I wish I could Forget you So we'd truly be strangers So our eyes wouldn't meet And we wouldn't have to Purposely Avoid eye contact Or try to I wish I could Erase that wasted time So I wouldn't Have to know you exist I wish I could get rid Of all the memories So the ache of knowing Who you were And who you are Has changed I just want to forget you.
It's been five days Since I have hugged you And kissed you And felt you close It's been three days Since being demoted And a mere one Since the fire Of rage slowly Faded It has been So hard But for you All the pain In this cruel world Cannot change my love.
The demon emerges I fear its Fury For it controls me Makes my Mistakes Changes the good Makes me weak I become nothing I am only a Pawn In it's masterful game I start to Fade And The demon Begins to Rule This body
Suddenly She takes back everything She would let him hurt her Every way possible If she could get just one Just one Moment of love and affection The pain he gave was always easier Than the pain a life without him gave And his love was the sweetest Nectar she had ever known And now she will never taste The bittersweet flavor she had loved So **** much.
It's when I think of you That old scars Feel like fresh wounds It's when I'm reminded How I loved you then And hate you now That I break Because I know I'm burying the love With false hate I'm blocking out The memories That make me smile Because they also leave me With a aching And this collision of emotions Has me on edge And I'm ready to go over it.
I don't like this Life without you Is unbearable I miss you I need you I wish you were here To hold me To make love to me To just be close to me Because I love you.
I want To solve All the Issues All the Babble That are Lies I want To erase Every ounce Of hate So I may purify Too I want To cling To the good And if I cannot Change the bad I'd like To flee from it.
I feel so useless Feel like life has evaporated because Someone left me out to long I feel as though the shadows move They watch me Follow my steps in wait I may be collapsing but There resides a last bit of strength And I don't give up Not easily.
Fill me with your love stories Help me imagine the love I cannot have
Fill me with your sorrow and heartbreak So I feel less alone with mine
Fill me with comedy So I may laugh for the first time in too long
Fill me every word you have Teach me what it is to love and to care Teach me what it is to forgive Let your ink fill my veins And let me live a better life.
Sometimes when I wanna cry, all I can do is let out a sigh, Sometimes when I wanna scream, all I can I do is dream, Sometimes when I wanna die, all I can do is go on and try, Sometimes when I wanna quit all I can do is push myself further bit by bit.
Last time As I cried I told God As long as your soul Is safe and sound That it'll be okay That I just wanted happiness For you and your family And by dropping me You answered my prayers And I suppose I should be happy Knowing your safe And I am But it hurts to be without you Aches with every moment But I appreciate and love God For he keeps you safe For he comforts you for me
For so many Christmases And birthdays And star filled nights I asked for you Blew out my candles Wishing for you Wished on stars And even prayed For you To come back To be mine Forever And always.
When you Were with her It was my final draw I had reason for hate My anger grew Pain ached in my chest And I ignored it Because caring about You and her Would've been Admitting I still cared.
I believe your love is real Not because you say it is But because your here now When everything is weak When things are horrid And collapsing There you are to whisk me away I'm always safer in your embrace I believe you love me Because sometimes You look at me Like I'm someone Like I'm special Or like I mean something Sometimes you look at me Like our whole life together Is flashing before your eyes And whenever you come back to reality You smile Kiss me And admit *I love you.
I was so Filled With sweet Ignorance Because If I did not Ignore Then I'd Feel And If I'd Feel I'd realize You weren't Here And If I felt I would' Only feel Empty With you Not here.
You and I We'll never be You were my dream My creation And yet Even you Cannot and Do not love Me I had hope For our future For an eternal Unity But nothing In life Is forever Not even us.
People keep telling me To just move on To let you go That i have to make you Choose now or never
But what i choose Is to let you decide If you want Retribution Revenge To make things fair I'll give you time And be your friend Letting the ache go on Because i just want your happiness Because if being with someone else Makes you happy then I'll try To be happy for you I'll let you move on even If im stuck in the quicksand I'll let my starved skin Feel the blood boil With need for the sting As long as your happy Nothing else matters Not even me.
Why Does it feel like I'm setting myself up again Waiting for you To log on So we can talk About how we're friends How you have a girl That you love So we can explain How well we understand each other And how this friendship means Everything Why does it feel like We're back in middle school Smiling And enjoying ourselves Knowing This is the end of our relations Because after all We're Just Friends.
This **** spackle is everywhere I'm trying so hard To cover the holes Cover the cracks Bury the smell of tears With fresh paint No one will ever know Not until they push on it And it cracks Not until they too Break through the wall And decide to try And tear every bit down.
Hidden in silence Unseen by listeners Blending into this Hellish home Escape is not found Only survival Hanging on by a thread you sewed into me And the thread Is breaking I'm no longer Safe or invisible And this Existence May be the end of me