I love you,
My heart is rejecting it,
I hate this love,
All you've done is lead me on,
Then you pretend we never said anything meaningful,
But Those words are still there,
I saved them,
I will never erase them,
Because it shows me,
Your love was once pure,
Your love once actually existed,
My heart hates what you've done,
For so long
You've pulled it along
Partially Being honest,
Telling me all we were,was friends,
Then hugging me and saying you care,
You fooled me,
Now I see,
You were more confused than me,
But it does not give you the right to ignore me,
Love still exist between us,
I feel it,
I know you do too,
But our hearts,
They've blocked us from allowing the truth in,
And the truth is,
Even after all the crap we've not only been through but put each other through,
We're still in love,
In some way,
We still love one another,
Our hearts might fight it,
But we know it's there.

I would've been dead inside forever

If I had let you be

The one that got away.

We fall
To break
To be swept up
To be put back together
To trust
To be happy
To have hope
To fall once more.

My life was whisked away
Like the downward ***** of a rollercoaster
That we never got to ride
And so quickly i vanish
And become nothing.

He asks me "don't you just love her? "

As if to tell me how perfect he thinks she is

As if to tell me I cannot be compared

And I want to tell him no

No!

I do not like her

Or the way she treats you

Or the way she speaks to you

I don't like that she gets to kiss you

Or to touch you

Or that she takes for granted the way you make everyone around you laugh even when I know you're hurting

I don't like that she is yours

And I don't like that I can never be

I used to be a floater
I was swept up
In your charisma
Your eyes shun so bright
And I got carried away by clouds
I lost the way
And in the end lost the brightness
Your eyes were my sun
Perhaps I floated to close
Because I sure as hell got burned
I was hypnotized
Those lips
Along with your inch deep dimples
They captured me at first sight
And I didn't stand a chance
Once the words began flowing
They didn't end
You warmed me with just your presence
So quickly I learned
And I found refuge in your voice
I knew from the start it'd end
I just had so much hope
I wanted you so badly
You saved me
And now you've brought me harm
Made me hurt
Ache
Cry too
The cloud I was floating on
Dissipated
And my dear friend the moon
Turned out the light
And let reality finally set in
So I could see
That the sun makes you warm and comforted
But it's only a tease
Because you can't touch it
And you can't hold it
Not without getting burned
Badly.

To be torn apart
is to be missing a part of ourselves.

It's hard to sleep
But it's hard to be awake



It's just hard to live without you.

Come now
Lie in my arms
I'll stay here
With you
I just want
You to be okay.

I still want to claw away at the imperfections of the day

But at night cradled in your arms

It all melts away

Especially when you're asleep

And you roll over and spoon me

When you're the one who likes to be the little spoon

Maybe you don't realize it

But each night you're the reason I can fall asleep

Because with you

Thoughts don't race

And with you I feel like I really found happiness.

Sparks of intrest,
Love is a creation,
It begins with a glance,
Some Laughter,
Love begins with joy,
Even if it may end in sorrow.

Two broken souls met
And finally realized
Together they are whole.

If you can live without me
I can live without you
I will be strong
I will fight this fight.

You cut off all ties
Like yesterday
Never happened

When she was born
She was a blank canvas
And now,
Now she is every color,
Black nightmares,
Orange smiles,
Pink kisses,
A red lover,
A white believer,
A periwinkle hoper,
She is every color,
She has lived
And she is proud to say
She is not just green envy
And she is not just blue tears
She is all the colors
For all her moments
For all the days she has spent alive
Another color was added
And she is just the biggest rainbow ever now.

When people smiled I cried,
When people laughed I cut,
When people loved I hated,
When I smiled they frowned,
When I laughed they cried,
When I loved they hated.