Sitting in my bedroom
Daydreaming about screams
Smoking like Charlie sheen
I'm not going to be seen
I'm sick of eating collard greens
Get this plate outta my face
Before I chase you around the house
Legs crossed on the couch
Too lazy to even open my mouth
Looking forward to seeing you because you actually got that invitation
I've got that transportation
We can ride together with our own designation, focus
Right now I'm looking at my wall
Feeling the sensation of my craziness
Call your phone to have a good conversation
Two bottle caps snapped back
Wearing my old snapback
Putting in the next track
I'm getting cold matter a fact
Strapped in a box loaded with socks
I would interact but I'm trapped in my mind
Sinking because of my Overthinking
Skimming through this book which is uplifting, focus
I'm gonna get high tonight

Mom said I can have a Tyrannosaurus but she lied again an instead gave me pie
I sighed and grieved for days
Then she told me she got me one and it died in the car
That was far long ago before I worked Petco
But I really give a crap though because I would of broke its neck anyway
Just saying, I would've got bored if playing
Am I stating I have something against prehistoric figures, well I didn't say anything about ******

Sitting in my bedroom

I want you here
To stick around and see through the night
I see you're not very shy
I'd hold on not calling kind
I know you sell that stuff on the street
How can you take so much stress
Remember that time you said you wanna be and actress?
Well if you want that you can be an actress
I understand you were ruffed up when you were a girl
But now you can break the cycle and find a new bike
I see you're not very shy
You said you'd probably wave goodbye in July
What were you trying to imply?
That you'd die?
How could you think that after all these years, what about us
I want you here
To stick around and see through the following years
Don't fear all that will be lost
Don't think about the cost
Just know you already crossed

Someday you'll see
Youll see someday that nothing will be...
And the ocean will wipe out all of the trees
They will fall on the tip of your feet
You keep hiding under the sheets for what?
We are all rising up to them
You're just dancing in a hurricane you know, but I can help you
(What can you do?)
I can find a drop of rain to strain the fire bursts, and we will use our strength then let go....
Oh no
(What can we do?)
(The fire is burning the door!)
The ocean bursts the door open
Illuminating all what was riding us up
You were dancing on the hurricane
(You were right)
Now we can chose to run away or let go
The storm is gonna pass us by

Trust
We don't need to rush
Tell the people we have such
We will play the games without disgust
We will win and begin our lust
With the woman we sometimes distrust

Yes there is not in life than us
We will fight through the dust
Off and off we go
Our soldiers are enough
Into the desert island at dusk
After a while we were lost
In ourselves
It was a new holocaust
Before we die we will leave our hands washed

Trust
We don't need to rush
Tell the people we have such
We will play the games without disgust
We will win and begin our lust
With the woman we sometimes distrust

Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem
Remember we went downtown and you ignored me for an whole hour, doesn't matter anyway since you found someone else
You told me you were sorry
And let me down
You held told me you didn't want me now
So you shut me down
I will forget you and see what you lose
You think love is something to be blamed for
What are you doing this for?
You loved me like no other
You struck me down
You told me you're sorry
Then you turn around
You whispered in my ear
And said you need me now
Infatuated to your personality
Attracted to your skin
I wanna go infinity with you
But you keep getting in my way
And you do it either way
So don't even try to explain to me that I'm the problem

The beaten man gets up.
The man doesn't need to try and win.
He wants what's his.
Hope.
Dignity.
Spirit.
Happiness.
He stands there dripping wet.
Adrenaline pumping out of your skin.
You want what's yours too.
Take it.
You won't always get your way, of course not.
If you try at least, even a little push.
It Will do you good in the mind.
Why?
Because you accomplished something.
You didn't win.
You didn't pout.
You're tough inside.
Doesn't matter whether you get made fun of.
You know you're better.
You don't need any more, Hope, Dignity, Spirit, or Happiness.
You put in so much effort.
You have love, friends, confidence, and mostly respect from and for everyone.
You already won.