How can you disappoint me in so many ways?

Why am I not good enough to celebrate Valentine's?

Fine if I'm not

But why am I not good enough for surprise dinners?

Surprise flowers?

Surprise anything?

Why don't you seem to go out of your way to make me happy but I have to sacrifice to make you happy?

Tell me

I hate you right now

And you tell me you love me

Tell me I'm your whole world

And all I can think is

That's because I gave you mine

I've given you everything.

Centuries can pass

Stars can die

And still

I can't help but be reminded

Of the way I once loved you.

My body wants you

But my mind is angry

Angry with your carelessness

Angry with your childish ways

I love you

But I hate the things you do

I want you

But I need space from you

How is it

You made me love you and dislike you at the same time?

Sometimes

All I can think of

Are all the reasons I should leave.

She's got this thing called external beauty that you can't see past

And I mean **** you're not wrong, you can bounce a quarter off that ***

But I tell you, inside the beautiful exterior is a
B I T C H

A big one at that

To have something that everyone has had or has seen is no prize

To have someone purely because they look good is so silly

You want a trophy?

Buy one.

You want a prize

Earn it.