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609 · Apr 2012
To Do List.
Kiss my neck,
Run your lips by mine,
Let your hands roam me,
Let mine roam you,
I'll kiss you here,
I'll hold you close,
Feel warmth grow between us,
Waiting for our bodies to entertwine,
waiting for an explosion of exotic ecstasy.
609 · Feb 2013
Love Bug/Love Triangle
Oh my sweet
Lover
Whatever shall I do
For I am lost
Once again
And I need your help
To throw
That pesky love bug
Off the scent.
608 · Apr 2014
Nap time
I'm so sleepy
But I only
Wanna
Sleep
*With you
608 · Apr 2014
Homesick Without You
I love you
And I want that
To be enough
I want
Everything back baby
Your hugs and kisses
Being your honeybun
I want our dreams
To come true
With our little child
With our grand romance
Always vivid
Darling won't you just
Find your way back to me.
Waiting
Patiently
For the day
When we don't
Have to
Work around
Schedules
And holidays
Where
We can come home
And find the other
Lying in bed
Our cat arriving at our door
To comfort us
And then our child running down the hall
Screaming
Mommy
Daddy

Once everyone is bed
It'll just be us
Our wedding bands
And our comfy bed
Calling our names
For we will
Live our lives
Together
Happily
And
Joyously.
607 · Mar 2013
Redemption Not Yet
Sometimes
I think
I've been
Through too much
Done too
Many bad things
To be happy.
606 · Feb 2013
Tender Touch (10w)
My skin
Only reacts
To your
Touch,
No one else's.
Not even mine.
606 · Mar 2014
Cruelty
It was all one beautiful
Heartbreaking lie
You drop me like
I am nothing
After saying
How much I mean
Your cruel
Lovers are suppose
To help each other
Not abandon them
Their forbidden words
Can't stop us forever
So what happens when you're free
What happens if the evil doesn't rise
And what if it does
Will you come for me.
You always said you would...you said a lot of things.
Joshua Blackmire
Whose child I'll one day sire
Whose soul I love and admire
Whose words inspire
Whom I cannot call a liar
Who makes my heart fly higher and higher
Whose hand never seems to tire
And whose touch that lights my soul afire.
Amatuer hour
604 · Jun 2013
Typical Poets
Poets are almost always sad
But that's because
We've been hurt
We've suffered
We've endured
But most of all we've persevered.
Perfect Strangers in the street,
Admiring the other with passionate eyes.
604 · Apr 2014
Boots
Has your desire and passion
Faded with your love
Mine had,
Until I thought
About your boots
And for the first time
In three days
I wanted
I desired you
I stopped being numb
For a singular moment
To think of how well you wore those
Black boots
And I wondered
If I'd ever make love again
To you or anyone
I wondered how long it would be
Before I stopped being disgusted
By the image in the mirror
Or if I'd ever let anyone in again
Ever let them know when and what I eat
Or let them see my stretch marks
Or let them rub my back
I found myself wondering
If I'd ever move on
And find happiness again.
604 · Nov 2013
Never Ever Ever
Take comfort in my love
And in my smile
Find faith in my faith
And find sincerity in my heart
And know that my soul
It will never stop fighting
For what it truly loves

It will never stop fighting for you



*I will never stop fighting for you.
604 · Aug 2011
Those doors
Those doors,
They didn't realize how special they were,
To have you push through them,
To Have you walk by them,
Those doors,
They held a small part in my happiness,
Either they let you come through or,
They wouldn't,
They knew just as well as I did,
If you were not walking through them,
I would be distraught,
I would become nothing,
Those doors thought they were nothing,
So they wanted me to suffer,
They never let you in,
And Those doors and I,
We felt the same,
We felt like Nothings
604 · Mar 2013
My Immune System
Yeah
That thing
****** me over

It keeps driving
Straight into
A brick wall of sickness.
603 · Aug 2011
If Only...
She takes the blade and strikes her skin,
He tries to stop her,
She thinks"How pointless,why try if you don't care."
But why couldn't she see,
He didn't care,
He did more than that he loved her,
That was her dream,
but how could that be,
To hear those words come from his lips,
It seemed like a fairy-tale's  fable,
If he had just told her,
It would have stopped then and there,
Instead her scars only grew in quantity,
Especially when the one she had loved,
Left Her,
Again,
Alone,
And emptier than ever.
603 · Mar 2014
No Bloodshed
I told myself
And promised you
I wouldnt hurt myself
And yet I do everyday
When i wake up
And face reality.
I have not cut but i no longer need the pin to feel the pain or aching sting.
602 · Dec 2015
Honey Pie
Let's face it
I'm in love with everything you say
I'm in love with everything you do
And ****** baby
I'm just in love with you.
You said your other personality
Was the spirit of anger

Well baby,
Didn't you know,
My whole personality,
Is the spirit of love,
Of undying hope

Didn't ya know that girl,
Who once loved you the way I did,
Could never stop

Didn't ya know,
That despite so much anger,
Despite your unwillingness to forgive
Despite every bad day

The spirit of love within me never died,
She lives forever,
She is me,
Love is me,
You cannot **** us,
Cannot knock us down,
We will always stand,
We will always love.
601 · Aug 2014
Unhinged
If you*  love  me
Then don't go.

Please stay
.





Stay with me.
597 · Mar 2013
Sick and Tired (Literally)
I wish
You were
Here
To hold me
And help
Me feel better
I wish you were here
So I can know
That everything
Will be okay.
There were so many words,
She never got a chance to say,
He walked away,
Before she even got to say a thing,
Little did she know,
He would never return,
So there she was,
After the best day of her life,
Walking away with a smile that could be seen a mile away.

It took two days,
For her to realize,
He was gone,
And never coming back,
And this time,
She only felt numb,
She wouldn't believe it,
And when she admitted it to herself,
She poured out in tears,
Everything good she felt,
Now was evil,
It didn't take long,
For that blade to swipe across her arms,
In a instance,
She wanted nothing more than death,
She ruined her life,
All for him,
And he never told her how he felt.

It took 9 months to hear his voice,
She wept with shock and joy,
He told her he loved her,
And she replied the same,
But then,
Again,
He faded,
Again she was nothing.

9 more months to see his words,
Now his heart is cold,
Just as hers becomes slightly whole,
He has just enough time to wound her,
He does,
But still she loves him,
Still she dreams of him,
Still she hears his voice ringing in her ears,
Whispering of how he loves her,
But now it's no longer truth,
And now,
She must find a way,
A way to live without him,
Even if it takes all her life,
Because It just May.
I'm not over you,
But this feeling isn't for you,
My love isn't for your heart,
It's for our memories,
The memories you so gleefully deny,
But I made myself remember,
I thought we could've been forever,
But after all my hopping I'm left with only a broken heart,
I'm so confused
You said you loved me,
And now your saying you never did,
Did I do something wrong?
You kissed me,
and now you won't even hug me
Did I make a mistake?
You use to be my best friend,
and now your a stranger avoiding me in the street,
Why?!
I'm sorry if I did something wrong,
But I guess there is not use for pleading,
No use for wishing,
Because now everything that was is gone,
I spent so much time stuck on you,
And now you make me feel like it was all wasted,
I just wish you understood.
I Just Miss Who You Use To Be.
594 · Oct 2015
I Deserve More
I was consumed for years by you
Drowning in my own love

I have now resurfaced
From the depths of you

While some days were good
Some were bad too

And I finally coughed up the heartbreak
I was letting myself choke on

I cannot love a man
Who was not dedicated to loving me

Who ever I am

I am me now

Alone,
As scary and new as that may be

And while I still dream
Of my happy ending

I know I can't keep expecting you to choose me

Maybe someday someone else will choose me
Without doubt or question

Maybe they will love me without breaking me

It will happen one day

Because I know I deserve that happiness

I deserve to know what it feels like

To wake up everyday

And just smile.
Thank you for helping me stop hurting myself but I want happiness now...no more heartbreak...no more leaving me.
If I could put my love for you
In words
Or in actions
I think it would enact world peace

That's just how much I love you
That if I could express it

The whole world could feel it.
Here I am
The one left behind
Left by a unwanting father
Left by friends
Left by all those whom I've cared for
Loved ones included
And now in my darkest place
You leave me too
Off to a new place
Leaving behind the girl who loves you
Tears cannot even comprehend my pain
You walking out of my life
It means I don't get my chance
It means another person hurts me
Once again I'm alone
You've left me now and there is no turning back
This is good-bye my love.
593 · Jun 2016
Wasn't Always
I promise you she wasn't always broken
She use to be a whole
But life kept hitting her
Right in her fragile heart
She loved too hard
Loved too long
Always forgave
Buried the pain
But it lingered in the air
It touched her in the dark
Scared her
She use to smile all the time
Though she can't remember that now
She use to laugh
Use to explore and feel free
She was wild and happy
Now she's barely there
Just a shadow of a girl
Calling herself a woman
She wasn't always broken
She was so in love that she felt
As though her heart had grown
Maybe that's why the brokenness
Hurts so badly now
She wasn't always broken
But I think a part of her was never
Quite whole either.
I'm not sure what repulsed her most,
The fact that she went back to him makes her hate herself,
The stranger roaming her body,
It makes her clench at the memory,
Letting him control her,
Thinking of him sickens her,
The one who took a part of her innocence,
The Monster,
That she let destroy her life,
A momentary lack of judgement,
It brought her  whole life crumbling down,
For the few nights she let him touch her,
She spent hundreds crying,
Crawled up in the fetal position,
Wishing it was only a bad dream,
Wishing it was anyone but her,
One mistake ruined her,
She will never forget,
It haunts her soul,
It scares her to even speak of it,
She is Forever Scarred
No one can change that,No one.
592 · Nov 2013
Scarred
I 'll never stop loving that scar
Because it's what I remembered most
When you went away
592 · Dec 2012
Captured
It's when you
Know
Love is coming for you
And you let it take you
That you have found
Your soul-mate.
591 · Feb 2012
"If Time Didn't Freeze."
Tick Tock*

The clock ticks on by but I'm running,
Running out of time.
Love was started and I watch it ending.
Why does all die in time?

I try to let all go as planned,
To let fate take it's palce,
But I need things to change,
Even more I need to escape,
I pry at the clock,
It freezes,
And for a moment I can let go,
I can forget and in a moment I am free,
No longer trapped by time,
No longer trapped by the horrible fate that would've come if time didn't freeze.
I wrote this when sad so forgive me if it's bad.
590 · Sep 2013
To Slip Away
A heavy chest
Blended with heavy tears
To make our sins fade
I can only beg
Our guilt always trapping
But to imagine a day
When we are free
When our sins are done and buried
And we have been forgiven
The day that we forgive each other
As well as ourselves is the day
Hearts are free from the weights
And tears dry and fade
I await the day we can let go
Let go and forget
And when it happens
Our freedom will truly be free
And our love will continue undying.
It's too late now
and we can't go back
and fix everything that fell apart
in the time that you
were taking my heart
We can't put the pieces together
Because they no longer
Fit
We've each been torn
To bits
Apologies don't rid the dark
Won't bring the light
Can't relight the spark
We've harbored the pain
Love is gone
And We're both a little insane
We're troubled and lost
Can't find our way
Our joy comes with a cost
And we're unwilling to pay
I'm sorry this can't be bargained
I'm sorry for the words I didn't say
And I apologize that this is good-bye
Just promise never to ask why.
I loved you
I did
I promised
I always
Would
But I
Buried it
So I could
Bury the pain
But now
When our lips
Meet
My heart
Flutters
And I
Remember
I believed
You were
My soul-mate
My true love
I believe
Again
And though
I'm scared
Thank you
For just the hope.
You always make everything okay,So please promise you'll stay.
589 · Nov 2012
Mated Souls
Each time you tell me
You love me
Its like a symphony
Went off in my chest
When you kiss me
A flame rages through
My body
All I feel is the collision
Our bodies close
But guarded by clothes
Desperate to be close
Trying to merge
Our souls
Mated at birth
And destined
To again join together
One day.
589 · Sep 2012
It's Always There
Perhaps it's
the sleep
Deprivation
That ignites
My hidden
rage
I awake
Groggy
Go on like
Any other day
But my hate
It emerges
From its
dark corner
My hate
For school
People, words
Education
love
And life
Let me go now
Let me fly printout dreamland
let me
Sleep away
The deep seeded rage.
589 · Oct 2017
Tsunami I love you
You're in my head
You're in my heart

Soon you'll be in my bed

I'm falling
Falling hard and fast
And nothing can catch me

I'm scared to go
And scared to stay

My love is a tsunami
It'll drown you

I'm trying to hold back
Trying to prevent the first waves
From crashing down
On these freshly paved moments

But the water's coming in too fast
There's no draining this flood.
Haven't written in a while... Especially about someone new.
589 · Dec 2012
Just As I Promised
My knight in black armor
But I am no princess
I'm the snake your the charmer
I'm so wrapped in your sound
For eternity we'll be bound
I am your love slave
It's always me you save
With your love and affection
You shelter me with your tender protection
In my eyes I see no flaws only perfection
You rescue me
And I just wish you could see
How badly I want you
Forever and eternity.
Haven't rhymed in sooo long sorry its bad.
589 · Dec 2016
Holding on/Letting go
I always told him
He couldn't let things go
But here I am
Incapable of letting him go.
589 · Apr 2011
Crying in the rain....
So maybe It won't be the same it's okay maybe I'll go insane then I'll never have to feel the pain...It will be such a strain....But my heart won't die in vain...Yes the heart you've slain...The one that appeared so plain...The one that started off so sane...Now my heart feels sprained....It's okay I'll remain....But I refuse to refrain from from crying in the rain...
There are moments
Without him
When I doubt
When I fear
And writhe in agony
For his absence almost feels
Permanent
But I go to him
Each time I see him
Cuddle closely
And try not to let go
My closeness is
Reassurance
That he's still here
He hasn't left me
(Yet)
He loves me
I need him
I find my strength
In his arms
My joy
With his lips
And my survival
With his heart.
We're in love but it's more complicated than even he knows...
More complicated than he CAN know....
586 · Sep 2015
Why won't you love me?
I don't want ***
Despite what my body tells me
I want to feel close
I want to feel loved
I want to feel weightless
I want you.
586 · Feb 2013
The Things I Love (Claimed)
Of course
I love the way
Your hands
Have begun to
Linger at my waist
Your new way to hold me
Of course I love it
When you kiss me
With SO much passion
That each time it takes my breath away
And of course
I love it when you kiss me
And grab a handful of my hair
Making messy and
Then best of all
How you tug it lightly
And my head tilts back
Or tries to
But my lips are
So attached to yours
They'd hate to let go
I feel claimed as yours
When you do this
I like being claimed
Especially by you.
586 · May 2017
Wish upon a thousand stars
Do you ever just make a wish
Whether on a star, a time, or any other thing
And have this part of you truly believe
It will come true?
You were that wish </3
Thinking about what we were,
Our memories,
Now all a blur,
I wish you meant your sweet lies,
All your "I love you's"
Once my life now the reason for my cries,
Was it really all pretend,
I don't want this to end,
I knew,
Since the moment I met you,
That I'd be madly in love with you,
And I can't believe I have to let go,
This is a love I may never outgrow,
I'm sorry if that makes me insane,
But my heart can't refrain,
I know you think it's plain,
But my heart,
It loved you even when you tore it apart.
I Don't like it :I
My mind
Evilly
Bombards me
With thoughts
Doubts and fears
Whispering to me
Asking if I'm sure
About his love for me
Am I sure he's been faithful and true
Does he want out on this
My heart just squeaks out
Its worry
For it'd surely be destroyed
If he left me
Stopped loving me
Gave up and left
I don't know
What to do
My mind
And my heart
Are missing you
So much
That they worry
And my body
It's just antsy
Because it misses your touch
Everything will be better
Once I see those eyes of yours
For there lies all the answers I need.
584 · Sep 2011
Confused Hearts
My Shaking hands running through my hair at the sight of you,
Stress and pain,
My heart stops dead,
My eyes widen,
I walk away,
More like pace,
But I turn around each second,Just to catch another glimpse,
The one I waited forever to see,
That face,
Exactly the same,
Too bad your heart no longer says my name,
My heart?
It has yours written all over it,
But it's crossed out,
From all the times I tried to let go,
I still don't know If I succeeded,
I'm doubtful,
But still hopeful.
Passionate Kisses,
To Spiteful Ignorance.

Tender Hugs,
To Evil Glares.

Sweet Laughter,
To Painful Silence.

Eternal Love,
To Everlasting Hate.
582 · Nov 2012
One Day
Though I am not
And despite the fact
That I may never be
My heart swells
With such joy
Each time you call me
Your wife.

And though we're not
Making love now
And though were far too young
I smile every time
You admit to thinking
About our child
Because no matter
The doubt the world has
Nor us
We always seem to see
A future
Together.
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