To My First Love,
Do you know that I still love you?
Do you know why?
Let me explain,
The first day we met,
you wanted to be my friend,
I said no,I'd fall for you,
And you being so stubborn,didn't care,
We weren't just friends though,
We were best friends,
We would wave every time we saw each other in the hall,
If we didn't sit together we'd stare at each other,
Which always made me laugh,
We'd walk together,
Talk about the most random things,
Laughed about nothing,
We went through rough times,
But our friendship always came first,
The first time you hugged me I screamed,
I loved your hug though,
It was perfect,
Light and still tight enough for me to feel your warmth,
You would make me play silly games,
And made me hug you,
It took forever to hold in my scream when we hugged,
But eventually I learned,
Then we shared a perfect hug,
More than one,
Two I remember perfectly,
One where I laid my head on your shoulder and looked up,
I looked into your eyes and saw you suddenly look at me,
Awkwardly beautiful,
The second,
I was sad,
You put out your arms knowing I needed a hug,
And I ran into your open arms,
Feeling better immediately,
You asked me out on a Monday,
That was year and a half ago now,
We shared our first kiss on a Wednesday,
Not only our first,
But my favorite,
The last day I saw you was on a Monday,
Only a week since you asked me out,
you walked out of my life,
And then I had no life,
I fell apart,
Without you.
So this is to my love,who I saw the other day after a year and a half of not seeing you,After loving you nearly 3 years,I walked away,Too scared,But it's okay Because I will see you again I'm not gonna give up until I do.