No two were ever more like Romeo and Juliet than us
Torn apart by our families hatred for each other
Both on the brink of suicide
Both planning it
We're unafraid of knives
We only ever cared for words
Because they always stabbed so much deeper

Will we let their hate defeat us
Or by the grace of God
Will we find the strength to love each other
The way we always have.

Whenever I
Think about
You hard
Entering me
The most
Amazing sensation
Runs through
My body
I tremble
Moan and
I shake
And one
Day it
Won't be
Fantasy or
A dream
One day
It will
Be reality.

I sit here
And I cry
And I smile
And I frown
And I laugh
And that's
What I think love is
All those emotions
All of the emotions
Wrapped up
So that when you see
The one you love
You feel so many things
And the hard truth that
Anything less than love
Can't make you feel the same
So baby yes
You make me cry
And yes you make me laugh
But its all for loves sake.

There comes a point
When you have to pick up
Your heavy disheveled body
And say enough is enough

When you have to walk away
Because staying is too hard
Because breaking yourself
Is slightly easier than being broken

There comes a point
When hope stabs you
And when it fails you

When you realize this
Know that you are strong

Know that you'll be okay
Know that your body won't always be
So **** heavy.

With every
Step I take
With every
Four hour
Drive I
Feel a
Ache for
We're further
And further
Apart
My body
Begs me
To crawl
Back to
You
I feel
So far
From you
My love
I miss you
Our future
Is just
A dream
Please
Don't let
Go
Please let
Them come true
You were my first kiss
And I hope you'll be
My last.

I used to ask
God
For love
And when he
sent it
He sent it in the
Form of you
My angel.

I had loved you for so long

So long it ached with every breath I took

And now years after

All I can agree we had in common

Was great ***.

I will be cradled in the shadow
Of where your body once laid

Swallowed by the one excess pillow
Because I use the other three

Deafened because I won't turn the TV down
Without you there

I will be caught in the web of you and the lack of you

Your ghost will live everywhere

Your negativity
Always triumphs
Over my barely
Surviving positivity
And yet never
Will it wash away
My never ending love
For hand in hand
We will either smile
Or cry in sadness together
If you go down
I go down too
And if you can smile
Then baby I'll float away
With utter laughter.

Your the only one
Who can make
My name
Feel like me
Your the only one
Who says my name
In a way where
I almost begin
To love it
Cherish it
And so long as
I have you
My name shall stay.

This is what you wanted

Because what i wanted was you,

Was a special love

Was a happiness that my dreams

Told me would be real

But your lips said never would be.

A lot of stuff
Is going through
My head
And I wish
He was here
To make it better.

Oh my dear
You are infinitely better than me
That is why I cherish you

You're caring and sweet
And gentle

But of course you can be rough
When you want to be

You make bits of me melt that I did not know
Could even melt to begin with

You are sun
I am shadow

I am okay with this
I have been blessed to have you

To feel you
To know your touch

Your soul
Is infinitely more beautiful
Than any words can describe

My flaws
Led to such wonder.

This isn't who I wanted to be

But you left me

And the monster got loose

I try keeping her caged

But she gets out

You were suppose to save me

Now we're both in need of saving.

No, she does not believe in fairy tales
She's not delusional,
She knows fairies aren't real
She knows a frog won't really become a prince
She knows, she really does

But she does believe in love,
She believes there is love stronger
Than the hearts capacity
That love is not held in one place
But in all of someones being,
She believes in true loves kiss
She believes in a happy ending for herself
Even if it may come with struggles

So no she does not believe in fairy tales
She believes in the love that they can inspire in someone.

I've been wishing for
The same thing
The last six years
I've been wishing
Over and over again
Yet it never comes true
I've been wishing
That one day
Your love would be real
That it could actually compare
To the grand love that harbors
Within my grotesque heart.

Do you still hear my echo at night
The beating of my heart

Do you still feel me in bed
When I haven't been there

Do you feel my shadow lurking
Watching you heave your emptiness

Do you feel it
Placing a hand on your shoulder

Hoping one day you'll come to your senses

Can you feel me all around you
Swallowing me in the air you breathe.

The cool chill
Of a dark depression
Blows into me
Fills me with sadness

I dream every night
Of you
I am haunted
By my loneliness

I wake up everyday
With a heart
Shattered from
My very own failures

The depression freezes me
Won't you come defrost me

Just a little?