One sided love
Is just a one way ticket
To heartbreak.

This girl?
She has hopes,
She has dreams,
She has aspirations,
Will she succeed?
Doubtful,
Will she try?
You bet she will,
Will she fail?
All the time,
Will she break?
She was never even whole,
Will she keep wanting?
Until the end of time.

The water in your well is all my toxic love for you

The other well is clean hydrating water

And while I need to stay hydrated

Something about that toxic water

Is just so addictive.

My lantern broke
It's dark
And I no longer
Have my guiding light.

I hate when I feel lonely
Because I can't stop thinking about you
Can't stop wanting your touch
Can't stop aching at every memory

I hate when all I want is you in my lap
My fingers running through your thick soft hair

I hate when I let myself accept my undying love

I want a new start

I want a new love
I want someone who won't break my heart.

I love you
That will
Never change
And I hope
Everyone
Knows it.

For the first time in the years I've known you
I'm finally angry

Angry at all the broken promises
The leaving
The leaving
The leaving
The ending of us
Over and over

I'm angry you made me feel
So special
And you go and toss me aside

I'm angry at every man
Who has seen me as an easy target

Whether for my lack of beauty
Or my heart that is too big for my own good

I'm angry at you
At everyone
At myself for letting it happen

I'm angry for the pain

But most of all I'm angry
Because I know I'll always forgive.

You were the most addictive poison I've ever known.

I imagine it's similar to someone who's lactose intolerant

They can't deny how sweet and wonderful ice cream tastes on their mouth


But it's gonna hurt later.

Sometimes my heart aches for all
The love that I hold for you
And I know yours does the same
And I think that's what makes us
Soul-mates
Our pain
Uniting our love.

Every strum of the guitar
Every wonderfully sung word
Reminds me of you

Listening to music is my way
Of never being away from you.

Love*
Especially
A love
Like ours
Isn't
Something
You just
Move on from
It's seeded
Deep in our souls.

The wounds will dry

The memories will fade

But somewhere in my heart

You will always remain.

I thought you were turning away
But your words sweetie
They warmed my heart
And wonderfully
Filled my eyes

I miss it all
And I'll be fighting
And I'll be waiting
Because one day
We'll get all those moments back
And create plenty more
With God
As husband and wife.

Entwined bodies,

Like saying
I love you
On a whole
New level,
Such perfect
Intimacy,
Soul soothingly
Wonderful.

You called hatred love
You would tell me you loved me
Right after a fight
Right after you cheated
Right after you talked to her
Right after you left me (every time you left me)
You would tell me we belonged together
After you would turn something you did onto me
My past was labeled as a hall pass for every wrong you did
My cuts for you poison filling my lungs
I could never escape you looking down on me
I was never good enough
But you whispered that I was your paragon
Your queen
So what was I to you?
Evil or happiness?
You were so back and forth
One day it was love
And the next the Reaper appeared
Demeaned me
Said we would fail
You broke me all the time
And I forgave you
Out of love and naivety
You were my whole world
But you broke so many promises
You left me so many times
Can you really say you loved me?

All I want

All I want

*Is to have you back