i love you

every morning
every phone call
every goodnight

but I’m in love you..

we don’t say that often enough

-

some days,

                                                                                                        you just don't*
                                                                                                                         *care

i just want to feel your arms wrap around me

i want to listen to you talk about life

i want to love you unconditionally

I'm so ******* 
tired of fighting

everything little thing he does is magic

just focus on yourself, everything else will eventually fall into place.

sometimes you need to distance yourself from people.


if they care, they'll notice.

if they don't, then you know where you stand

​
*you don’t understand,



you don’t understand

when someone makes you the happiest person and the saddest person at the same time, thats when it's real. thats when its worth something

date someone who’s voice can make you feel calm

it hurts
    to know
that you 




                 will never 
                       look at me
                 the way
                     i look at 
                               you

you’re not too sensitive.
you’re not overreacting.

if it hurts you,

it hurts you

it's disappointing when someone who seemed so different, just changes but maybe they didn't change, true colors just started showing.

she rests her eyes on top of the
moon
with her back facing the earth
and her face resting towards the
unknown.

behind the masks,
faces suffer loneliness

the worst
thing is
watching
someone
drown
and not
being
able to
convince
them that
they can
save
themselves
by just
standing up.

​
if i showed you my teardrops
would you collect them like rain
store them in jars,
that are labelled with “pain”
would you follow their tracks
from my eyes down my cheeks
as they write all their stories
I’m too scared to speak,
would you stop them with kisses
bring their flow to a halt
as you teach me that pain
isn’t always my fault
would you hold my face gently
as you dry both eyes
and whisper the words
“you’re too precious to cry”
if i should you my teardrops
would you show me your own,
and learn though we’re lonely,
we’re never alone.

have you ever wanted to cry but
no tears came out, so you just
stare blankly into space while
feeling your heart break into
pieces

slow down.


    do not

fall
         into the trap of

                          instant love.

but darling,

                  in the end
                  you’ve got to be
                  your own hero,

                  because everybody’s
                  busy
                  trying to save


                                *t h e m s e l v e s

boys will be boys
because they can't be men

maybe he left because he saw me

the way i see myself

this could be everything you needed
this could be everything you’ve dreamed of

where were you,
when everything
was falling apart

everyday is a struggle

​
i will never be busy enough
to forget you

what a shame
we all became
such fragile
broken things

i lit blunts
and you drank whiskey
and the mix of smoke
and alcohol on our tongues
tasted like love
but when my lungs emptied
and your vision unblurred
we left each other
just as lonely as before

you only see
the scars
that lace
my skin

but you
don't see
the internal
scars
that lie
deep
within