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  Sep 2015 K G
JustChloe
I miss you
I miss being able to tell you
Everything
Nothing
was off limits
Your love for me was evident
Through the words you speak
Speak to me
I miss you
I miss Being able to look at you
And you know exactly what i mean
Do you know meaN
I miss
I miss having somone know me
Someond to deal with me
And my bipolar mood swings
My lies
My tears
And in return
I Give you
Everything
My thoughts were all for you
Your happiness meant more to me
Than living
My trust for you
Was unhealthy
If you told me to jump off a bridge
I wouldn't think at all
I would be flying through the air on my final fall
before you even realized what you said
I miss Having a best friend
I miss being able to pretend
We knew what love felt like
I miss my addiction to your thoughts
Your words
Your feelings
I miss
You
my eemotions, my thoughts, my love
  Sep 2015 K G
JustChloe
my family has a problem with addiction
in other words we put everything we have into things
and refuse to take it back
geting attached
because they own all we have
loving till it kills us
and when it kills us
t we love it more
i will love you till you **** me
then ill love you more
leave me empty on the floor
tell me im not enough for
your love
but than ill come back for seconds
leave me empty and ill never leave your side
try to push me away
but i will stay
because when you hurt me
i love you more
not my best work
K G Sep 2015
I play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
I'm making progress through the process to get access to myself
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
They can't collect their mess so i could play chess to stop my stress
They couldn't believe what i left at the express to express my broadness
You said
We would go too the tomb
You read
The heat in my eyes
You deny
All that you see
I try to suppress my obsess over success but my thoughts overwhelmingly pass through the back of my mind
You came in
Think about myself
I play chess to make less of a mess
Whatever happens
To you and i
We will have an ending
Now we have to suppress my intellect
Collect yours
play chess to compress these distressed thoughts
You said
We would go too the tomb
But you were soon gone
You read
The heat in my eyes
Delete me completely
Believe in what you dream
You deny
You abandon me
All that i see
K G Sep 2015
We try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the impossible
I all i want to do is to find a line
Giving a sign for life
Perishing the religion based lives
They find the truth and pay a fine
People won't be fine
Talking takes time
We try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the possible
Changing our lives
Seeing a lonely side
Its hard to define such character
Finding the time
To find out about the Virgo supercluster
Some either live for this
It consists of constant agonizing
Passing away and away
Not knowing
Because we try hard to make out the shapes
We've done the impossible
But we still translate
Giving a sign for life
Another life
Decoding the rising
Perishing the religion based lives
Traumatizing everyday
That passes by
Cries over cries
Lies under lies
They find the truth and pay a fine
K G Sep 2015
I know
You want to trick me
Like the other robots
But but not me
Giving me so many shots
Wonder why
You know because
You don't like to be seen
Without your disguise
That's why you need me
I know
You try not to show it but you're not breathing to be with me
I can see right through it
That look doesn't fit
Through my memory
I read my sensory
Thinking back when you didn't test
Mess with the time
Life is messing
Don't lie
If you change your direction
You'll be finally noticed
No way around it
I know
K G Sep 2015
I'm determined to bleed
If i sleep i can see what'll happen
Sometimes i feel a warning
Warming inside my bones

Play this movie
Over and over
Believe me its old
It freaks me
I'm legally out
Talking man less by side
I hold my heart
Waiting for the signs

I'm determined to bleed
If i sleep i can see what'll happen
Sometimes i feel a warning
Warming inside my bones
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