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I still want to claw away at the imperfections of the day

But at night cradled in your arms

It all melts away

Especially when you're asleep

And you roll over and spoon me

When you're the one who likes to be the little spoon

Maybe you don't realize it

But each night you're the reason I can fall asleep

Because with you

Thoughts don't race

And with you I feel like I really found happiness.
I think of you when I wake up....
I think of you as I get dressed...
I think of you as I walk out my door...
I think of you as I arrive at my destination...
I think of you as I Leave...
I think of you each moment I breathe...
I think of you when I cry...
I think of you when I'm alone...
I think of you when I lie awake each night...
I see you in my dreams...And it seems you'll never leave...
I thought you loved me...
I thought when you held me to your body everything would be alright...
I thought when you kissed me I was more than a friend...
I thought when we touched we shared a moment for just us to remember..
I thought when you left everything would feel that same...
I was wrong everything seemed to change....
The cuts got deeper...
The tears came more often...
And the broken heart could never be healed...
All because of your sweet lies....
All because one day I looked into your dark brown eyes....
I thought about
How we used to make love
Entangled in the magical
Sweat our love created

I thought of us
Cuddled up
Watching a movie

I thought of our picnic
By the water

I thought of all
Of your proposals

I thought of the days
We spent together
Happiness in our hearts

Our only fear being torn apart
And once done
The walls of love
Crumbling our stability

But brick by brick
We built it up

For our love
Could never be crushed

I thought of
Our strength
And our endurance

I thought of the future
That we wanted
And that I desperately desired

My wary soul
So tired from fighting
Wanted peace
And found another battle

But hand in hand
From city to city
State to state
Our love reaches through

And in the end
I believe we will find rest
We will find comfort

So today I thought of you
And all we've been through

Today I thought of
Our love and how special it is
And how I don't want to let go
Or ever love another

Today I thought of your arms
And how all I want
Is to return to them safely.
There were so many words,
She never got a chance to say,
He walked away,
Before she even got to say a thing,
Little did she know,
He would never return,
So there she was,
After the best day of her life,
Walking away with a smile that could be seen a mile away.

It took two days,
For her to realize,
He was gone,
And never coming back,
And this time,
She only felt numb,
She wouldn't believe it,
And when she admitted it to herself,
She poured out in tears,
Everything good she felt,
Now was evil,
It didn't take long,
For that blade to swipe across her arms,
In a instance,
She wanted nothing more than death,
She ruined her life,
All for him,
And he never told her how he felt.

It took 9 months to hear his voice,
She wept with shock and joy,
He told her he loved her,
And she replied the same,
But then,
Again,
He faded,
Again she was nothing.

9 more months to see his words,
Now his heart is cold,
Just as hers becomes slightly whole,
He has just enough time to wound her,
He does,
But still she loves him,
Still she dreams of him,
Still she hears his voice ringing in her ears,
Whispering of how he loves her,
But now it's no longer truth,
And now,
She must find a way,
A way to live without him,
Even if it takes all her life,
Because It just May.
Never
Don't
Let your
Walls collapse
Don't let
Your heart
Lie freely
On the ground
Because
If a billion
People miss it
One person
Will
Get it
They'll stomp it
And then
All that will
Remain
Are shattered
Pieces
That will
No longer
Fit.
I tried,I tried fight it my whole life,
And in the end I failed,
And all I had left was the tears I cried and my heart that died
Somewhere there is a shooting star
That I forgot to wish on
It's the only way I could've lost you again.
Every one of your hugs
Takes back a tear I've cried

And every kiss
Takes back the cuts I once had

And every time we make love
It takes back all the aching I once felt.
I love you baby, thank you for being in my life.
Perhaps it's
the sleep
Deprivation
That ignites
My hidden
rage
I awake
Groggy
Go on like
Any other day
But my hate
It emerges
From its
dark corner
My hate
For school
People, words
Education
love
And life
Let me go now
Let me fly printout dreamland
let me
Sleep away
The deep seeded rage.
I shout out to my soul mate

And all I hear is the echo of my own voice.
It's harder
To write
About the dark
When your in love
And finally
Living in the light.
If only words came easy when I'm sitting beside you.
Then maybe I'd be less blue.
Let's review our past.
Come on let's guess how long we'll last.
Maybe not forever,
But whenever that day comes I'll know we've come to an end.
So don't bother to pretend.
So now if I begin to tear know it's because I start to fear,
I fear that,that day is near.
Because to me it's so clear.
We are just a mere part of each others history,the rest of our life is still a mystery.
Yet to be discovered,One day it'll all be uncovered.
But Until then Know That I love you now,
No matter what you allow.
Through and through I'll always remember you.
You saved me from my haunted past,
I never even asked you to,But that's simply what you do.
You rescued me from the dark abyss and gave me an amazing kiss.
One that I'm sure to miss and that will make me reminisce.
But all bliss must die.
And if I begin to cry don't bother to lie,It's a pointless try.
Leave me be if you never wish to see me.
Just look at the pain I foresee,how can it be?
You seem so right for me,But I know I'll eventually have to let you go...
Just because you can't see it from your view doesn't mean it's not true because I do,I do love you....
Friends start off simple,
A hello can make all the difference in the world.

A friend listens,
They talk,
They help wipe away any tears or marks of pain,
Friends want to keep you safe,
Want to keep you in their lives.

It is not the friend that changes but the emotions going through them,
And because of that a friend says good-bye,
They ignore your words,
Become distant and no longer whisper secrets in your ears,
The help they supplied is gone and instead of fixing the pain their causing it,
It's then friends become enemies and when nothing is truly fair or right in the world.
It's time,
Time for this heart to be set free,
It's time for me to stop loving you,
Maybe I'll find love again one day,
But know you'll always be my first and truest,
Know That the memories we created made me smile for eons,
But It's time to pick up the pieces of this broken heart,
and try to be happy again,
No matter how hard it'll be,
It's Time.
I miss it all
The hugs
The kisses
Our dreams
Of living together
Being married
Having a baby
Loving each other
Until the day we die
And the hope of our love
Surviving past that
I miss waking to your eyes
And watching you sleep
I miss cuddling on the couch
While you looked at me with love
I miss your love
I miss your hand in mine
I miss the way you laughed
I miss your scar
I miss having dreams
I miss you
The Only Thing
I Can Ever Be Sure Of
Is That I Loved You
And I Apologize
That My Heart Wasn't Good Enough
But It's All I Could Offer.
I think
Love was either
Always there
Or never there at all.
I think
The best part
Of seeing you
Leave
And now
Come back
To me
Is that I
Got to fall
In love
All over again.
I
put
the
past
behind
me
and
I
make
sure
not
to
turn
around
because
the past
may hold
a pain
you let go of
but looking back
Might
make it seem
New again.
Hate it...I did forget the pain though I have something too amazing now to look upon the bad parts of my life so drearily.
So Many Moments Spent With Tears Rolling Down My Face.
Time stops and I'm alone,
Knowing I'm nothing,
Knowing I want to be his everything,
I can't help my hopes,
I can't help my dreams,
All I know is what I want to be,
I want to be his,
I want to be loved,
I want to be in his arms,
I want forever to be his everything,
To just be his girl,
But I'm not his,
Not anymore,
I'm not pretty enough,
Funny enough
Or worth his time,
He hates me now,
All I did was curse,
I had no choice he hurt me,
He told the world,
He told the world he never loved me.
Oh baby
I will love you
Forever and always
No matter the circumstance
Souls in love ache to be torn apart like this
Oh and since that day we met,
I have this feeling,
This feeling leads me to believe there's gonna be more,
We laugh,
We talk,
Yet never a deep conversation is shared,
You hugged me tight,
I loved the feeling of your arms wrapped around me,
I like how you start poking my thigh,
Leading your hand higher and higher each passing second,
And for the moment your hand lays upon my thigh,
I smile,
But the feeling exhilarates every inch of my body,
I hold on,
Trying to let you continue,
But the feeling of your hand on my skin,
It shakes me to my very core,
I can't help but want your kiss,
I've wanted it for weeks now,
But you don't want anything real,
Not from a girl like me,
Maybe not from anybody,
But I'm starting to want you in a way I can't explain,
And I can't believe that since the day I met you this feeling won't fade,
I want you,
Even if I know barely anything about you,
I WANT YOU.
I want you,to be by my side,
I want you,to hug me,
I want you,to kiss me,
I want you,touch me,
I want you,to love me,
I want you,to mean it,
I want you,Forever and Always...<3
Sweet collision
Perfect images
my brain full of them
the desire filling
the want so endless
we have our love
have our future mapped out
but dearest
bring me somewhere
I want to be alone with you
Let's enjoy our romance
enjoy these sensations
I want you
Love you too
Can't say no
don't wanna
Take me away
all my dreams
are of us
our future
our intimacy
you and I
Are the perfect broken pieces
completing the other.
Your fear
Shaking me
To my core
It derails me
I'm afraid
Not that
You want
To leave
But due to
Anxiety you
And I
Will part
For my frail
Heart cannot
Bare
To be away from you
You are
The support
I've always needed
And I'll fight
Always for you.
He's freaking out about the 5 month mark.  I just can't wait for things to go back to normal.
I used to be a floater
I was swept up
In your charisma
Your eyes shun so bright
And I got carried away by clouds
I lost the way
And in the end lost the brightness
Your eyes were my sun
Perhaps I floated to close
Because I sure as hell got burned
I was hypnotized
Those lips
Along with your inch deep dimples
They captured me at first sight
And I didn't stand a chance
Once the words began flowing
They didn't end
You warmed me with just your presence
So quickly I learned
And I found refuge in your voice
I knew from the start it'd end
I just had so much hope
I wanted you so badly
You saved me
And now you've brought me harm
Made me hurt
Ache
Cry too
The cloud I was floating on
Dissipated
And my dear friend the moon
Turned out the light
And let reality finally set in
So I could see
That the sun makes you warm and comforted
But it's only a tease
Because you can't touch it
And you can't hold it
Not without getting burned
Badly.
I was looking for someone to love,
My heart gave me the shove,
I was looking for someone sweet,
Who would make my heart erratically beat,
I was looking for someone that would make me smile,
Someone who would walk with me for miles,
I was looking for someone who gives my heart a little tug,
Someone I could always hug,
I was looking for someone who wouldn't give in,
Even when time grew thin,
I was looking for someone who'd kiss me in the rain,
And promise to never cause me pain,
I was looking for someone who thought my heart was anything but plain,
Someone who wouldn't leave my heart slain,
I was looking for someone who could bring me joy,
Not someone with an evil ploy,
I was looking for someone to complete me,
Someone that wouldn't mistreat me,
Someone that would only be sweet to me,
I was looking for someone to be happy with,
This person can't be completely myth.

(I found all this in you,
The second my heart flew,
I knew it was you,
there was some kind of spell no one could undo,
It's true,I love you.)
She gave me that look
Like she was disappointed
Like I was a monster
And that very look
Broke me inside
I held in my tears
But I can't change
The pain
She made me feel
Worse than I already make myself feel
Because I do that each day
Tell myself how much I hate this gut
But then I go off and eat my emotions
So what good am I now
Just a blob to the world I suppose
And I'm statistic as well
I was born with this evil nature
Your sad?
You eat
Your happy?
Celebrate with food
Your stressed?
Have some sweets
You have a craving?
Indulge yourself
I have no will power
And no one listens to me
Because I'm the worst thing
I'm a young woman
Whose overweight
Living in a judgmental world
Wishing someone would just listen
I can't do it myself
I can't do it
And I need help
Because if even my own mother
Who's imperfect
Can give me that look
If even I give myself that look
Something must be wrong
And I guess it's with me.
I will always
Fight to keep you
Because I know
What its like
To lose you.

I will always
Love you
Because I know
The ache
Of pretending I don't.  

I will always
Need you
Because I know
The agony of feeling
Weak without you.

I will always
Choose you
Because I know
That you
Chose me to.

I will always
Be here for you
Because I know
How lonely life can be.
A smile to hid his demons
Pretend he's okay
  Better than he seems
   But with my love
     I see past it all
      Beneath his eyes
       Past his smile
        Away from his dimples
          Somewhere in there
            Beyond all his perfections
              I see his pain
                The emptiness
                   His agony
                     And lack
                       of trying
                         With only
                          The belief
                            That no one cares
                               Even though
                            I'm right here
                      And I would never leave him
                  Even when he breaks my heart
              I will always love him whole or incomplete.
Some love goes unforgotten,

Some love is scorched so deep into our souls

That forgetting is utterly inconceivable.
I do not like conformity
I stand tall and fight against it.
I can't promise
To be strong
But I can promise
That I'll love you
Even when I'm feeling weak.
I wish I could stop dreaming of you day and night but it doesn't feel right...
I wish I could stop craving your kiss...
I wish you and I never met so I'd never be broken...
But if we never met then I wouldn't have so many great memories.
All the bad memories in the world couldn't make me forget the good ones.
I wish you were here but your there and even though I have yet learn of that location I love it anyways because,your there...
Is it wrong
That this death
Makes no impact
Is it wrong
That the only pain
I feel
Is that of my
Guiltless conscience.
Grandmother dying of bone cancer I feel...this way and my poor mother is broken in pieces about it.
I wish they
All asked permission
In the midst of their desire
I wish they had asked me
If it was what I really wanted
So that I didn't make those mistakes
Didn't let them invade me
So I could've ran like I wanted to
I do not blame anyone
But I sometimes wish
They simply asked
Before they entered my body
And left me impure
Left me unlovable
I wiped away
Their memories
But no one can ever
Wipe away my shame.
I will never learn how to run away from love

I warn
You ignore
And quickly
It's true

I fall in love with such a capacity
You may think for just a moment
That you love me too.
I wish you saw what I saw.
The lies in your eyes,
They never went away day after day they would stay,
Now I must say good-bye with a sigh,to all of your lies...
Sometimes I wonder if you see our memories like I do
Flashing by in your mind
Every smile and kiss and tear
All those years
All those precious moments

Sometimes I wonder exactly at which point in those memories
You decided you did not love me anymore

Sometimes I wonder if you knew I loved you
With every single bit of my soul
When you had me sleep in your arms


Sometimes I wonder
If you maybe loved me
If maybe you felt like we belonged together the whole time
Or was it just me?

I wonder if you knew just how many tears
And how much pain I have felt since I met you

I wonder if you know
How hard I tried not to love you
But it's engraved in me
And nothing and no one can etch it away
Not even you hurting me for the umpteenth time

I wonder if you miss me
Because I miss you every morning
And I miss you every night
And **** it I miss you every moment in between

I wonder if you care at all
Or if you've just passed me off as the crazy girl
But f* man I feel like I was just in your bed
And now someone is in my **** spot
And yes that is my spot
Because I can guarantee they don't rub your back
Or let you be the little spoon
Or play with your hair the way you love

I wonder so much
But it'll never be answered
I am just a dumb girl
Who fell in love with a crazy boy
And now we're all grown up
Living these separate lives
And I just can't see myself being happy that way.
Ramblings of a mad woman
Let me admit
I felt
Awkward
And twisted
It'd been a year
Even longer actually
And yet I did it
At your request
I did
And again
A thousand times more
Only for you.
How can I many ways can I say

"I'm disappointed"

Maybe I'm a traditionalist

Expecting you to provide where I can't

Expecting you to clean when I provide

Expecting you to try harder

I'm tired of feeling like a criminal.
He use to listen to my heartbeat

Before he would stab me in the chest.
I wonder
If they'll
Scar
I almost
Want them
To.
All the
jerks
And users
Who know
They have
no true
Emotions
for me
Are jealous
If you
Of how
You had
me trapped
So in love
It was all I could see
Their jealous
because each time
I refer to you
Feel my body shift
They know
You'll always
mean something
even if your
Not everything
They're just
Jealous.
Momma told me that
I only like bad boys, no
Wonder I love you.
I love how your always warm
And how you love the winter
I love cuddling into your chest
And playing with the tiny hairs
I love stroking your beard
And running my hand through your hair
I love kiss your lips
And I love when you
Look me in the eyes
I love when you make funny faces
I love your eyes in the sun
Because they shimmer beautifully
And I love the way you hold my hand
I love the way you cover up with blankets
And cover me up too
I love how you let me poke your freckles
I love when you kiss my neck
And tell me you love me
I love it when you smile
And show your teeth
I love when your protective
And even when you get jealous for no reason
I love you
For everything that you are and aren't
And I will love you forever
You and I are soul-mates
And I will always be yours.
I love you sweetie. <3 My sunshine. <3 My Noah. My Romeo. My fiancée. My husband. My everything.
Joshua Blackmire
Whose child I'll one day sire
Whose soul I love and admire
Whose words inspire
Whom I cannot call a liar
Who makes my heart fly higher and higher
Whose hand never seems to tire
And whose touch that lights my soul afire.
Amatuer hour
I began
My unruly desire
For love at three
Already lost
And hopeless
Searching for love
Each and every day
Always sensing it
Was close
And at
Eleven I met you
And our journey began
Just as ******* up
As it is beautiful
Because here we are
Four years later
Dreaming of our future
Knowing now
That young love
Does exist
And can survive
I've been looking for love
Since I was three years old
And I found it eight years later
With someone whom I love
And you may doubt it
Our love
Our story
My search
But it's all true
I swear that to you.
In preschool I began my journey.
Joy
Joy
When your lips meet mine
I finally feel
What I've been missing,
Joy.
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