard upon my beak.
sharp things upon my back
that would cut me to the barest of bone
till the flesh hangs like torn rags
and the earth upon which I lay
drinks my blood to its very fill
till it can drink no more
and my tears  flow unendingly.
Oh, the words that are beyond me!
words locked in my heart and soul.
Oh, how can this tongue ever tell
of all my love for you
of how I hold you dearly in my heart
and how my very being depends on you
and how my heart will ever beat for you.
We two drink
form the lovers cup
of, the red of Your blood
and the red of mine
joined in love are we two
Oh, our passion turns the soul
to a scarlet hue
Oh, our passion does
stain our flesh as red as wine
Oh, that lovely and loving intoxication
our souls each other do possess
and live together in a world of there own
Oh, material men their money do count
and all the world after it does pursue
Oh, how all the world a fool thus be
for if the world did taste
the scarlet red wine of passion
as though an ardent and living scarlet red river
did run through it
men would know no need
to shed there souls blood
and wither like some dead and dying tree
and bleed themselves dry drop by drop
in eternal conflict and rancor
Oh, how the world has gone blind
and forgotten the very tree of life
Oh, how the young men water the grass
and leaves of the trees with there bodies red wine
all but in vain
all to a mother's aged pain
but We My true love are wiser by far
who know that no rancor do profit
in the long run if life
that love is the beauty of the soul
and out scarlet passion the very life of the soul
oh, ancient and aged men
grown old from the weary counting of coin
and reading the hollow religion
from there ancient dust covered book
" Oh, pleasure is sin
and pain is virtue."
Oh, to so dry your bones
and wither Your soul
for the only son died not
for the writing of an ancient dust covered book
for  the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul as a sacred cup
to hold the sacred scarlet wine of passion
an ardent living and knowing wine
Oh, arise with Me My sweet and precious love
and come away with Me
to a world by ancient and aged men unknown
and drink the wild and sacred nectar of passion
till this foolish world
does melt away like snow
and creation made new
and every creature does see
that the one who is love
made the body to bloom as a rose
and the soul to burn like the sun
in an ardent and everlasting passion
Oh, how you are like a drug!
You enter my heart and soul.
You enter my body
and the intoxicating potion
of your beauty and soft form
circulates through my veins,
becomes one with my blood and all the fibers of my being.
Oh, my very flesh and bones cry out to you.
" Oh, love me. Love me! Love me!! I shall die without your love."
Oh, how you hold my life in your hands!
And how like a monarch upon a throne
I live or die by your very word
You love me, yes? You love me, no?
Life and death are in your hands.
Oh, how this passion for you
runs through my body like a liquid fire
and my heart races along its way
like a wild horse that no man can tame
and shall never know rope nor tether .
Oh, my heart searches for you as a child for her mother.
Oh, my love for you is as Christ for his creation.
Never in my wildest imagination
could I have ever known a thing to be so deep.
Oh, for you there lives such a warm passionate longing
like whisky that burns the lips.
Oh, you pass through my mind
like some mystic intoxication dream.
Oh, the how the words fall from my lips onto the ground
and are lost in the clay.
Oh, how these world ever escape me
that could tell of my love
and of how my mind is ever haunted by you.
My heart ever sings its silent song.
You pluck these strings
these strings within my heart
and I am forever lost to you.
333 · Feb 2015
Let not the sun set
Oh, there is a source
of evil in the world
that appears  as an angel of light
that preachers sing
from the pulpit
"Oh, the fervent heart
and passionate embrace
is but devil made."
oh how it seeks
and squeezes the mind
into a smaller and smaller box.
but the one who made
the body, and the heart, and the soul
meant the body and soul to live forever
in an ardent and passionate embrace.
For where freedom resides
love truly lives
and passion resides
in truly loving and beating heart.
Oh, how they seek to poison
and lay all the world in there power
hard yoke,  and hard sayings
and all the world
and all the minds in all the world
and laid waste
reason chained and led captive.
But oh, where ardent love
and ardent passion die
from such a vile poison
the sun has set
for the last time
and all the remains
is the cold and the dark.
Oh, let not the sun set
on your passionate heart
and pledge your love
beating heart to beating heart.
and let passion reign
as an endlessly rising sun
on an endlessly blazing path
across an endless blue sky.
333 · Jun 2015
You live in my heart
Oh, how you live in my heart!
My life and soul ever bound to you
A fire in my heart that never dies.
Oh, if I but had wings and could fly to your side
Oh, how I would hold you in my arms
in a passion that would last
to the end of all days.
Oh, if I could but keep you
from all the cruelties of this world
this cruel hopeless world
to hold you
and tell you of our love
never lost and forever found
of how you are a fire
that forever resides in my heart
How my soul melts in your embrace
How your lovely form dances
before my inner eyes
in a dream world
made all from my love of you
as I lay upon my bead
and how as my eyes flutter open
my first thoughts are of your sweet angelic form
and my last thoughts
of my weary heat upon my bed
are of your soft hair and lovely dark eyes.
Oh, how ever you fill my heart and soul
all to overflowing
as though they would burst asunder!
Oh, you are the eternal music in my soul
you take me to heights of love
where no creature has ever been before.
Oh, a holy land all untrod!
Oh, you are a soft night wind
that ever caresses my fevered brow!
As I gaze into the dark soft and velvet sky
Oh, how I see in my mind's  inner eye
your soft and lovely midnight hair
your dark and rolling eyes
those eyes that embrace the center of my soul
and speak of our love unending.
Oh, if a foolish man I be
let this life fly far from ne
past the sun and moon and endless stars
to a private hell
where I shall ever reside
and let me melt like snow
and my name be remembered no more
for the fool that I be
for the angel who enslaved my soul
Oh let me dream of you forever still
and hold you forever and evermore in endless embrace
to reach heights of unspeakable joy
of which no man has ever told!
333 · Dec 2015
With an everlasting love
Oh, how I love you with an everlasting love
and oh, how I would allow my soul to be torn asunder
before I would forsake my love for you.
Oh, I carry you in my heart
always day after day
and so it shall remain forever and evermore.
My life and soul I carry within me is not my own!
Day after day, and hour after hour
my heart pines away for you.
The soft imprint of your limbs
and the scent of the perfume of your body.
Oh, how you drive me mad
greater then the madness of any man who has ever lived.
Oh, my nightly dreams and daily thoughts are of you.
Night after night , and day after day
thoughts and dreams of you ever flood my mind.
Oh, how your memories hold my still
of when we laughed and held each other
in the warm summer sun.
When all the world was bright and happy,
and how our passion held us breathless
in the midnight hour.
Oh, your passionate touch sings a silent love song to my soul
so warm and lovely I know not how to write.
My thoughts of you are like a sweet nectar
that fills the air.
I treasure your love
beyond all my heart has ever set its fancy upon.
Beyond all the things of this world,
and all that can ever be known.
Oh, your dark silky hair,
and dark rolling eyes like pools within you soul
speaks to me of mysteries
that forever haunts my heart
and writes upon it a love deeper than any love I have ever known
and I am forever held captive
by your mystic and haunting beauty.
And oh, how you sink deep within me,
and of your beauty and my love for you
my tongue knows not how to tell.
Oh, the loveliest of
all the daughters of beauty.
Oh, how your sweet voice
does ever and ever enchant me
and hold me forever captive
and enchained
in chains of passion like a holy fire.
Oh, I reject my foolish pride
and lay all that I am
at your feet.
Oh, if you reject me
on that day I shall die.
Oh, I adore you.
I adore you!
Oh, how I adore you!
Oh, my poor helpless heart
as helpless as a new born babe
and as gentle as a dove.
Oh, your voice is like music
like the sound of dancing waters
upon a sacred river
as it falls through
space and time.
Oh, your touch!
as soft and gentle
as the early morning mist.
Oh, how I find my life in you
as though your very heart
beats the blood
that flows through my veins.
Oh, without you
my memories would be
but pain and sorrow
even though they were ever so happy
for I would see your face
but as a haunting phantom
that would say, "Oh, how you loved her.
And now she is gone from you evermore!"
and I could only sit and weep
and die in an unearthly pain
as hot and relentless
as the everlasting fires of hell.
Oh, you are an everlasting song in my heart.
Oh, I walk through the valley of bones
and tell the spirits of olde
of such a fair angel
that ever came to earth.
Oh, I fear your holy heart
so bright and lovely
like a last judgement!
for where your love is not
there is only dry death
and upon that which your heart resides
lives forever and evermore.
Oh, how I stumble!
Over every word.
and my fingers grow numb.
Oh, how can I find the words
that only reside in the mind of God
to tell you of this endless love.
Oh, a thing
no mortal heart can hold
and I am left along
with this deep longing
that no mortal tongue can tell
and can only plead
that you will look down
upon this poor sad creature
and have mercy for the love
and desperate longing
forever in my heart.
332 · Jul 2015
How can I forget you
Oh, my love how can I forget you
If i forget you let me forget my right arm.
Oh, you are the center of my world
you are as close as the beat of my heart
and you will forever live in my soul.
Oh, the wonder of your face
and lovely form
shall live in my mind and soul
till time shall run its course
and days and hours shall be no more.
Oh, how the love of you haunts my waking hours
and I seek your form
through soft mystic visions
through the hours of the night.
Oh, how I long to caress
your soft gentle fingers.
Oh, if I could only hold you
in an endless embrace.
Oh, how my infinite longing
cries out for you.
Oh, you are my life
the beat of my heart
the very breath I take
and I shall seek your love
forever and a day
till the river of time runs dry
and is no more.
331 · Sep 2017
The heaven of your arms
Oh, there are flowers
that bloom in the dark wild wood.
Flowers the color of blood
and flowers with the color
of the darkest night
the color of a broken heart
and my tortured soul.
Oh, they grow
where the cold wild wind blows
and sangs its mournful  song
as it weeps
as my heart weeps
for a love that was more than love
a love that haunts me still.
Oh, when I close my eyes
you are there in my dreams still
a fantasy come to life
as I live again
before I awake
to the nightmare of you far away.
Your heart and my heart
torn so far apart.
Oh, a sigh and a heavy heart!
Oh, how you have sunk
so deep within me
as though my soul and heart
were some bottomless sea
to the center of all I am
till you become one with me.
Oh, you have become the soul
and the breath within me
all the life that I am.
Oh, for you I long and search
till these dusty paths
are all worn down
and an eternity has passed
and I find my rest
in the heaven of your arms.
330 · Aug 2018
Oh,how my life is changed
Oh, how my life is changed
all that was once day
is now night
and all  that came before
is now but a dream.
Oh, when I saw your  angelic form
the door to heaven
was opened within my soul
as once more my heart was born.
Oh, my words how they fly away
as though they were a flock of wild birds
as I seek
to find the words
to tell you  of all the love
my heart holds for you.
Oh, deep within
my heart sings a sad song
to deep for words to reach
or any tongue to tell
of a longing for your heart
and lovely form.
Oh, answer me my  love
your heart reply
that you shall  love me
ever and ever more
before I sink into nothingness
forever and ever more.
Oh,  the mystery  of you
is greater than my mind can reach
like  a song in God's heart
an ancient  hypnotic   pagan  chant
or stories  of a world before  time.
Oh,  from  what bright shining star
in the eternal  sky
came   your beauty  and your  mystery?
Oh, and how  those lovely  eyes
shine  forth the light of a love
unequaled  from the time of creation
when dreams become reality
and the heart of the universe  began to beat.
Oh, how can I measure a soul
deeper  than the sea
and higher than the  stars?
Oh,  you have become
my burning  unquenchable desire.
My soul  calls  out
in  its longing
a heart felt sound  so deep
the very  depths  of hell  are shaken
and  the angels hear  your  name!
Oh,  in my love for you
all  my words are lost
for I cannot recount all  your beauty
or utter the depths  of my love
and I am struck dumb
with the possibility of such a task.
Oh,  a harp   plays  its song
music from a poor lonely heart
in its quest
for  the mercy  of an angels love
from  the  bottom of all that I am.
The memory of you shall last
till  all  else fades away
and not a star  shines
but only an eternal  blackness  is left.
For my love for you shall last
beyond the limit  of forever's   eternity.
329 · May 2015
Scars
Oh, the scars you put in my soul.
Oh, how I am crucified for your love.
My love of you knows no end.
The beginning and ending of my world.
Oh, how my heart is tied to yours.
Oh, how My heart and soul is pierced
with my longing for you.
Love for you runs through my blood.
Oh, how my life fades without your love.
Oh, how I speak your name in the dead of night.
As the tears flood my eyes
wishing you were so near
to say the words
the words that would bring me back to life
"I love you."
Oh, the flesh is the soul's creation
an outward shining
brought forth from
the depths of the heart.
just as God's inner muse
brought forth all that is.
Oh, I embrace
your soft bodies form
feel your soft breath
on my cheek,
and your warm loving arms
embrace me
as though I were safe
within your passionate beating heart.
Oh, how I wish
to live within that heart forever.
Of the passion of your warm lips
there can be no greater healing balm.
Oh, the sun never shone
on a rose so lovely
as your soul's beauty
written in an outward form
that puts the very roses to shame.
Oh, the soft warm music
of your body
only we can hear
has captured my heart,
holds my soul
by invisible cords.
Oh, I am made alive
by the silent music
of the soft passion  of your flesh
given its lovely form
by your soul,
and the lovely heart within.
Oh, let me live within that heart,
and make my home in your soul
to feel your lovely music
for time without end.
Oh, you will be the death of Me
I do not care
before I met you love
I  thought only of Me
do I have enough food
do I have enough water
then I found You
on My door step shivering
in the cold
a skinny little thing
My heart went out to You
for who could condemn
such a lovely creature
with such dark and lovely
haunting eyes
such loveliness I had never seen
I took you in
and warmed You by My fire
calmed your fears
and wrapped You in
the finest silk
I was captured on that day
taken by storm
Oh, I had never known
that it was better
to love than be loved
My heart and soul came alive
Oh, You were such a
fragile little thing
and there in was Your strength
Oh, I fell for You like a child
Oh, I shall never be free
form Your soft and gentle  eyes
Oh, You are My drug
that takes Me to such heights
of love's delight
Oh, You have brought My soul to life
You took Me in from
this cruel and heartless world
kissed My brow
and showed Me
what love really means.
327 · Jul 2015
You are the one
Oh, you are the one
my soul was born to love
from the time of my earliest memory
when I come from my mothers womb
somehow I knew
another half of my soul
lived in this world
that I would never be complete
without you.
Oh, all my life I have waited
through all the dark days
of this dark land
through all my souls suffering
to be united with you.
Oh, you are forever part of me
forever at the center of my soul.
Oh, how my life shrinks to nothing
when I am gone from you.
Oh, how I count the days and hours.
Oh, how dark and timeless they seem!
Till I can taste your sweet breath upon my tongue.
Oh, how you are the gladness of my heart
and your absence is my souls suffering.
Oh, how the love of your heart
fills my soul with joy overflowing
and I will sing of your love
through all the days of eternity unending.
324 · Aug 2017
Oh, how my heart dreams
Oh, how my heart dreams
of a love that has buried itself
deep in my soul
and there is no turning
and of the day when my arms
hold you in my embrace.
Oh, of you I dream
with a love
that lives deeper within me
than the marrow of my bones.
Oh, my soul groans for you
and I am in a fever
and all I can think about is you.
Oh, when I sleep and when I wake
you are ever with me.
you are a deep aching need
a fire in my soul.
Oh, and the only peace I can ever find
is when I hold you in my arms
and tell you
of this deep fiery love
that burns within
for you forevermore.
Oh, how I long
to live with you
for as long as forever
shall ever be.
324 · Apr 2015
Because of my love for you
Oh, I have suffered
because of my love for you.
There is nothing in this world below
or in the heavens above
that would stop my heart beating for you.
Oh, you are the beginning and ending
of my existence.
Oh, how at night my soul
longs to be by your side
and whispers tender words
of love into your ear.
Oh, since creation began
in a time long ago
as though it were before
the dawning of memory
I have loved you
with a strength beyond my understanding.
Oh, the sun, and moon, and stars
rise and climb to the top of heaven
and set in their path across the sky
to my love and passion for you.
Oh, you are the reason time and creation began
and without you there would be no flower
or green grass to grow.
Oh, you are the very flower and reason for existence.
The hearts of countless creatures beat in rhythm  because of you.
Oh, I have been driven mad in my love and longing for you.
The life of my heart
and the life of my soul
and the life of my brain
do live their life
and know there only purpose
because of you.
Oh, you are a sad song
when I fear for your love.
And you are a song of passion
when I consider your lovely form and soul
and my heart sings its love song
as from the first days of creation.
Oh, I am held captive by you
and I shall always be yours;
all my heart, and all my soul
and all of my being.
Oh, how an eternal flame
burns within my heart
and an eternal passion
and an eternal love
does ever rage in my heart.
Oh, I am connected to you
as though you were my other self
through bonds of eternity
that can never be broken.
and oh, how a great sadness  
envelopes me
when I know you are so far from me.
It descends upon me
like clouds of death
like clouds of pain
from the bottom of hell's eternal pit.
And oh, when I fear
the eternal lose of you
it is as though I had fallen
into a dark eternal pit
blacker than any eternal night
than on earth no man has ever known.
Oh, if that should ever be
than let this blood that flows through my veins
flow like a red river
a river of scarlet upon the ground
that disappears into the thirsty earth,
and let the sun
never shine upon this heart again.
Oh, you are the light, and the breath of my life.
For within you there is all life and blessing
and my soul can live again.
Oh; it is made to life again from the blessings of your love,
from a darkness darker than night.
Oh, how the blessings of your love
is like the soft cool east wind
that revives me after a hot summer's day,
and caresses me in its loving embrace.
Oh, without you
all my being shall be torn into an infinite nothingness,
and the death of my soul shall be complete.
Oh, I love you
like a mother love her only child.
And the tearing of all  my flesh
I would give,
and the breaking of all my bones
I would give
to make you mine.
Oh, let me not live
under the dark shadows
of a world that is not lit
by the light of the love in your heart
so that a cold chill
penetrates into the center of my bones.
Oh, love me forever
for without your forever
I shall die in a loveless never.
And the life that once flowed within me
shall eternally be no more
for I live by your love
and I live by your grace
through all of eternities rising and setting suns.
323 · Jul 2017
Like smoke in the wind
Oh,  Often I consider
how life is like smoke in the wind
but a moment and our elements
are scattered to the wind
and not even memory remains.
Oh, the folly of men!
that they think they stand
upon solid earth
and soon they vanish
with the setting of the sun.
Oh, come with me my love
to our garden of eternity
and let your heart
put on immortality.
Oh, you shall be changed
form this creature of smoke
that you are.
Oh, for we shall live
upon a scarlet red wine
that flows like an endless river
through all of eternity.
Oh, a legend to become!
Oh, when the name of love
our names shall be there
and they shall live
for as long as time shall endure.
321 · Apr 2016
Oh, love is a drug
Oh, love is a drug
that intoxicates my mind so
with its sweet silent music
and the scent of its blossoms
cause my soul to long for its beloved.
Oh, you have lit a holy fire in my heart!
I would travel a million miles
through all the world's sorrows and pain and woe
just for one kiss and one embrace.
Oh, I live my life in you and through you
and if all the world I did own
all this I would give for you.
Oh, you are the only flower
that blooms in my soul
and your heavenly sent intoxicates me so.
Oh, you I love and only you.
Like some silent siren
your beauty calls to me
and I am forever drawn into your arms
and forever live in your kiss
for all the days
and for all the nights
that shall ever be
I will give myself to you.
Oh, if I could write a song
and sing with the voice of an angel
I would sing of you
for all your beauty
and all your love
stirs such music within my soul
Oh that  choirs of angels could never sing
and though all of heaven
were gathered in together to sing of you
my dear love, you who is the life of my soul
all their music
and all the multitudes of angelic voices
would be but a rude sound
compared to the music you stir within my soul.
Oh, my love of you
has outgrown the bounds
of this heart of mine
and it burst asunder with my love for you.
Oh, how I am gripped with such pains
of ecstasy as no tongue can ever tell.
Oh, you are a fire that burns within me
and oh how I am consumed with all my passion for you.
As though the passion
of all the lovers in all the world
were locked within me
and in all my thoughts of you
my heart is filed with such delight
like a heaven burning bright.
Oh, such delicious pain my soul has never known.
All the years of all my life
and all the memories of all the things
I have ever known
and all the wisdom
and all the lore
that all the fibers of my brain
could ever contain
could never prepare me
for all the passion and love
that burns within
this man's mortal chest
and all the delicious pain
that my love of you
has grown within.
And I shall live my life in love with you forever and evermore.
And like a ghost I shall follow you
wherever you shall go
though beyond ends of the earth
it shall forever lead.
And like a ghost I shall ever be haunted
with my memories of you
from times forever past
to times forever to come
for as long as forever shall last.
318 · Sep 2014
Fire in Your soul
Oh My heart aches
aches within Me
but oh how could I
shut you up like
a bird in a cage
gain the body
but lose the soul
then the bird would
no longer sing
Your love is oh so
treasured
if all the wealth
all the gold were
placed on a scale
your heart on the other
it would out weigh this
and the whole world combined
the world is such a paltry thing
and oh the universes
without end within Your heart
How could I shut You up
like a bird in a cage
for the sake of pride
and a brief ****** spasm
when its Your love
and the fire in Your soul
I crave
oh sing to Me sweet bird
sing to Me of love
and give Me the fire in Your soul
317 · Oct 2014
I am past cure
Oh, I am past cure
this love. this passion
haunts My fevered brain
Oh, insanity! insanity!
My love for You
has driven Me mad
My dreams upon My pillow
My daily thoughts
are as a madman's are
Oh, thoughts of Your absence
are as thoughts of death
Oh, You are My very beginning and end
existence? what meaning does it have?
without You in it
Oh, it is impossible to believe
that You are a mortal woman
I have known You ages before
in some other life
You were the lover
who rejected Me
My mother when I was
a sickly child
a dancing girl
upon a table at an inn
and seeing You
My heart was enslaved by You
and I held Your memory My life long
when I was wounded in battle
You were the woman
who nursed Me to health
You have always been mistress
of My heart
Oh, the world would be empty
without You
You inflame My fevered brain
Oh, You are like a love song
that sticks in My mind
repeating its haunting words
over and over till the end of time
You are a theme song played upon My heart
Oh, if that song were ever stilled
I would die of shock
and a great loneliness  
a deadly silence would fill My soul
and I would die and be no more
You are the life and rhythm of My soul
the moon and sun rise
and the stars twinkle
to the sound of My soul
in love with You
Oh, who can follow
My memories of You
back through all the nameless
and forgotten time
to when God conceived all that was
in his great mind
I know not, nor do I care
all that matters
is that I am Yours
and You are mine
Oh, give Me this My love
and I can rest in My bless
for all eternity
rest in unspeakable joy
as the ages roll
Oh, my darling
I hold such a great love for you
within my heart.
Oh, you are my secret goddess.
your beauty and ethric form
reaches such  a loveliness
that you seem to be a creature beyond this earth
come from the ends of the starry heavens.
Oh, I how I wish to run my fingertips
along your precious skin
as though it were find gold
or the most precious silk.
Oh, how I love you to my distraction
and I cannot eat nor rest
neither day nor night
till I can hold you in my arms.
Oh, how I would rock you t sleep in my arms
and sing you into the land of dreams.
Oh, how you are so very precious to me
for I would give up
my own bones and flesh
all for you my angel love
for I love you with the heat of a holy fire.
I love you with a rage beyond all my understanding,
beyond the love of anything else
in this universe.
For you are burned into the fibers of my brain
and I will always remember you
and I will love you forever
with all my being
and hold you forever in my soul
for as long as time shall last
and then forevermore.
Oh, you are my dreams come to life
I have set and thought
and dreamed of my perfect love
of her silken hair
as dark as the raven's wing
of her mysterious haunting eyes
like pools that bear the depths of her soul
with skin so soft and warm
as to carry me breath away.
Oh, when I first saw you
how you were like a dream come to life.
All those hopes and dreams I found in you.
and all my life and all my hope I give to you
for without you my lovely dream
death could never come too soon.
And what is life without your love?
it is only the hollow ticking of a soulless clock
slowly ticking off all the hollow empty years.
Oh, how you bring me to life, and make my soul anew.
Oh, how your kiss and lovely frame
I value above all other things
and my heart threatens to explode
when I hold you in my arms.
And I will thrive on your love
from here to all the fathomless depths of time.
315 · Jan 2016
Your sweet opium embrace
Oh, you are a mystic and exotic creature
come form a far off land.
A gentle night spirit
that blows a soft wind
from a black velvet night sky
upon which start like diamonds
hang in a dark sacred sky
and tell the world
of the glory of your soul.
Oh, the beauty of your face
no Leonardo or Michelangelo could paint.
and your beauty sings its silent song
that only my heart can hear.
and I am tugged along by tiny invisible strings
as strong as steel
that extends from your heart to mine.
Oh, how without you
I am fallen...fallen...fallen
and the meaning of life
flies from me
like a frightened bird
startled from its resting place.
oh how if I had the wings of a dove
I would fry around this whole wide world
just to be by your side.
Oh, if I could but live
ten thousand years
and thousands of thousands of years
all this  I would give
for one day in your arms
to tell you of the deep love
that burns within me
a fire my blood
and a deep aching need
in the deep parts of my soul
that nothing on earth can satisfy
but the kiss from your sweet lips
and your soft embrace
that flows from your heart
like honey from a honeycomb
and I am held captive by you
in the dream of
your sweet ***** embrace
in our love intoxicated dream
that shall last for all the endless days to come.
315 · Sep 2016
A Raven black as death
Oh, how your precious love
is the source of all the life
within my soul.
And oh, how my every breath
and my every heat beat
depends upon your precious love.
Oh, you are the source
of all my dearest hope
for a love
that I have longed for
since the beginning
of all my memories.
Oh, how I long for the beat of your heart
as you lay upon my chest
and for a precious love
that is a song
only I can hear.
Oh, a song whose silent words
fill my soul.
Whose words sing
of a love
that forever makes
this passion within me
grow and grow
untill my heart  
seems to burst with its overflowing
like the love
that lives in the heart of God.
Oh, I know my heart
shall forever hold that song
for as long as I shall ever be.
Oh,  the moment you came
from your mother's womb
eternity was forever changed for me.
Oh, without you
how I would face such a bleak eternity.
Oh, I know the whole world
would be dear
and the heavens would
only be a dull shadow.
And oh, how it would be
a nightmare world
in which no one
ever lives.
Oh, if the unthinkable
the nightmare
of my losing you
ever become real
I would be overcome
the grim figure of death
that would make its home
within my heart.
Oh, I would die
and all the world with me!
And all joy and laughter
would be nevermore!
Oh, if I should ever lost you
let a raven a black as death
like a fiend from hell
devour my grieving heart
and let me be no more.
Oh, my lovely angel
let me forever
live in your heart
for as long as I shall ever be
and my heart shall ever beat.
Oh, and then let me follow you
into that sweet eternity
from which no mortal returns.
315 · Jan 2017
A song for the ages
Oh, my soul sings
a song that has lived in my heart
since my heart first began to beat
a song for the ages.
Oh, the life that lives within me
I no longer live for myself
but it is my love for you
that lives within me.
Oh, how you fill my memories
and my heart to its bursting
till my mortal frame
can no longer hold all that I feel.
Oh, and I know
that I shall never be the same again
for my old heart
and my old soul
has died long ago
when I first felt the magic
of your loving touch.
For you have penetrated my soul
down to the very fabric
of all that I am.
Oh, this river of scarlet
that flows within
knows that I no longer belong
to this dull and loveless
day to day world.
Oh, I have transcended
to another mystic and sacred life
where no shadows remain
and the silent music of love
forever plays within my chest.
Oh, this no longer seeks its self to please
but only you to protect and keep.
Oh, let me forever hold you
to my poor beating heart
and in my arms love you
for all eternity to come
as the moon passes through the night
along its starry way
through endless cycles
till time has burned itself to ashes
like an ancient movie
that has forever played in endless cycles of time
till all its images have worn away
and not even imagination remains
and nothing is left
but a blank page
and only eternity remains
314 · Aug 2016
A sweet desperation
Oh, my sweet angel.
Oh, queen of my dreams!
Oh, I long for you
like a mother longs for her child.
Oh, I long for you
like the stars long
for the black velvet sky.
Oh, how this love grabs me
and will not let me go
and makes all that I am one with you.
Oh,  I can feel every soft beat of your heart
and with every beat
eternity seems to say
that I shall ever be yours
as your every breath fills my soul.
Oh, your warm breath is my caress
and creates such a love longing
within me
that I know that my soul shall never escape
nor in all this eternity of time
would I ever in my wildest dreams wish too.
Its sweet fingers with there sweet caress
ever closer and closer
they draw me
till we are but one soul
and your lips
how they send me into flights of ecstasy!
Oh, when I awake
in the early sacred dawn
to the intoxicating feel
of you in my arms
I know in a paradise
my soul has found its rest.
Oh, the birds sing
ever so sweetly of your charms
from the dew covered bough
of ever tree
as the butterflies flutter
from flower to flower
in a dim of your beauty.
Oh, how my heart sings
a mystic song of ****** delight
as a deep love ever grows within my heart
till it can grow no further
within its fleshly frame
and burst those earthly bounds asunder
to become one with the heart of God.
And I am left with a sweet desperation
that I know shall last till the end of time.
314 · Jul 2021
Bottomless well
Your soul
Is a bottomless well
Of beauty
Loveliest of all that live
For there is nothing
You do not love
And my soul
Dissolves
Into your soul
For I am nothing
Without you
And nothing I shall ever be
If my hear beats not for you
For our love
Has made us forever one.
313 · Apr 2015
The very flower of creation
Oh, some  times I feel
that my heart will explode.
Oh, my tongue has failed me
to tell of the bright and lovely
creature you are
that you are the very flower of creation
and of my deep love for you.
Oh, more than my heart can endure
without you by my side.
Oh, darkness comes
and my last thoughts before I sleep
are thoughts of you.
You are an angel that haunts my dreams
with your lovely angelic form and sacred soul
till the morning light.
Oh, thoughts of your face
are my first awareness
when my eyes flutter open.
Oh, you are the other
half of my soul
and without you I can never be whole.
Only your heart can light
the surrounding darkness.
The darkness of this cruel and crass world.
Oh, before you
I walked in an eternal dark forest
with no light for my way.
and did stumble along a dark path
I knew not where it would lead.
But oh, the light of my love for you
that shone in my heart
when I first saw your face
has shown me the way.
Oh, all the beauty and hope
of God's creation is within you.
Oh, the creator took all the love within his heart
and made you perfect in form and symmetry
and I am hopelessly entranced by you
and so I shall remain
throughout all the day of eternity.
Oh, how the world
in its mindless way
spins endlessly
through this dark void.
Oh, like a cloud blown
by fierce  winds
by the storm of the soul
devouring all life in its wake.
Oh, how my soul
is unsettled
and all my peace
is driven far from me.
Oh, this darkness!
Oh, how this heart of darkness
seems to devour the earth
that stumbles to and fro
as though it were a drunken man.
Oh, how by  the light of your love
I can only find my way
to live in the house of love
that is your arms.
Oh, I am lulled into a sweet sleep
and in my dreams
I dream of you
and the world is filled
with the sweet sent
of your body
and the sweet aroma
of your breath.
Oh, to always remain
is my dream.
To always remain
in the paradise of your soul.
Oh, sleep with me
and fill my soul
with dreams of your love
that haunts me
like some mystic
and enchanted realm.
oh, and let me dream ever on
till the stars fall from heaven
and forever more.
311 · Jun 2017
All we shall ever desire
Oh, when my  mind
turns to thoughts of you
you seem to be some enchanted mystic land
an eternal garden of delight
where all my dreams of love
have come true.
Oh, my love
let me be the only star
that shines within the black velvet sky
of your lovely heart.
Oh, I have taken a sacred oath
that I shall forever
only live for you
and for you I shall die
and to you I shall always belong.
Oh, I can see
all the beauty
in the soul
that shines through your eyes.
Oh, let us forever live
in the castle of our dreams
and in our garden of delight
forever make our home
and through all the days of eternity
for God has given us
all we shall ever desire.
Oh, when I think
of the times I have suffered.
Of all the pain
and of all the heartache
just to make you mine.
Of all the battles I have fought
just it win your love
oh, it seems all is lost!
But when I look upon your face
and the lovely creature
that you are
then my heart seems to burst within me
and my longing for you
is ever renewed.
Oh, I can never forget you my love
for all my being
and the reason that I am
is tied to you.
Though the battle rages against me
hot and fierce
one moment upon this earth
I dare not rest.
This flame, this passion!
Oh, how it burns within.
it is a fire shut up within me.
Oh, my death is the lose of you!
And I am a butterfly
caught within your net.
And how you torture me
rip the wings from my body!
Oh, am crucified upon a cross
of my love and grief for you.
Oh, you are the reason
that I weep.
And you are the reason
that I struggle so long
that I fight the hard fight
and endure countless pains
just to hold you
in my arms!
Oh, you are the reason
God made everything that was.
Oh, I can hear
the music of eternity
sung by the endless stars.
Oh, they sing of you!
Oh, the heavens
they shall pass away
but my love for you
shall ever remain.
Oh, how the snow had fallen
in my soul
and an icy chill has fallen
upon this heart of mine
as though it has become a frozen lake
in the center of all that I am.
Oh, a deep frigid chill
has lived within my bones.
Oh, how I was a lost man
that lived in deep shadow
of a grief that I have had
for your love.
Oh, and this longing has been
such a deep aching pain
that my mind
had fled from me
and my heart failed me
and I was death.
Oh, how I wished
to be no more
and all the universe with me.
Till the day you set me free
and it seemed that I was in a dream.
Oh, as though God had sent his angel
to take me to the gates of the blessed.
Oh, that was the day
you released my soul
for that sea of pain.
And I cried as your arms held me
and I knew that your love would never end.
Oh, that was the day I knew
that all your love is real
and that was the day my life began
and all the world would never again be the same.
Oh, you have melted the ice
that has so tortured my soul
and healed my wounded heart.
Oh, let us live in each others eternity
far above this cold dead world
to such heights that loveless men can never know.
Oh, let us pass the ages in each others arms
and live in our bed of passion
for as long eternity seeks its course to run.
307 · Jul 2015
For the love of you
Oh,  how my heart beats
for the love of you
my beautiful creature
with your dark and lovely eyes.
Oh, how I love the precious heart
that beats within your body.
Oh, how I hold you precious within my heart!
Oh, your midnight hair
with the loveliness of the velvet night sky
and how the stars hang like jewels
in your crown.
Oh, how you encompass
the  widest and deepest limits of my heart.
Oh, my heart only beats
through the love of you
and without you
it is but a dead mechanical thing
and my life and soul
are lost and dead without you.
Oh, if you love me not
let the flesh fall from my body
and I return to the dust
from which I came.
Oh, how to hold you in my arms
is a treasure beyond the love of life
and the stars that hang in the starry black infinity
and the heart of my soul shall beat for you
for all eternity.
306 · May 2015
Oh, if you only knew
Oh, if you only knew
how you have been a thorn
to ***** my heart so.
Oh, how sharper than a serpents tooth!
But oh, how you have become
the life blood of my soul.
How your warm breath
flows through me
and my soul dances
to the beating of your heart.
Oh, how I wish in this life
or in another to come
that we could walk hand in hand
to talk as lover to lover.
Oh, how my heart lies
in chains and shackles
and bleeds its ****** tears
in its desperate hope for your love.
Oh, how without you
how my body and soul
shall crack and dissolve into dust.
Oh, how you are my world.
The hope that lives in my soul.
A desperate hope
against hope and cruel reason
that the day shall dawn
that you will take me
into your arms
and tell of the love
you have for me.
305 · Jun 2019
A Flower grows
Oh, you are a flower
that grows in my heat
taking your  substance
from within  my soul.
Oh, a  river   flows
from   the garden of my soul.
Oh,  from my heart  that river flows.
A  river  of eternity
a  riverc of  forever
for  the corse of my love
shall  never cease
for  all  the life
I shall  ever live
is the love  I hold for you
and like eternal spirits
we shall   forever be
in  love  you and me.
305 · Mar 2017
Like some dark angel
Oh, how you have captured my heart
like some dark angel
who  lulls me to sleep
with tinder whispers in the night.
Oh, you have captured me
as though I were a  rabbit
in a snare
and I am helpless before you.
Oh, do you know
how deeply
this loves grown.
Oh, do you know
that you are all the world to me.
Oh, your lovely heart
that beats within you
is such a great treasure to me.
You have carried me away
like a great overpowering flood
and all my will is gone.
Oh, you hold my soul
every fiber that I am
in the palm of your hand.
Oh, you are the queen of heaven
and beloved of my soul
and my love of you
will never let me return
to the broken and defeated man
that I was.
For you have breathed new life
into my soul.
Oh, there is nothing I would not do
to win your sweet love
and hold you forever
in my heart.
Oh, you are all
the life I shall ever seek to live.
Oh, the beginning and ending of the world
in you I see.
And you shall ever live
in this heart of mine
far longer than the stars shall ever shine.
303 · Jul 2016
My heart's sacred song
Oh, my heart beats.
Oh, how my heart beats to its sacred song
of a love
that God has placed
within my mortal frame
and no power on earth
can take away
its sacred song of love.
Oh, neither angels
nor demons
nor all the powers of hell
can take away
the song of love for you
that lives within my heart.
Oh, how my heart
sings its sacred song
of infinite longing
and fill my imagination
with sweet dreams of you.
Oh,  your lovely
frame and face
forever haunts me
with an infinite longing.
And I know that I must
put my life on the line
endangering life and limb
all to hold your lovely body
forever!
Never to let you go.
Oh, there is no pain
I would not suffer
and no distance I would not go
to win the precious love
from your heart.
Oh, how can I sing
such a love song
that would make you feel
all of the love that I feel for you?
Oh, you hold such a power
upon my heart
like a knife
that would sever
all the fibers of my soul.
For only you can choose
whither I live
or whither I die!
Oh, if you were to take away
the love for me
that lives within your heart
and hide that burning flame
far from my longing eyes
there would be no hope
for me to live on.
For I would only be a dead thing
whose heart
like some mechanical thing
beats on.
Oh, don't you know
that all of life
would drain from my soul?
And I would become
cold and dead like a stone
that has neither
heart nor soul.
Oh, no grave can ever be so deep
and no grave ever so cold
as that lifeless cold grave
that would wait for me
as the grave you dug
with your loveless heart.
Oh, how my grieving heart
would swivel
into a dead and rotten core!
Oh, to you
my heart sings its love song
that will never be silent
like the holy angels
that sing before God's throne.
And my love shall forever remain
for all the forevers
that shall ever be.
298 · Jun 2015
You are the wind
Oh, how you torture me!
how I always live in fear
of the loss of your love.
Oh, how your lovely eyes and lovely form
torture me in my dreams
with the loss of your love.
Oh, I love you beyond all
I could have ever imagined!
You are the wind that blows softly against my cheek.
I put forth my hand
seeking to touch your lovely form
and you blow through my fingers and are gone
and I weep because you are gone.
Oh, come and dry my tears
as you caress my face
with your soft and gentle fingers.
Oh, I live by the light
that shines from the love in your heart
as the earth lives upon the light of the sun
that shines on the cold land
upon a cold winter's morning
to melt the frost from the earth
and return it to life.
Oh, you are the life within me soul!
Only you can kiss my dying lips
and make my heart beat once again!
Only you can restore hope
when all my hope is gone
And I must long for
and seek your love forever
through all the future days without end.
298 · Jan 2017
Oh, this path I follow!
Oh, this path I follow
this weary path that I am on
may lead no where
but to a life of dark shadows
or heaven so fair
and God's holy throne.
Oh, but this one thing I know
that though I take the road of shadows
or I take the road
that leads to God's holy throne
happy shall all my paths be
for in my heart I know
that you shall ever be mine.
Oh, there is a great mind
that created all
for you lovely creature
in all your beauty
and all your glory
could never be
if no great mind was over all
to bless me with your honey
and your sweet loving arms
that makes all the world full of glory and light.
Oh, you are the other half of my soul
and without you I would be a cold dead stone.
Oh, to you I shall ever belong
and to you my heart and soul are forever tied
and my love for you will never end.
296 · Mar 2016
Those flowing locks of gold
Oh, my dear love
do you know what you do to me?
Such beauty I once thought
could only live in my dreams.
Oh, your haunting ****** frame
that has the power
to drive any man insane with desire.
Oh, queen of my ****** dreams
within me you create such fantasies
no one shall ever know.
Save one my love
if  only I could hold you
in my loving arms.
Oh, you my love
with eyes the color of the endless blue sky,
How I could become lost
in those endless blue eyes.
And oh how your lovely hair
that hangs on your shoulder
like a flowing stream of gold.
Oh, how you trap me
in those flowing locks of gold.
Oh, how I would give
all the worlds wealth
to posses those locks of gold.
296 · Feb 2019
A song of you
Oh, my heart will sing a song of you
A song of a time before time
An ancient mystic song.
Oh, how you intoxicate me  like a drug
by silky soft skin
and red red lips.
Oh, you are my dream!
Oh, and how I have dreamed
that dream of you
and I am forever lost of your charms.
And oh I walk on thorns for you
And all the pain
and all the sorrow
I feel because of you
I would have no other way
for a life that was nothing
has now it reason to be.
Though I dream of sorrow
or  I dream of  joy
my reason to be
is to dream of you.
Oh, ever shall  I bless the day
I first held you in these arms.
For you are my dream
of forever and ever more.
Oh, how memories  like ghosts
pass through the secret chambers
of my mind
in the middle of a dark  and haunted
and moonless  night
and I am  haunted by your face
and your loving tough.
Oh, it seems as though
my heart has a life
all of its own.
Oh, it pulls me.
Oh, how it pulls me
by chains fashioned from my memories
and my endless love of you
impossible to resist.
Oh, how  I am enslaved
by this burning passion
I hold for you
and I am your's forever.
Oh, my forever
can only be fulfilled
by eternity in your arms.
Oh, how I dream
of that faraway forever.
Oh, that road to  forever
it leads me ever on
and I must follow
thought it were to  death
or life eternal
in   the love  of your arms
and on that  path
ever I am bound
and bound forevermore.
293 · Oct 2018
Let our love never end
Oh, how time can never unwind
for what has come
shall soon be gone
and lost in the great ocean
of eternity.
For time passes
and memories
fade away
and through the eons
time that has been
shall be as though it never was.
Oh, my love
don't you know
that you and I
shall never pass this way again.
Oh my  love
do  not squander
the time that is yours
for we are all passing away.
Oh, let us love
one another
and let our love live
through the ocean of eternity.
For the chance of our love
is but a fleeting shadow
with only a moment to be born
but an eternity to live
till the stars wax old and fade away.
Oh, my love
let this love live through eternity
and defeat this swift winged time.
Oh, let our love never end!
Oh, my dear love
how you fill my every thought
and my every dream.
Oh, how live my life in you,
and through you.
Oh, if I could hold your hand
and walk through life with you.
And to hold you and keep you
from this cruel and thoughtless world.
Oh, how I would do anything to make you mine.
To win your love, and hold you in my arms till the end of time.
Oh, how can I hold you in my arms, and keep you?
For I ever fear I may lose you.
I pledge my love to you eternally,
and how I hope you would pledge your heart to mine.
Oh, I am forever bound to you
and can do no other but pledge this love to you.
And oh, how this love holds me so tight.
Oh, my love. Oh, my dear love! My phantom of desire!!
Oh, how I love you! Oh, how I love you as a mad man loves!!
I love you beyond all sense and reason!
Oh, the thoughts of you that haunt my fevered brain!
Oh, how my future depends on you.
And the love in my heart rises like a song
in answer to silent song of your beauty
Oh, haunting, that haunting siren's song!
Oh, come and let us love
soul to soul, and flesh to flesh
and let out passion rise among the stars.
And let us love with a passion and so great
from which new life my spring.
And oh, so deep my longing and fevered prayer
that the day may dawn
that wife to me you shall ever be!
Oh, I am yours heart and soul
and how I fear the things that may tear us apart.
Oh, a million things may lie in wait
seeking to ever tear us apart.
The things I struggle to overcome, and seek to make you proud.
Oh, if God so will, the goal is set before my eyes.
To love you and hold you forever and ever
till there is no more setting sun.
291 · Dec 2014
The food of the soul
Oh, love is the food of the soul
and music its drink
Oh, if I could sing a song
I would sing of You
of how the life of My soul
dances to the beat of your heart
that there is nothing you do not love
Oh, My loneliness is a desert
Oh, such a forlorn desert
without your love
I would be without hope without You
oh, what pain
so many miles You are gone from Me
every mile a stab of pain to the heart
Oh, but how I can feel your heart beating still
Oh, how to My soul and Your soul
mile do not exist
at night I walk with You in My dreams
Oh, I see your face in My dreams
and then I wake without You
but My soul is still with You
you and Me hand in hand
our hearts connected
like invisible threads
running from My heart to Yours
Oh, for where love is miles are not
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