Oh, how I love you!
I am sorry.
Please tell me if I love you too much.
Oh, I love you
with a love more than every fiber
of my heart and brain can hold.
Oh, if only my heart could climb this endless wall.
to hold you in my arms
and soak in your lovely and musical form
and hear you say over and over again
I love you...Oh, I love you till the end of time.
Oh, then my soul with angelic wings
would soar through the infinite starry skies.
Oh, your form is a thing so lovely.
Oh, so much more than mere words can tell.
A sweet etheric honey seeps from your soul
more haunting and lovely then the music of all the heavenly orbs.
seeps from your soft and lovely form
and infuses my whole being
and I am held captive to your
lovely soul  and lovely form till the end of time.
Oh, how your form and beauty surpasses
the power of my poor tongue to tell.
Oh, I will pursue for you till all my strength is gone
and I am left a shattered hollow shell.
Oh, the thought of you is a relentless
and endless force that drives me on.
Oh, my love of you surpasses my understanding
you are like a haunting and unending song played
on the shores of heaven.
Oh, you are in my blood!
And on, you circulate through me
and infuse every fiber of my being.

Oh,  does the blood
that flows  in your veins
warm your heart for  the love of me.
Oh, when I wonder
along a  dark  moon lit  shore
if thoughts of love for me
live within
or  does within your breat
that temple of beauty so pure
live a numb   and nameless
a lump of cold  and loveless ice.
Oh,  lend  ear  to me
to hear  the plea  
" have  mercy  upon  one
such as me".
For  love that  lives
within the heart  of  the soul
lives forever
within an eternal soul.
Oh,  but for one
who never loves
that soul is but a dead
unborn thing
whose eyes shall  never  see
and those ears  shall never hear
and fingers  never feel
for the life of the body
is  but a illusion that quickly passes away
as dust  blowing in the wind.
Oh, let us live
as one eternal soul
in timeless embrace
that  outlives the stars
that  ever  shine
in the high vault of heaven.

Oh, how  wisdom
is been a bitter drink
that one consumes drop by drop.
Oh, as the years roll
and life seems to fly
as though with the wings
of some phantom bird
and seems to make life
a bed of torture
as grief fills the heart
with the faces of lost loves.
Oh, like a symphony
you ever fill my heart
and live in my dreams.
Oh, like a ghost
you seem to live in every cloud.
Oh, come to me my love
and let me love once again.
Oh,  for my love of you
my life is quickly draining away.
And without you
I would become but a shadow
of all that I once was.
Oh, how the days
seems to pass away
as eternity dies
little by little
and day by day
and threaten
to sweep us into an icy grave.
Oh, let my love live
in the sunshine
of your smiling face
as your arms
forever enfold me
in your loving embrace
and sweet kiss
of one  anothers hearts.
and cheat death of its victory
as our love blooms forever
like an undying rose.

Oh, you ever haunt my dreams
I pursue your lovely form
all through the dark
and sacred hours of the night
Oh, how I am intoxicated
by the imprint of your limbs
Oh, I go walking in my dreams
a holy sanctuary
and when I awake
my mind is filled
with an intoxicating haze
that lives in my mind
the whole day through
Oh, lovely intoxicating ghost
phantom of my deepest longing
Oh, if I have not the meaning of life
in you and the sweet imprint of your limbs
than it escapes me like dust through my fingers
Oh, I have become a child
Oh, how I love you like a child
my poor heart believes you always
grasps at your heart
Oh, how my life would slip away
if I ever lost the love that lives in your heart
and oh, how I live to be loved
Oh, by you my eternal phantom
of everlasting desire.
You fill my universe
and my passion draws me
to your side.
Oh, you are a sacred
and silent song in my heart.
Oh, my world and very soul
lives to the music of your beating heart.
Oh, let me live out all the days of eternity
in your heart.
Oh, I cannot stand
thoughts of life without you
as though I were engulfed
in the heart of a fierce flame.
Oh, agony beyond measure.
Oh, if you forget me
my sweet lovely and sacred love
let the earth, and the stars pass away
and only eternal blackness in its place
ever remain
and let every thought and memory
I hold of myself no longer remain
and the beats of my heart
and the words that jingle in my mind
be torn from its grasp and be forever no more
and pass away as a night mist
a phantom no more.
Oh, this existence and these feelings
how do I bear them without you
for you are the universe and very existence to me.
Oh, how my heart dwells on you the day long.
Oh, how your every song and word
is a sacred scripture to me.
Oh, how I live to hold you in my arms
the only purpose and end to this life.
Oh, how you are a lovely angel beyond
my deepest imagination.
Oh, how do I reach the words
that lie at the bottom
of the endless depths of my heart
that would tell you
of my endless love for you.
Oh, worlds without number
and the endless starry sky
and my poor beating heart and soul
I would forsake
just to be by your side.
Oh, one hour in your arms
would be but eternity.
Oh, how time would stop its swift flight
and of bliss I would know no end.
Oh, I float upon a lake of tears.
Oh, tears of sorrow at your loss
and tears of gladness and love
just to know that I live in your heart
though the place be ever so small
I know my feet have touched
heaven's bright and sacred shore
and joy I have
without ending and evermore.

Oh, when
I look into your eyes
And I see the ocean
Of your soul
Words fail me
And I became senseless and dumb.
Oh, you are
A siren burning
In the warm velvet night
As you seem to consume
My very soul
As all that I am
Is absorbed within you
Till I forever lose my soul!
And I am consumed
Within the burning flame
Of love
For you.

I have loved
My heart has always
gone out to You
I have stood at the foot of Your bed
and watched You sleep
and always I have loved You
You have never known Me
nor cared
but You have always been
the center of My world
I see You as You walk by
and My heart sinks
for I love You.
I die a little every day
When I awake in the morning
and You are not by My side.
you are life to Me
for I cannot live without You
and You will be My death
because it is killing Me inside
that You neither know Me
nor care
please bury Me
in the darkness
at the midnight hour
far from the light of day
and write upon My tombstone
" Here lies a sad and lonely man
who had a love as deep as the sea
who shall lie here evermore
unloved and unwanted
in this cold and lonely grave".

Oh, you are forever part of me
my heart and soul connected to you
the other half of my soul.
Oh, every time you are away
is like a thorn in my heart.
Oh, every beat of your heart
is a beat of mine.
Oh, how I hunger and thirst
for the caress of you honeyed red lips
and the warm soft closeness
of me in your arms.
Oh, a life that would last for eternity
I would give for one hour in your arms.
Oh, my life I would give
My soul I would sell
to be held like a child in your arms.
Oh, eternity is worthless and my life hollow
without your sweet love and caress.
A poor hollow man without rhyme or reason
I would be without your love and care.
Oh, how I long to rest in your caress
and let this hollow and loud world
go along its worthless way
and let me sleep secure
in your warm loving arms
through all the endless days to come.

Oh, do I love too much?
My heart seeks you
as a moth is drawn to a flame
and is consumed in that hot fire.
Oh, how I long for you
as a man alone
upon the burning desert sand
longs for just one drop of water
to be place upon his tongue.
Oh, the things that seek
to keep me from you
are without number
as though they were some marching demonic army
marching to take this world
and bring it to its knees.
Oh, and onward they march
through the halls of my mind
to bring me such sorrow and pain.
Oh,  how I would rather
my life be lost
than see you like sand
slip through my fingers
and I am left
among the living dead
and my heart lies within
like some lonely dead thing.
Oh, I am forced ever on
by visions of you
Oh, by such a love impossible to resist
of a thing more of heaven
than of earth
I am driven  ever on
till in your arms I can rest
and rest forever more.

Oh, my love
I can never forget you.
Oh, I hope against hope
to gain your love.
Oh, how this world system
in its cruelty is so arrayed against out love.
How it says that our love should never be
that we should never hold each other
in our loving arms
declaring our love for each other
for all immortal time.
Oh, this world can be so cruel
in its promotion of the things of this earth.
Oh, how I long to gaze
into your lovely eyes my dear angel
brush back your lovely angel hair
and caress your soft warm lips.
You are beautiful my love!
Do not turn your heart from me
and say that I am a worthless thing
for I love you so.
How I value your love
so much more
than your own weight in gold!
To you I would give my life
and pour out all the blood
that flows within my veins
upon this thirsty earth
just for your love.
My veins I would open
just for your pleasure.
Oh, how you are a fire in my blood
and a wild passion within me.
A passion that says
" without her love I shall die."
Oh, I shall love you
until the last dying flicker
of this life within me.
And your name shall be
the last word upon my dying lips.
For I cannot live this life without you
my precious angel
then let me die in your arms.

Oh, there is a thorn
a thorn that ****** my heart
and fills me with a sad longing
to hold you in my arms
and tell you how deeply I love you
to let you know all the deep things of my heart.
Oh, how I cried all the night long
when I was so afraid
that you would be forever lost from me.
Oh, how I danced with you in days gone by
as my heart danced to an internal rhythm
of my heart with yours.
Oh, how I cherished the soft touch
of your lovely hand within mine.
Oh, how My thoughts of you fill my days.
Oh, how you have ever captured me
in chains of your soft flesh
and your lovely dark eyes
portals to my enchanted dream.
Oh, how I am forever lost
in this overpowering love
and in those chains I shall remain
as long as days shall last.

Oh, you are the daughter of the moon
who shines down his light
upon the dark earth at night
and keeps all the dark spirits at bay.
You are a light that shines
through the darkness and all the world is changed
by the love in your heart.
Oh, how the world
would be such a sadder
and colder place without you.
On how you melt my heart
with the light and warmth
of your gaze
and I am transformed
from the creature I am
and the life of my soul is reborn.
Oh, you are the first flower of creation
by which hope springs into the world
and I will sing of your grace
and lovely form
through out all the endless days of eternity.

Oh, there is a reason that I live
and this heart does not beat
without a purpose.
That purpose is my love of you
that lives in every fiber of my being.
Oh, when my eyes
rested upon your fair form
it seemed as though
the doors of heaven were opened
and a glorious light shined within my heart
that was forever captured by your beauty.
Oh, the times I have longed to kiss you
and hold you in my arms tell of all my love to you.
And oh, all the times
I have opened my heart
and laid it bare for you.
And oh, i would lay this heart open for all to see
and suffer in this body of mine
to bleed its tears of scarlet red wine.
and your soft warm body
that is more precious that gold
is a love song to my soul.
Oh, you are more precious
than the scarlet
flowing in these veins
or the glittering diamonds
that sparkle in the night sky
and though it would take me
a million years and a day
to win your love
it would seem
but a night and a day
till I can embrace you
and give you all the love in my soul.
So let our love be like an ancient wine
that warms and intoxicates the soul
for all the infinite time
that this universe could ever hold.

Your love
is a drug
the fire that flows through
My veins
like a drug
opens up
the windows of My soul
Oh, I can see eternity
Oh, the worlds I see
the worlds!
and the stars and the suns
they are moved
by the power of Your love
as soft as a summer rain
as strong as steel
as cool as the evening mist
Your love is real
more real than anything else in the universe
it pours out
its endless and bottomless
treasures
I am filled with a lovely pain
a pain that says
enough! enough!
of Me
Oh, I am worthless
an exposed thing
in the full light
of Your love
beyond My understanding
how can You love
one as unlovely as I?
Oh, I am a deformed thing
exposed to the blinding light
of Your love
You are perfect
of line and symmetry
you are filled with an inner glow
Oh, the light of Your love
glows like the light of a thousand suns
a shimmering radiant galaxy
and I poor half formed creature
of the shadows
I slink through the world
on all fours
how could You have such
love and grace
like God's only son
My innocent loving angel
You tell Me
" Innocent not I
for I give My love freely
to what creature come
to what creature may"
You give of Your love
overflowing
it flows from its bottomless store
oh, how could You love
such an ugly half formed creature
such as I
as the only son
opened his veins for all
You open the endless wellspring
of Your heart and Your soul
You are perfect beyond compare
no creature
ever drew breath
on earth
or in the heaven's above
who had such
grace and love
as You
you are beautiful My love
beyond compare                                                          ­         
the angels are such ugly and unlovely things
in Your compare
Your love was before
the universe was born
and shall remain
when it dies
out of Your heart comes
endless treasures
untold
beyond worlds
beyond compare
and I half formed creature
can only sit and wonder
at a mystery
kept by the ages
and wonder forever
and evermore.

Oh, there is a dark music
that plays within my soul
that is darker that the blackest night
like a song for the dead.
Oh, when I despair  
for a love that lives
deep within your heart
it seems as though
all the world has died
and all that is left
is but a hollow shell
that lives in a dread eternal night.
Oh, how I long
for your soft fingers upon my face
and the love of your life giving arms
and oh how I wish
for my heart to play a happy song.
Oh, a happy song
for the love
that grows for me
in your lovely beating heart.
Oh, how my life is devoid
of all its meaning
when there is a mystery
and doubts cloud my mind.
Oh, those dark doubts
for all those things
that have come to live within your heart
and the mystery of your soul.
Oh, how I wonder
if you love me still
or if you no longer dream of me
or if I am a thing long forgotten.
Oh, my heart grows ever fonder
when I consider all the memories
of you that play within my mind
and my soul is wed to you forever.
Oh, how it is forged made of flame.
Oh, made of such a love
with such depths I cannot measure.
Oh, wrap me once again
in your warm and soft loving arms
and let us dance our dance of love
till the mountains have all worn down
and the sky has spun its way into eternity.

Oh, who has seen love
it slips through this world
like a mist in the night.
A boy  holds a puppy tight
and I see the love in your eyes.
A man cares for his aged father
and I see the love in your eyes.
You hold me tight
and I see the love in your eyes.
Oh,  your eyes shine there love
like the kindest and warmest of suns.
Oh,  a chain for fire
binds our hearts
And oh I burn on and on
with my thoughts of you
in a fire warm and loving
that says no power
can withstand
this power in our hearts.
Oh, love everlasting
fire everlasting
the love God placed in our hearts
no power can withstand.

What was in the time
before memory
of billions of billions
of years ago
time has long since
burned away.
What of time
that shall be
when eternity
has burned the world away.
For we are all
a tiny mote
drifting upon a sea
of dark
from everlasting
to everlasting
and all we have
is the love
of one another
to brave this sea of dark.

Oh, from where does  your fire come
for when  I gaze  upon you
I am seized by a hot passion
that seems to consume me
both body and soul.
Oh, for you have stricken  me
like lightening from heaven
and I am laid  low
as though I  were in my grave..
For all my life
and all  my dreams
that have come before
has become like a dream  within a dream
as  distant  and unreal  
as mythological  tales of hold
like Pan as he played upon  his pipe
and horses with snowy  white wings
that flew among  the clouds.
Oh, when  I look upon you
angel surround me
with  there shiny  wings of gold
and I am captured by   siren  song
as you sing a song not of earth
captured for an eternity
in your eternal now.
Oh, and yours I  will be
my life  and my soul
for an eternal  evermore.

Oh, how I have searched
this world over
hoping to find a love so true.
Oh, if love I had never found
then my life would have
then been so hollow
as the inside of a drum
and then my heart would only beat
as some cold mechanical thing
but when I found you my angel.
Oh, how beautiful are the arms
of the one I love more than the life I live
and the breath I take
for in my heart burns a fervent desire
that pursues your love
and seeks to embrace you
in my endless love
through all immortal time.

Oh,  how long must a wait  
for your sweet touch
and how long for lips  so scarlet  red?
Oh, to know the treasures
of the heart within your breast
and the treasures of your soul
oh  such a treasure that would be for me!
For then I  would know
the key to your  love
and how make our love burn on and on
like an eternal flame
burning in the  eternal dark
of this cold world.
Oh, you have been so distant
and so lovely
like a million stars
shining in a midnight sky.
Oh, how I  longed
that these fingers
could reach  and touch the stars.
Oh, how I am lost
in a sea of a million souls
who seek your love
a million admirers
like the waves of a mighty ocean.
Oh, how I seek in vain  to let our love be!
Oh, you are a star
that shines high above the sky
in the shining dome of heaven
shining with starry jewels far above.
Oh,  for I know
the only  hope for you too see
this love that burns for you
that burns on and on
is to shed the red tears
that flow from my body
like the crying of my soul
for my last  hope
is for your embrace
and you to kiss
my dying breath.

Oh, you are love to me
you are!
Oh, if I could only hold you forever
and forever whisper into your ear
"Oh, I love you. I love you! I love you!!
Oh, how I love you!!"
Oh, my dear love
I cannot stand this terrible longing
for my heart will burst inside
if I cannot win your love.
Oh, you are the secret
of the riddle of my life
and without you this world
has not reason for being.
Oh, how can I describe all the things
within my heart.
Oh, how my heart is a deep well
and the love for you in my heart
is like deep waters that cover my soul.
And oh the beauty and sweetness of your lips
is beyond the beauty of the garden of delight
when  man first walked among its trees
in the cool of the early morning
on the first day of his creation.
Oh, the delight I find in your
warm loving arms,
how they rich into my soul.
Oh, you caress my soul!
And oh to become lost in your eyes
as though it were a black velvet sky
on which hangs an infinity of stars.
Oh, how my life hangs upon every word
that falls from your lips,
whether it brings
an icy death
or an unspeakable blessing
that I have sought all the days of my life.
Oh, you are heaven's child
and I long to enter that bliss
and breath in your sweet love
like a perfume
with a fragrance not of this base earth
but is sweeter than all the flowers
that grow upon the green hills of heaven.

Oh, there is a fever in my brain
These thoughts!
These feelings have pierced my soul
and I am held in a longing
stronger than my love of life
Oh, I cling to you
as though it was to life its self.
Day and night thoughts of you
ever pass through my head
and I am forever filled
with the horror of the loss of you.
When the night wind softly blows across my face
I think of your warm sacred touch
as hot salty tears flood my face.
Tears of gladness that I know
the most lovely creature that could ever be.
Oh, how these feelings are too great
for my mortal frame!
When I lay my body down
for the nightly rest and slumber
my thoughts are of you
and when  my eyes flicker open
in the early morning light
my first thought rests upon you.
Oh, you are my life
for without you
my heart would no longer beat
and you are my death
for if you reject me
then a black cloud
shall ever fill my heart!
Oh, you think I am a mad man
and so I am a mad man!
Oh, my love for you has driven me mad!
Oh, your touch is my religion!
Oh, if I were to lost you
it would be as though a thousand demons
carried me away to there infernal region!
Always you are the first and last in my heart.
Oh, God in your heaven above
let the wings of an angel grow from my back
so I can fly and be by your side
for without you all creation would be
but a dull and lifeless thing
and an eternal winter would live
in my lifeless soul.

Oh, you have become
the life of my beating heart.
In your arms there lies
an unending paradise.
Oh, please wrap me
in your warm and lovely arms
and take me to that sacred land.
Oh, your arms are the gates
to a sweet mystic paradise.
Oh, how I wish to give you my passion
that leads through fields of unending delight.
Oh, let me give you my release.
Oh, how the worries of life are so with you.
Oh, let me give you my release
Oh, let me hold you my love
and give you my love and my peace.
oh, let us lie in one another's arms
and our love and peace reign forevermore.
Oh, you are like a lush garden
a garden of such unearthly delight
Oh, your voice is more lovely than a dove.
and your loving arms arms like
some strange and mystic world
only known in legends of olde
legends before the fall.
Oh, your ******* are like
two mystic and sacred mountains
upon which are built
castles of light shimmering in the air.
Oh, your thighs are like two pillars
made from the finest silk.
Oh, guardians to the fair land
a mystic land where
the golden sun always shines
the eternal holy of holies
where the angels sing in timeless  ecstasy.
Oh, let my give you your release
and lead you into our land of love and peace.

Oh, you are beautiful!
you are so full of light
and full of blessing.
Oh, when this world
with all its sorrows and darkness
weighs heavily on my soul
my thoughts wonder to you
and oh how my heart is changed.
And oh how my heart sings like a bird
for I know the beauty and love in your heart.
And I give thanks to the great God above
for you, and all the good things you are.
In my heart there burns an eternal flame.
An endless love that ever speaks your name.
Oh, if only I could only see your lovely face
and tell you of all the things you mean to me.
Oh, how my love for you is more great than my lips can speak.
For all my craft and all my thought
cannot begin to tale of all the things you mean to me.

The life of My soul
dances to the music
of You heart
it dances to a breathless excitement
a quickening rhythm
how your flesh burns Me
not the heat of a harsh flame
but with a burning warmth
heat from Your raging passionate blood
under Your skin
Your sweat
like a sticky perfume
so sweet
I dance to this breathless
excitement
You call out My name
and I Yours
in tender whispers
this dance of love
let it know no ending
let the sun vanish
let it never rise again
let Me never see
the light of day
like an eternal vampire
who forever lives in night
oh, the angels
can have there heaven
I see now
it is but a dull
and worthless thing
how Your sweat
seeps into My pores
an intoxicating potion
I am enslaved
by the taste
of Your sweat
on the tip of My tongue
You have become
My universe
My soul
My very soul
dances to the rhythm
of Your heart
Oh, the music of Your heart
Speaks of mysteries
that  no creature
ever knew
since
creation began
the universe
is but a wavering phantom
and only You
My love are real.

Oh, you are the sun
that makes eternal spring
return to my heart.
Oh, when I awake
in the dawns first light
my first thoughts are of you
as I lay dreaming waking dreams
as thoughts of you
forever flood my soul
and the music pours from my heart
the songs of my love for you
as I give my blessings
to the day I first saw
your lovely face
and I held you in a warm daylong embrace
never wanting the sun to set
and that wonderful and bewitching day to end
and to never leave your side.
Oh, you shall ever have a home
in my heart
and I shall ever sing your song
the song of my love for you
a song that shall flow
as the ages roll

Oh, you are the life of me.
I would have died long ago
without your love and kind heart.
I will fight for your love.
You are the one constant in my life
the north star to guide me home.
Oh, allow me a small place in your heart
a place most secure.
Oh, give me the love in your heart
and my heart can sing for all eternity
and rest in joys unspeakable
till the end
of all the days of eternity.

Oh, how most men are blind
of the power and passion
flowing  through the universe
ever burning like fire.
Oh, how I breath in the passion
and the power of love
as it flows  through me.
And oh that flame  burns
as it  courses through  my veins
and into the heart of my soul!
Oh, how  this passion burns within
and connects me to the universe.
Oh, my love  you are the fire
and I your poor slave.
once ignited this passion
burns my very bones to ashes
and I  am ever helpless 
 before your lovely fire.
Oh, the pain I feel
of my yearning for you
how to burns and tortures me!
You are the only one
who can save me
from madness of mind
and a dying soul.
Only  when we become one
can my soul rest
and my mind once again
know peace.
Oh, let us forever be one
and show cold blind men
what fools they be.

Oh, if I cannot see you.
If I think for a moment
that I have not your heart
I am stricken to my death.
Oh, the grave would be such
a kind and merciful place
without your heart beating for me.
Oh, my life, and heart and soul
are not my own.
Maybe I am a foolish and silly man.
It no longer matters.
Oh, I am yours forever
for either bliss or woe.
You cast me under your spell
and caught me in your net.
Oh, how you could ever hurt me
with a pain sharper then the sharpest sword.
Oh, how sharper than a serpents tooth
would be my life without your love.
I can only throw myself upon your mercy
and be like a beggar man
with my bowl for alms before me
for even the smallest sign of your love.
Oh, I am hopelessly chained to your heart.
You are the most lovely creature
who ever took breath.
Oh, I fear you!
That you would take the hope
of your love from me.
And Oh, how I long for you
as some dying man longs
for a drink of water.
Oh, how the touch of your skin
is sacred to me.
Oh, you are the entire world to me!
You are the rising and setting of my sun.
Oh, I have never had the tongue
to tell of the lovely creature you are.
Through out all the days of time and eternity
no creature has ever lived as lovely as you.
Oh, without you let my body
return to the dust from which it came.
Without you life would only be
bitter taste and a bitter sight.
Oh, you are like some rare exotic creature
come from a far off exotic and romantic land.
Oh, I fall down before you
and place all my selfish pride at your feet.
Oh, I will kiss your feet
and wash them with my tears.

Oh, how long
till  I'm to be by your side?
Oh, this sea is wide and deep
and oh,  how much deeper is my love
and my longing for you?
Far deeper than the span
that stretches from the highest heaven
to the very depths of the deepest hell
shall ever tear from my heart
my deep love for you.
Oh, how every moment
when you are gone from me
is like a sharp thorn in my beating heart
how sharper and more painful  it is
than the fangs of a viper
with its cold and heartless and evil stare!
Oh, you are warmth and love
and I find my home in your heart.
Oh, how you are ever in my mind
and in my heart
and in ever fiber of my soul
calls out your name
and without you
I would be a soulless
and hollow thing!
Oh, your heart and soul
so soft and kind
your compassion and love
beyond compare
and I can only love you
through all time eternal
till the last tick of the clock
that counts all the infinite days
and time has run its course
and the stars die
and flicker out one by one.

Oh, you have given such a lovely gift.
Oh, it cannot be seen or held in the palm of the hand
but my heart and soul is filled to such overflowing
for I was once dead in my sorrow
with no one who loved, and no one who cared
but your love has given me a new life
and a new soul.
Oh, wonder of wonders that I can call you , "my love."
That you love this poor wretched creature
no one ever loved or cared for.
Oh, the treasure of treasures, and wonder of wonders
that you have such a deep loving soul.
Oh, I breath in the mystic fragrance of your love
and it is a if I am transported to another world.
Oh, how your heart is a treasure among treasures
worth more than all the pain and sorrows of my blighted past.
Oh, all the fiber and particle of my being
I would spend as coin to purchase your love.
Oh, to hold you in my embrace
and repeat the refrain  without end
Oh, " I love you!" " I love you!"  " Oh, I love you so!"
what joy without end!
For I love you beyond all the words I can give you.
You are my baby I long to hold in my arms.
Oh, to me you are not only loving, you are love.
And I shall hold you in my heart
for as long as time and eternity shall last.

Oh, what is life
but the quest to fill your heart
with the soul of another.
Oh,  an aching need
to posses every fiber
of my beloved.
And to hold her
in my heart
and my arms
as in one single moment
that shall last for eternity.
Oh, if my heart never knows love
then it is but a ticking clock
a blindly running machine
and all my life
and all that I have ever hoped for
is in vein.
And I am dead
upon my feet
and the world is dead
and all about me is death!
Oh, you my love
are the heart
and the center of my world.
Oh, how I feel this aching need
to fill this heart and this mind
and these arms with you  my dear love.
Oh, I know that heart and soul
is filled with you
and that you live within
my very bones.
Oh, if you were to slay me
how could I ever hate you
for all that I am is a love
that lives for you.
Oh, all these words
that fall from my tongue
are all in vein!
Oh, for how I know
words can never express
the depths of passion
that lives within this mortal coil!
Oh, all that I am
and all the fibers that are woven together
to make my soul
I would freely give
for  caress of your arms
and one final dying kiss.

Oh, how I have longed
to find a place within your heart
to know that you care for me
even be that place ever so small.
Oh, you are the beginning and ending of my world
in every breath I take
and ever sigh I make
your name is there.
Oh, tell me if you love me so
or is your heart so cold
as a moonless winter night
and you will soon forget my name.
Oh, my very life depends on your love
for if you love me not then I shall die
and my heart and soul will suffer
suffer in bitter anguish
through all the endless days to come.
Oh, you are in every fiber of my being.
My first thoughts when I awake
and the last thoughts when I lay my weary head down
are of you.
Oh, how this suffering is without end
this question as heavy as the shadows of death
"Do you have any love for me
or is your heart as cold as ice
and as sharp as the sharpest knife?"
That heart would cut my soul to a million pieces.
Oh, how you hold my life in your hands.
Oh, how I long for your love
as the night longs for the stars
that hang within its dark velvet infinity
and the moon longs to give its light.
Oh, I can never forget you
you are ever in my mind and before my eyes
and shall always remain
as long as eternity shall last.
Oh, how the blood that flows through my veins
ever calls your name
to the deep parts of my soul
and how in the center of my soul
there is a deep aching love for you
for if you love me not
my soul shall dissolve
into its millions of pieces
and I will reside in the dark pits of eternity
and sleep in a dark icy grave forevermore.

To sense and reason I am blind
Madness!  Madness!
Oh, how could a Queen
love one such as I!
You have stricken My Mind
My heart is lost
forever lost!
By what power have You bewitched Me!
What the power of the incantation
You spread your arms
and said, " Come to Me".
you have conquered Me
I am forever Your captive
Oh, what terror I feel
It is not the death of the body I fear
one look and four little words
would tear My soul asunder
" I love You not"
As I lay in Your embrace
all the world comes together
life returns
Oh, You are a witch!
I have become a child again
and You My mother
wherever You lead
I like a child must follow
My tongue has lost its cunning
I like a child
can only babble
Oh, how I am at the mercy
of Your very touch
Oh, how I fall limp in Your arms.

you are the distant love
that I long for
to me you are love
and you are beauty.
Oh, how I long to be by your side
to walk hand in hand in love.
Oh, you are my blessing
you comfort my fevered brow
when all the cares of life weigh heavy on me
you are the angel who walks through my dreams.
Oh, I long to embrace you forever
and tell you of my deep love
and how dear and precious you are.
Oh, I will love you forever
for as long as time's memory shall last
and the moon and stars no longer shine.

Oh,  love how you flee from me!
like a ghost haunting some sad and tragic place
you slip between my fingers
and leave an icy kiss
upon my lips
as you vanish like a fogy mist
at the breaking of day.
Oh, who has seen love
and who can tell me
of all her pleasures and charms
and her warm embrace.
Oh, my love
my heart has become  like a glass flower
and like a glass flower
my heart is sure to break
in its  all its longing
and sorrow for you.
Oh, you are the reason
that I am
and my heart beats its rhythm
only for you.
Oh, you are the song that leads me on
like a siren calling me
from some distant shore.
Oh, that call ever leads me on
and on that path I shall ever travel on
till I rest in your embrace
and in your embrace to ever remain.

Oh, let me be the one
to live as a treasure within your heart.
Oh, do you count me
as only one of a vast crowd
as vast as a cloud of locust
that covers the land
all interchangeable
each one for one
and of such little worth
as the dust blowing in the wind.
Oh, is my heart to you
such a prize
that all the fibers of your soul
you would give
just to hear me say
that you mean heaven and earth to me
and my heart and all that I am
shall forever belong to you.
Oh, the pain I would bear
and the blood within my body
I would drain
till my face and my form
would become like veil of white satin
and my flesh as cold
as a snow covered hill.
Oh, just to hold you
in these two loving arms
that ache so in all their longing for you.
Oh my love I have but one prayer to you.
Oh, let us live
for the love of one  another
till all the stars
that are spread through the inky black of space
all burn away
one by one
and time unwinds on its endless way
till all the world is no more.
Oh, and let us ever love each other still.

Oh, how could you ever love
a nameless man?
Oh, and how soon
would you ever forget me
A single day
and a single night
and I am gone from your mind.
Oh, my heart is a tragedy
of grief
when I fear
that I no longer live
within your heart.
Oh, does your pride
say to your heart
that it shall ascend
to the throne of heaven
and write your name among the glittering stars
that shine in the black velvet of night.
Oh, how I often times feel
that my life I have lived as a fool
that grabs for straws
and wishes for the impossible
when your love
has seemed like a phantom
slipping through the dark of night.
Oh, and then hope dawn in my heart
when I only catch
of love shining in your heart.
Oh, don't you know
that with the sight from your earthly eyes
you can't know
the path a single life can take
or the value of a soul.
Oh, my love
look into the depths of your heart
and try to measure if you can
the value of your soul.
Oh, do this first
and then you can measure
the value of mine.
Oh, or  peer into  
the days and years to come
and they to see the path
your own life shall take.
Oh, don't you know
God alone can measure the soul
and see the path our live shall take.
Oh, my love be kind
when you seek to measure
my hearts worth
and the love that it holds.
For I know that with its last beating
of my heart
your name shall be on
the last breath from my lips.

Oh, what is life?
Not the life of a mechanical organism
but the life that gives meaning to being.
The life of the heart
and my deep longing to embrace you.
My dear love you are my living love song.
Oh, if I could only walk with you
and talk with you as lover to lover.
Oh, you are the flower that lives in my heart
and in all the universe
and in all of time
there is no one I love so dearly as you.
My heart shall always search for you
and My heart shall always remember.
Oh, it does not matter how many worlds are born
and die in time's slow passing
for my love shall always remain.
For my heart is connected to the depths
of your soul
and all the fibers of my being
cry for you
and all my soul longs to embrace you.
Oh, I love you beyond
all the words of love I could ever speak.
Beyond all the words that could ever be spoken
and all the meaning in all the fibers of my being
causes my soul to weep in its love of you.
Oh, the love of you
is like lightning in my soul
and I shall ever love you
till time's passing away.

Let the rain fall
let it fall like
the tears of the nameless
and forgotten dead
broken hearts
let My heart bleed
let my body shed its
red tears for all the
forgotten loves I only remember
all My loves are gone
gone all your generations so long ago
only I remain, only I
to drink the blood of those that remain
My love's memory echos through
the halls of My mind
like ghosts of long ago
Oh, ache to My soul
Oh, ghosts that pass through My mind
Oh, I gave You My dark love
Oh, ache to My soul
to touch your warm flesh
Oh, to wish for the impossible
Oh, the skull that once held a pair of lovely eyes
Oh, that I could find My rest
and once again touch
Your warm and lovely flesh

They say that the Universe
is made of dead things
that it has neither heart nor soul
that it doesn't matter if a child starves
that force is the law and rule
the fool has had his say
Oh, the Universe has a mind
and a soul
the stars look down and know
every deed of good
and every deed of evil
Oh, the earth feels the plow
and the air counts
every breath You take
throughout the vast
and distant universe
there lies a luminous
and mystic aura
for love pervades the universe
from end to end
Oh, what a vast vault
of memory it has
Oh, what vast mind of God
born from a vast fire
Oh, the vastness of love
fills God's mind
each joined to each
in an invisible embrace
waiting to be consummated
with love
Oh, grief is the dark side of love
Oh, grieve not the mind of God
Oh, self crucifixion
a life time to pay
grief for grief
Oh, the flesh driven think they know
the mind of God
"thou shall not"
being the rule of the day
Oh, how little they know
the only son shed his blood for grace
not for a haughty self righteous glance
Oh, how the flower loves the sun
and the earth loves the grass
that lives upon it
and My heart beats in rhythm
with Yours
unknown by You
Oh, what a flaming and magic
invisible bridge connects the two
only known by My heart
and a knowing God
Oh, bound together by the invisible
strands of love
that pass from My heart to Yours
like tiny invisible threads

Oh, do you love me?
Oh, if I were dying
would you hold me in your arms
and rock me to sleep
while my life ebbs away.
Oh, would you come
and wipe the blood
from my dying hand.
would you ever
shed a tear for me?
Oh, or do you count me
as the dust that blows along the ground
that is here and is then carried away.
Am I nothing to you?
Oh, am I nothing to you?
Oh, is my love for you
like an echo
that is carried away by the wind?
Oh, won't you come into my arms
my loving arms
and let me hold you
like a precious child
that I love
beyond all the things
that exist upon the earth.
Oh, I would die for you
times without number.
And oh, the countless times
I have died in my heart.
Oh, my precious angel
let not my love be in vein.
Nor let an icy cold wind
blow across a loveless grave
for all time evermore.
Oh my dear love
don't you know
it is your love that causes
this heart to beat
and blood through my body flow.

Oh, you have the power
to make my life a hell or a heaven.
Oh, you have captured my all my heart
and all my soul
for within your heart lies the key.
And my poor soul has lost all its will
and my heart is held captive,
bound in chains of love
and I have become like a child
that longs to be held
in its dear mother's arms.
Oh, there is comfort and love
in the warmth of your embrace.
Oh, I long to be held
and feel the love flowing from the depth
of your lovely and loving soul
like the love that flows from a mother's heart.
Oh, you are the key
that shall make my soul to see
if I shall turn to a shadow
of what I once was
or if I shall become
the other half of your soul
and live in your heart
for all of times never ending infinity.

Oh, how I have walked this earth
for many a day
searched and searched
in all the corners of this world
for a lovers heart that only beats for me.
And in all my days
that I have ever walked upon the earth
love was not to be found
and my heart sang its sad song.
Oh, its mournful cry!
Oh, I can hear it now within my breast!
Oh, its was as if love hid its face for me
as though when at last I found her
I would trample her underfoot
and show an icy heart
and a loveless face.
Oh, I felt as though my heart
was a house of death
that was the home
of ever low and vile disease.
Oh, the pain the grew within my heart
as I search and found love in no ones face
and I knew that all hope was lost.
And I mourned as that thought
sunk deep within my soul.
Oh, how my hope was gone
that love would never shine
into my soul.
And I wondered like some hopeless and aimless cloud
with my soul all awash
in its sea of sad thoughts.
When as if a bolt of lightening
as though it were flung
from the highest heaven
from Zeus's very throne!
and tore its way into my lonely mortal coil.
For in the very moment of time
the light of your lovely form
shined into my eyes.
And from that time
you have lived like an immortal goddess
within my heart.
Oh, you are in every breath I take
and with every beat of my heart
it beats for you.
and in all the infinite days
that I walk this earth
making my way through this dark world
my path is forever lit
by the ever shining light of your love.
And all my memories  
of you my dear love
ever flood my soul.
Oh, when I awake in the stillness
of some midnight hour
you are there
as you memory fills mind
and works its way deep into my soul.
And all my love
and all my longing
and all my struggles to make you my one
though what ever the pain
and what ever the cost
seem as only a fleeting moment
in a sea of eternity
when I count the love
that ever flows from your heart
and the length of forever within your arms.

Oh, my dear love.
Oh, how my life has changed!
In times past
when I was all alone
I had lost all hope
to ever see this thing that was called love.
Oh, it was like a ghost
that floated among the early morning fog
silently among its ancient trees
with its ghostly silence as old as time its self
and as moss did from each limb hang
as if to say love is but as ghost
and for you can never be real
in its search you waste day by day.
And every man did tell
of this mystic and strange thing
that was called love.
Oh, and with every of this thing called love
it seemed to take on such strange and exotic forms
that at last that love
was only the figment of some fevered imagination.
And that it inhabited some strange mythic land
where centars roamed and mermaids swam.
Oh, to me it was more unreal
than the ghosts that haunted some midnight graveyard.
But that was all before your time.
All before my life was forever changed
changed forever and evermore
in one timeless moment
in the twinkling of an eye
when I first gazed upon your lovely form.
And it seemed in that timeless moment
that my soul was born.
And my heart began to sing
of your lovely form.
Oh, I shall you in my heart
at the bottom of my soul
till the end of time
through the march of all the days
in their endless infinity.
And it seems before you
that that time before I knew your name
was but a time before time
and in those days I was only a shadow
a dream I dreamed of myself
with less form and substance
than all the myths of old.
In the days
when Pan danced to his pipes
as he kept time with his hoof.
Oh, as he kept time with his hoof.
and sirens sang
to slay sailors upon their rocky shore.
And Zeus held court
upon distant mount Olympus
high among the bellowing clouds.
and the Sibyls sang and mumbled
their guidance form Apollo to every passerby.
And oh you are in me!
And every fiber of my being
contains all my love for you.
For without you I would be no more
as the shadows fade into nothing
with the sun's dying light
and once again all the world turns into night.
Oh, all of you is forever within me
as you fill my heart and soul to overflowing.
And I shall seek your love
for all eternity
and all of time overflowing.

Oh, love is the key
to the soul of man.
For love is the beginning
and end of your being,
and where love is not
there is not life.
And you are the very life,
and the very soul of me.
Oh, you are the very flower
and source of creation.
And within you
I have my being
and all the life that flows within me
has its beginning in you.
Oh, the stars that shine down
from God's warm black velvet sky
speak to me of your name
and reminds me of all the love
that I hold for you
and my heart is filled to such overflowing
that I feel that it shall burst all asunder
and fill me with such longing
that I cannot bear.
And the Sun and moon
that rise over Earth's distant horizon,
oh how that rise
and seem to shine the light of your love
into my withered soul.
And I am changed
from the hopeless creature that I once was.
And I sing my love song to you
as I call to you to come and be my only love.
My love forever in your warm embrace
for time all immortal
and as long as my heart
and my being shall last.

Oh, you are my savior
the one who keeps me alive
for your love is the only thing
that keeps this cruel and selfish world
form devouring my soul.
Oh, you are my only wellspring of life
an angel sent down from heaven.
Your gentle word and smallest care
is life to me.
Oh, how those word mean so much to me
"I love you."
Far more than the finest silver and gold.
Oh, if I have not the hope of your love
then my life is no more
as though the doors of life have all closed
and I face eternal winter in my soul.
Oh, my lovely angel
shine down on me
with your heart and precious smile.
For your love and smallest care
does bring my soul to life
and let me live as a song
in your heart forever
as you live in mine.

Oh, how I am lost
for all the want of your love
for your beauty is like an ocean
and I am forever lost I your lovely form
with all its beauty of such line and grace.
Oh, the things I would do for you
and all the things I would be for you
are for beyond the bounds
of thought for all
but the most insane of men.
Oh, you are like a tree
with a thousand kinds of fruit
each each to delight
all the senses.
Oh, the feel and smell
of your body
and the taste
of your sweat on the tip of my tongue.
Oh, the way you delight my senses
I cannot find the words to describe.  
Oh, how you delight all the depths of my soul
and my heart cries out for you.
Oh, pray for me
you angels that forever see the face of God
and forever sing his praises
and tell the holy one
of all the great love
I hold in my heart
for the woman
that forever lives in my heart.
Oh, the love I have
lives far beyond time
and all my understanding.
Oh, the deaths I would die
for you my love.
And oh, the things I would suffer
all for you.
Oh, your arms are love!
Your lips are love!
And the sweet warmth of your body
is love!
Oh, how you twist my brain
and cause my tongue
to lost all its understanding
for my words fly away
and I am left deaf and dumb
for how can I
tell of all your beauty
and describe this endless love for you
and I know
that without you
all of my heaven
and all my world
would end without you.
And my heart
forever seeks to embrace you
and my arms to enfold you
for a forever
that is beyond forever
till the universe grows cold and forgotten
and then all my love
shall live forever still.

Oh, my precious
how I would bleed these veins dry
that carry the river of life through my body.
Oh, how I seethe in my passion
like liquid lava flowing through me.
Oh, you bring an electric touch
to my fingers and all my senses.
How can I find the words to tell
that you are more lovely
than any love song
that could ever fall from the lips
from the sweetest and loveliest creature
God could ever have made.
Oh, if I could only right a symphony
that would echo down  through the halls of time
to tell all creatures yet unborn
of all the loveliness you posses.
Oh, what words could I ever find
that could ever contain
the beauty of your frame
and your bright enchanting smile.
Oh, how the birds in the early morning dawn
would be so ashamed of their song
if your loveliness they only knew.
For it would make that song
but a dull and meaningless sound.
Oh, your are such a dream
that the heart only catches only once
in all this unending eternity.
Oh, how you are like a dream
only an angel could dream
placed in my heart from above
from the lord of all.
And within you
I have placed all  the hopes
my soul could ever dream.
Oh, and without you
I know I would cry ****** tears
and my world would crumble away
till nothing at all would remain.
Oh, how when in the midnight hour
my mind has passed into the world of dreams
in all my visions and all my fantasies
you are enveloped
in the ecstasy of an intoxicating ***** haze
that make you seem
to be a creature not of this world
but of some enchanted other realm
where mermaids swim
and unicorns play
upon some dewy green field.
Oh, now I know
the meaning and riddle of live
for which philosophers and poets
have labored so long and hard.
Oh, for it is to rest
in your arms so soft and lovely.
And oh, to remain in the everlasting embrace
of your soft and warm lips
and never in millions of millions of yours
to ever let you go.
Oh, how I long to rest in your embrace
for all the infinite days
of God's great forever.

Oh, my beautiful love
how to me you shine like the stars
turning and burning
like a galaxy in a night of forever.
Oh, how I have dreamed of you
and longed to hold you in my arms
as the days have turned to centuries
and centuries have turned to eternity.
Oh, how the pains of this immortality touch me so.
And my soul  has become a living passion
as the music from it calls from soul  to soul.
And how when your form  floats before me
a wave of tears flood my eyes
and my heart is moved
to a time long ago
to a time when I found you
a poor  dying thing.
And I gave you my life
blood to blood  
and soul to soul.
And now I search the sea of time
for a sight of your face.
Oh, how it seems
that my love for you
has been before all that ever was.
Oh, how that love shall remain
as eternity rolls into eternity.
Oh, my darling
how my love for you
has become a white hot flame
that burns and burns
for your body and soul.
Oh, how for you burns my soul
and my love for you
once poor dying thing
burns on and on
through all  these fleeting days
into the ocean of time.

Oh, this barren and broken world
is the enemy of the soul.
It is a desert without love,
and every step I make
is filled with pain and woe.
Oh, the monsters in the land!
Men of selfishness
and men of pain
and men of monetary gain.
And oh, without your warm embrace
and the love upon your lips
there is no one to comfort me
along my weary way.
And I see devils dancing before me
upon fervent waves
from the heat of the burning sand.
Oh, you are life poured into my soul,
and within each inch of your heart
there are more riches than this universe can hold.
Oh, the love and mercy living in your heart
is more then all the poets from all the ages can tell.
And if I were to live
through all the ages to come
I could never find
such a love that would live beyond time.