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471 · Feb 2012
"All I Need"
All I need are simple things,
Just to have you look my way,
Just to see your smile,
To hear your laughter.

But things get complicated and I find myelf needing more,
I need to be in your embrace,
Need your kiss,
Your touch,
All I need is you.

I need you.
I Don't Regret He And I Kissing,
I don't regret falling for him,
It just happened and I couldn't help it,
His smile sent chills up my spine.

Those Lips,
When they touched mine my world froze,
Everything ceased to exist,
I was in my own little heaven.

In His Embrace The World Didn't Matter,
All that mattered was the joy I felt,
After all the darkness I got back some light,
I got him,
I got the one I loved,
If only it lasted,
If only...
470 · Feb 2014
HOLD
I'm feeling like
I don't really
Have anything to
H O LD
Onto anymore
And I'm not
Very good at
H O L D I N G
On by myself.
Lately, With him away, I seem less alive. I have one friend maybe. I hardly get to see him and now I'm gonna see him even less, school is kicking my *** and home is just additional stress to top it off.
470 · Apr 2014
I Remember
I was in the shower
Just thinking about
How I failed
At living life
And I broke down
Not because of my failure
But because I saw my freckle
And I remembered
I remembered
How you'd kiss my freckle,
The one on my cheek
With a shimmer in your eyes
That I thought was love
And how you'd say
I love that freckle
I remembered how
I'd rejoice in finding your freckles
I remember too much
I remember too vivid
You are in everything I touch
And I break in every instance
Because my love binds me
And in remembering
I fold into myself
Losing everything
But my hope
Which corrodes me.
470 · Sep 2011
They see
Every time I look into a mirror,
I stand there,
Silently staring at my reflection,
Making funny faces at first,
But the smiles fade,
I look past them and see what others sometimes see,
The chubby,rosy red cheeked girl,
The one that isn't skinny,
And isn't the pretty or popular one,
The girl who reads and writes for fun,
The one who struggles with life each day,
They don't see it,
They don't want to,
They see the bad in me,Always,
They never see,
See my smile or laughter,
My eyes that glow when I write,
My scars and understand that none are fresh,
They never see how hard I try,
They only see how often I fail,
They only see my dullness,
Never my randomness,
They see my tears and hate me for them,
They see my scars and think it's all I do,
But it's my past,
They can't see how hard living is for me,
And most of all they don't see how hard they make it for me.
469 · Aug 2011
Anything more
His words,
They scorned her,
The tears she withheld burned her eyes,
He broke her once again,
Still she goes back to him,
Even with her heart that has just been smashed,
She still loves him,
She pretends she's unharmed,
She knows a part of him cares,
But his heart simply does not love her,
Not the way she has always loved him.
Still she can't let go,
She will wait forever,
Just for him,
Just for him to call her anything more than a friend.
You Use To Declare Your Love For Me,
I remember how giddy it made me,
But now that seems only like a dream,
That memory is not to distant,
But to you it's a memory you've forgotten,
You've forgotten it all,
The history we had,
You forgot?!
I remembered,
The memories haunted me,
They would keep me awake so many nights,
I remember only a short time from now,
You said we could be friends,
You said you cared to much to be with anyone else,
Was it all lies,
I never ask you to lie to me,
Because now you ignore me,
I'm not even allowed to say "hi"
After everything?!
After our hugs,
After our kisses in the rain,
After all the "I love yous"
After helping you see how amazing you are to me,
You do this to me?!
You break me again!
You leave me in the dust,
not even getting a chance to defend myself,
I was happy before you walked in  my life,
and when  you walked out and I broke,
then  I learned how to live without you again,I was happy,
Then you walk back into my life and tear my world apart again!
469 · Feb 2013
Crappy Feelings(10w)
The longer
We spend apart
The more empty
I feel.
468 · Jun 2013
Day No. 6
I cannot take it

I've spoken to the darkside

I cannot take it

Because I just keep losing

I cannot take it

My heart aches

I cannot take it

As my poor heart is clawing its way out

I cannot take it

This pain grows and when I say unbearable

I cannot take it

Because you don't understand

I cannot take it

But my love tells me to.
Idk what this is just depressed.
468 · Apr 2012
Need You Now.
The lack of your essence gives me the shakes,
I lose the strive to survive,
Quiting begins to sound like a gift,
I need you near
To keep me from collapsing,
Your my best friend
But your also part of the problem,
But still I need you,
You hug me,
Take away the pain,
Wipe away the tears,
Tell me it'll be alright,
But you'd leave me if you knew,
If you knew I'm in love with you,
And in this moment I am a puzzle
With a million missing pieces,
And while your near I feel a little less incomplete,
I need you
Now
And Forever

If only that could be.
468 · Apr 2011
In a way....
I guess in some way the bad memories were worth the good ones...But sometimes I wish them all away...They hurt...Because now there just memories...Part of a past life...A former you....A life so altered from the one you've grown acquainted with....Memories don't die but they sometimes fade...All in time...Maybe our memories will fade...Maybe...If I'm lucky...I guess in a way all of the pain was worth the pleasure....Even if in the end I am unhappy I'll have those precious moments...The ones we shared and in the end it won't matter how we've changed....Because we'll still be ourselves...even through the painful memories.....
468 · Mar 2013
March 30th
What is there to say
I will be a year older
Yes I the outcast
Of society
This marks another
Year closer
To freedom
To casinos
And maybe a drink
But why should we
Celebrate
You see
I'm old enough to see
Just how lonely I can be
I will spend my day
"The day "
Alone
Roaming the streets
Waving goodbye
To all those years
Of parties
Where I only invited
Two friends
Because it's all I had
I'll be waving goodbye
To the memories of
Crying each year
For no good reason
You see this year
I'm one step closer
To being
Not only a fully
Grown woman
But an adult
And with age
Comes a new responsibility
I just wish
I was good with goodbyes
Or with handling life
But hey maybe this year
Things will change
But if not
Let's have some
Great ******* cake instead.
468 · Jan 2015
Bird
Like a bird in search of a nest
I nestled into you,
In hopes I'd find comfort,
In hopes I'd be home
But even within the warmth of your arms
The cool winter breeze nips at my fingers,
Oh I need more warmth,
I need to get closer
For the safety in your arms
May sway if the wind picks up much more.
468 · Apr 2011
You kept me...
You Kept me safe,
You kept me warm,
You kept me happy,
You kept me close,
You kept me laughing,

But you kept me crying,
You kept me far,
You kept me hurting,
You kept me cold,
You kept me sad.
You kept me broken
Pitter Patter*
Raindrop Perhaps,
More like the falling of tears,
Stress,
Failing friendships,
No relationship,
Feels hated,
Feels alone,
Nothing she can do,
Only watch as her heaven becomes hell,
They think she's fine,
But it's only a mask,
The real her is slowly dying,
If they just looked her in the eyes they could see,
How much she was really loosing it,
She felt like she was floating away,
Her Oasis Became A Trap And She Couldn't Escape,
She Couldn't Escape Life.
The girl who never cried broke out in tears,
How can this be?
She tries to say this isn't real,it's not reality
But she doesn't wake and her heart continues to ache,
He wasn't just some boy
To her he was everything she'd ever need,
She feared without him she wouldn't suceed,
She fell to pieces,
She hurt inside and out,
She neded to shout
Even moew she needed to know if he always had doubts.

How could she have been such a fool,
She believed his lies,
To him she was just another tool,
He used her and made her feel like nothing,
Her heart no longer feels anything but pain,
Her world was shattered and her heart was slain,
This may be her end,
She can no longer go on and pretend,
No it's not alright,
No it's not okay,
She can't bare to stay
Her life must be taken away,
One more day like this
Just to make sure there's nothing she'd miss,
Then she'll be dead
Remembering how he loved her instead.
I found an old Christmas card
And it almost broke me to see
Husband on it
Because you were so **** confident
At one point
That you would be exactly that
And now,
Now we're strangers
And I can hardly remember you holding me
Or when the last time you told me you loved me was
Was it when you left?
Was it after?

This Christmas, like every Christmas for 8 years,
I will wish for you
For your happiness
For us whatever God intended
Because I believe
Once you call yourself that
Maybe, just maybe
You shouldn't be a stranger.
466 · Sep 2011
Searching(Desire love)
I desire one thing in life,
Not wealth,
Though it'd be helpful,
Not fame,
Though it may be fun,
Not eternal happiness,
Though I do want it,
All I desire in life,
Is Love,
To Love and Be Loved,
I wouldn't mind a few bumps along the way,
As long as I end up with someone that makes me happy,
But for a girl like me,
In a world like this,
It may never come,
But I will spend my life searching,
Searching for someone that makes me smile by just being in the same room,
Searching for someone to make history with,
I just want happiness with the one I love,
I don't need anything,
Nothing but the necessities,
But I desire one thing,
I Desire Love.
466 · Apr 2013
When Soul-Mates Meet
Eyes appearing on the horizon
Coming towards me
Greeting me with sweet simplicity
A heart skipping a beat
Within my very chest
Words directed at me
By wonderful lips
All thought momentarily impaired
A response
Whisperedwith fright but certainity
My heart will be captured by you
And so it was fated
Those eyes would forever see me
See all of me
And those lips would forever
Spark a flame withing my soul.

You would now be mine for all of eternity
And I shall be yours.



*May the world learn from our undying love.
Can we
Just agree
To make up
And let things be.



I need you.
464 · Jan 2013
Darn Spanish Class
You're a ****
And I'm so
******* sick
Of backing
Down and
Turning away
I don't care
What you say
I'll say something
Back to you
I'm standing my
**** ground
And I'm not
Backing down
You are a monster
And I'm finally
Prepared
To fight back.
464 · Sep 2011
Hating this want
So torn,
So confused,
You no longer want me,
And I no longer wish to have you,
Yet still your memories roam my mind,
Haunting me,
Making me ache for the memories to become moments,
But I don't want to,
I don't wanna think about you,
I want to love someone new,
Someone who actually loves me,
Someone who won't break my heart so often,
I can't let go,
I want to,
But you still visit my dreams,
You still taught me,
Your ignorance makes me want you more,
But I don't want to,
I don't want to want you.
464 · Mar 2017
Too much love for one
At the rate we're going

I'll never have a happy ending

Never have anything I wanted

Because you always leave

This isn't a "maybe" but a "when"

I'm stupid for always coming back

For always holding on

But for nine years

I have tried to stop loving you

I have tried loving others

And none of it ever works

At eleven I believed you were
And always would be my soulmate

Now I'm scared that we are
And you'll never accept it

The question with us is
Who's being more stubborn

Am I, for loving you endlessly?
Or are you, for always breaking the heart of the person who would dedicate their life to you?

I'm scared of what the end
Will be

Because I always had a plan

I always had a picture
And you were always in it

I just worry that if you're there in the end

It'll be because I'm still chasing you

Chasing a love that can never be returned.
464 · May 2014
Sweetie(10w)
One word
Can almost make
Everything alright.



Thank you baby.
464 · Apr 2014
Rambling Of The Unsafe
All I wanted was you
All I know is reality
And the reality is
I don't have you
And I feel like
I'm just dust
Being swept away
And the truth is
Too much is changing
Too much is wrong
But baby I'd do anything
To be yours again
Sweetie I'm trying
But that's not good enough
Nothing I do ever is
And I'm fighting here
All alone
Wishing that our love
Didn't keep me running
Around trying to prove myself
I wish I saw the monsters
So I can believe in them
So I can be motivated by them
So I can really fight
So I can yell at their faces
Instead of yelling at an empty room
I wish God answered my prayers
And saved me
I wish I knew if He listened
I wish I knew
If my prayers were answerable
Or that He'd show me
What to do
What's right
Oh sweetie
Why is life so hard
Why are you so worth
A million hard lifetimes to me
I just want the ache to settle
I want to be safe
Baby all I want is you
And this fight is insane
But I'd fight through
And do anything to be
Back with you
My dearest husband
I will find a way
And it will hurt
For all the days
All the months
All the years I'm unsafe
But I want to be back
In those arms
So I'll fight
I'll find a way
Because our love
Is too special
To give up on
So baby will you
Just take my hand in spirit
And guide me on the right path
And I promise to follow.
463 · Apr 2014
Don't Go
I will love you forever
I will always cherish
Our memories
And every moment
We spent together
When we made love
It was so I could show you
That my love was more
Than three simple words
But a million actions
You can give up
Tell me you never wanna see me
But I will always want to see you
Because seeing you
Awakens a part of my soul
And makes me feel more
Alive than ever
So go ahead sweetie
Break me more
And cut all ties
You practically did already
But know this
You can always come back
Because your wife
Your dream girl
Your honeybun
Will always be here
Always for you
Because I will love you
Forever.
463 · Apr 2014
No Competition
Baby there's no competition
My priorities are simple
God is the first
And then there's you
And anything else
Just falls behind.
463 · May 2014
Butterfly Wings
Years later
And you still
Have my heart
Feeling like
Butterfly wings
Fluttering against
My insides,

Tickling
Oh so softly.
463 · Jul 2014
Gently Rough
Just the thought
The distant memory
Of your hands near me,
On me, around me,
It makes my whole body
Tingle with excitement


Oh I miss the gentle touch
Of your hand on my cheek
And the roughly passionate kiss
Of your lips melded with mine.
463 · Feb 2012
"Hold On"
Fear riding me,
Nerves on edge,
Excitement waiting in hopes of this,
Patience is ending,
Hope is beginning,
I need the words to be true,
I need my love to only be you,
I want you to love me too.
Is this all a game?
Was it all a lie?
I guess I just have to try,
I have to hold onto love,
Hold onto hope.
And promise not to let go.
463 · Apr 2013
Holy Matrimony
Soon my love
We'll show those who doubt
Soon they'll see
Our love is not temporary
Our battle was fought
And we won
Soon we'll be more
Together forever
United and unbreakable
We are forever
We belong together
We are soul mates
I will never stop
For my love is undying
Until the day I die
My heart is yours.
463 · Aug 2017
So When I Cry
Please know if you have been in my life this is for you

This is for my mom who was always judgmental
Who was unsympathetic
Who on multiple occasions threatened my life if I cut myself
Because that totally made sense

This is for my father
For moving in and out of my life
More often than my taste in music changes
Who always says he wants to start fresh
Unaware you cannot erase the past
Or fill in the blank places in my memory when you weren't there

This is for cancer
For stealing my first best friend at seven
And everyone around me expecting me to know how to handle it

This is for my first love
Who came into my life at a mere eleven
You too moved in and out of my life
You have broken  me infinite times
You have made me feel unloved and alone
Even when you were suppose to at least be a friend
You can't seem to understand that you
Are my first love and as such I will never stop loving you
You have used me before and even that couldn't sever it
I wonder when you proposed at fifteen if you loved me
I mean it's clear who loved who most in the end isn't it

This is for the man who sodomized me at thirteen
You were probably in your 30's
Didn't speak much English
But you knew I was young
Did you know my mother called me a ***** after?

This is for the man who stole my virginity at fourteen
Who was at least ten years older than me
You kissed me one day
Invited me in the next
Promised you wouldn't take off your shorts if I didn't take off mine
And instead took off both of ours

This is for the elementary teacher who saw him kissing me
And instead of stopping it closed her window

This is for my depression and anxiety
That started at twelve and still hasn't ended at twenty
The cuts never scarred me and that always upset me

This is for the two boys who used my depression as a gateway
To use my body
Who ****** me at fourteen
Who pressured me until I gave in
Who wouldn't leave my house until they finished

This is for me
For hating myself so much I'd let anyone use me back then

This is for my first high school boyfriend
Who forced his hand down my pants after I ended it
And who I had to crawl away from so he would stop

This is for my " best friend" and her boyfriend
Who at sixteen brought me to their place to study
And instead held me down together
So that he could **** me
And then pretend like nothing ever happened
It was not easy telling my first love about that
We were dating so he assumed I was confessing to cheating
Even when I clearly said it was **** to the couple
My love went out and got a ******* from a ******* as revenge
He didn't tell me for almost a year

This is for my first friend with benefits
Who called me "baby, sugarplum, princess"
Who ****** me once a week
Who texted me every moment of everyday
Who made me feel special and cared for
Who made me want him
But suddenly got a girlfriend
Not that it stopped him from sending me pictures
Or telling me how he wants to touch me

This is for any man who seemed interested
****** me or used me in another way
And then never spoke to me again

This is for the guy who desperately wanted to date me at nineteen
I can forgive you for the rancid way you smelled
And I can forgive the fact that you didn't close the door
Whenever you used the bathroom
Or that you made me smell like cigarettes
But I can't forgive the fact that you ignored me
When I said no and stop and cried as you ***** me
And I will never forget the aggressive growl you let out

This is for my second and last friend with benefits
You wouldn't kiss me or touch me
Just take from me
I was an object to you
You wanted to date me but I knew the type of man you were
Infamous for being a player
And just two months ago when you assaulted me
Moments before your new girlfriend showed up
You laughed at me and said you were just playing
But being held by my neck and grabbed at
While saying no and stop didn't feel like a joke to me
I wanted to tell her but someone said you broke up
And when I finally had the courage to say something
Everyone, including my best friend yelled at me

This is for the guy who was my best friend
Who had claimed to like me for nearly five years
And when I'm finally ready to give him a chance
He uses me and tells me he still has a girlfriend
After asking me out just the day before

This is for the loneliness that is setting in

This is for my best friend who yelled at me for waiting
Who complained to me last night about being sad
When she has everything I have ever wanted
She has the fiance, is pregnant, and has a career in a field she loves
But sometimes even the world isn't good enough

This is for all of my dreams
I was three when I started wanting to find love
I was ten when I started wanting motherhood
I was eleven when I wanted to work with animals
I was eighteen when I felt like I lost my soulmate
I was seventeen when the doctors said I might not be a mom
I was nineteen when anxiety and depression sent me running
From every classroom in tears and wanting to die.

This is for you so you know when I cry
It's because of all of this
It's because everyone I have ever counted on
Everyone who should of been there hasn't
It is because I have been broken more ways than I can count
And it is a miracle I am alive
Because for years I swore to end it all at eighteen
Here I am an unhappy twenty though
Still waiting for it to "get better".
Broken tonight
463 · Apr 2017
You Are/Mind Reader
You are everything I've spent my whole life looking for
You are the only way my story ends happily
You are the only person who motivates me
You make me want to be the best me I can
You are the reason I know what love is
You are the reason I know what happiness is

I cannot read minds, not for lack of trying
So I don't know for sure if you love me back
But when you kiss my cheek in the middle of making love
And when you hug me tight as soon as I walk in the door
I have all the hope in the world you do

Sweetie, let me tell you,
I'm pretty **** bad at expressing my love in words
But you are the brightest thing in my life
Which is so ironic because you are such a pessimist
But you are my favorite pessimist

You inspire me
You are the craziest and most creative person I know
You are amazing from head to toe
You are the only one I know who rocks bedhead
You are my favorite person in this world

I hope one day
Things won't be so
Complicated
I hope one day
I can tell you I love you again
And my ears will be blessed enough to hear it back.
463 · Apr 2016
Gap in me
There is an endless gap
In my chest
Where your pain
Would be
Now all that remains
Is the pain that comes from me

It is as wide and great as a raging sea
And I cannot make it leave
At least not without your pain I believe.
Random poem late tonight. Was thinking of him more. Always seem to now.
462 · Sep 2012
There he is!
Your ignorance
My acknowledgement
Your glance
My stare
Your glorious gaze
My fight to ignore
Our eyes meet
You smirk
I walk away
Put my head down
And smile
Because
In your smirk
I saw the boy
I loved
Once more
462 · Dec 2012
Run As Fast As You Can
I wanna go
Run away with you
Escape these
Miserable yet
Minuscule stressors
I want
To only.be with you
Because you
Make it all better
You left me with a kiss
                             Your good-bye was the sweetness on my lips
      The tenderness
             The warmth
                       The comfort that I found nowhere else
Every kiss after
          Poison on my tongue
                          A sour taste that couldn't be killed

Their lips nothing like yours
           It is not their faults
               For you are the only one I truly loved
                    And for that every other mouth
Was like toxic waste on my lips
        Numbness at every battle
Knowing this was another fight my tongue would lose
     Out of disgust
I'm sorry that we kissed
  Because now I'm in withdrawal
And if I do not kiss one of my loves soon
       Every kiss may taste horrid
            And I certainly don't want that.


;P
We were never anything
Just friends
But I loved you
And somewhere things got messed up
I hurt you
You hurt me
But my heart was still yours
You captured the real me
And every time your away
I'm here and incomplete
I love you
I want you
As friends
As more
As everything
And I know good-bye was said
Another may be on the way
Just know I don't want to let you go
Another good-bye could break my heart
So just look at me reluctantly
Say my name or a hello
Just stay in my life until we must part
And let me hope that day may never come.
461 · Feb 2014
Just One Flick
I want a magic wand

Just a flick of the wrist and
Everything could be better
I can make myself into
The perfect girl for you

Just one flick of the wrist
And I can have you back,
Right here, by my side again

Just one flick of the wrist
And school wouldn't make me cave

Just one flick of the wrist
And I'd no longer be chained
By the child who keeps me in

Just one flick of the wrist
And we could be happy again.
"Life is another word for headache"
I don't mean to sound so unhappy or ungrateful but things are hard, times are tough.
461 · Feb 2014
Weather
A hurricane swept us away
And for a while i didnt know
Where we were
The storm had swept away
All goodness
And all I could grasp
Was the gray cold air
Suddenly I was on ground again
And the sky cleared
And wherever I  was
I was happy to see light
But the storm in my heart
Raged on
My heart raced
And I worried
Because I just wanted
To go back,
Before the storm
But this sunshine will do
This light will keep me at peace
I must believe the storm has passed.
Idk.  This is generally ******. But the first sentence was in my head.
I've been

Abandoned here

Left to fend for myself

I've been left

I'm now a formation of nothingness

I'm used goods

I'm weak and broken

No one wants me

Not even me

I'm hated by many

And I hate them in return

But it doesn't change that I hate myself most of all

I'm a worthless nothing

I'm just a girl

That grew up to be

A shadow

Of it's true inhabitor

I'm just a human

Who feels the pain

Like a million tons of brick on her chest

Because each breathe I take

Is another moment I'm reluctantly alive

But look at the bright side

Each breathe I take gets me a little closer

To My Ultimate  Demise.
460 · Apr 2012
Broken one
I'm a girl with a broken heart

I'm nothing much

I remain

Scars are gone

Cuts have healed

Tears have dried

Loneliness is consuming me

Feeling trapped

I need to escape

Pain is suffocating

Sorrow overloads me

No one has ever undestood

I am nothing

I'm abandoned

Leftovers to the evil

Not good enough to keep but good enough to use.
They've destroyed the place we met,
That school that we made the home of our meeting,
The hallways where we walked by one another,
Waving like idiots,
The tables we sat at,
Perfectly positioned so we could stare at one another,
The desks we learned in,
The one that were in perfect view so we could laugh even from across the room,
The door we stood by,
Patiently waiting for them to let us in,
The doors that we stood in front of so awkwardly in silence,
That's all destroyed.

Now all I have left is the place we walked to,
Up the street,
Behind another building,
The place where we shared hundreds of laughs,
And thousands of smiles,
That place,
On that step by some random door,
The one where we first kissed,
I remember the rain,
It was always light and cold,
Always,
As in the two days we visited that place,
The two days we actually kissed.
I think about that place all the time,
I loved it,
It had a essence unlike any other place I've ever been,
But Maybe It was just because the memories made,
The ones that have not yet been destroyed,
And even if they do,
I'll have my mind,hopefully for many years to come,
But even when that too perishes I will have these words,
These Words Of Our Special Place.
460 · Apr 2011
You..
I'd like believe you loved me.
But how do I do that when all you do is leave.
You did not comfort me when I cried.
You watched me hurt myself.
You knew leaving would destroy me.
You never bothered saying good-bye.
I've loved you for so long.
And I often believed that you loved me.
Some signs said you did others said other wise.
But I'll always believe you and I were meant to be...
459 · Apr 2012
A Facade Of Joy
There is poison in your smile
Evil in your stare
These are perfect moments leading to goodbye
These are the moments I love
But these are the moments that will break me.
459 · Apr 2011
I....
He was my everything...
Our memories consisted of so many things.
Some bad,Some good
I remember when we met I felt so sure I'd love him and I was right.
I remember all the things that let to that event.
Our snowball fights.
Walking beside each other.
Laughing together.
Staring at each other.
I remember when he found out I loved him.
I feared he'd leave me.
Then when he stayed I only loved him more.
I remember the first time we spent apart.
I was destroyed.
I barely recovered even to this day.
Now he is gone for good it seems and It hurts each day he's away.
I think of bringing myself pain again.
I think of how much life has changed since he left and not for the best.
I miss his hugs.
I miss his kisses.
I miss him saying he loved me.
I miss him.Being by my side and making everything feel like it's going to be alright...
459 · Apr 2011
I think of you....
I think of you when I wake up....
I think of you as I get dressed...
I think of you as I walk out my door...
I think of you as I arrive at my destination...
I think of you as I Leave...
I think of you each moment I breathe...
I think of you when I cry...
I think of you when I'm alone...
I think of you when I lie awake each night...
I see you in my dreams...And it seems you'll never leave...
459 · Oct 2016
Sigh
She sighed into the cold air
Watching her breath

She hoped someday
Somehow she wouldn't feel
Like this
So in love with love

She hoped when she whispered
"I love you" into the night
That one day
It wouldn't be unanswered

She was so tired
Of loving so much
To be used and left
She was tired of lies
And of being alone

She felt like he had to be out there or maybe she had already met him and he was one of the people who left her

She wasn't quite sure
She wasn't sure of anything
She was lost
But she was still full of love
Even if she had no one

She sighed and whispered
"Someday"
Because no matter how the world breaks her she will always find love and she will always find hope.
459 · Feb 2013
A little too late
Feeling
Alone

Because I know

You won't see it


Until it's too late.
459 · Sep 2012
Stay
Kiss me
Press me close
Hold me
Hold my hand
Kiss my cheek
Tell me
You love me
My chest
Bursts open
And I'm
Reliving
The past
Reliving
The good
I love you
It scares me
But its true
I hope this works
Hope it
Lasts
I hope
You won't go
Kiss me
And stop all my thoughts
Take me into your soul
And set me free.
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