pour a shot
in my glass
because it
makes
everything
better

it promises the morning when
the night birds start to sing
and dreams beneath the winter snow
of giving birth to spring

i wish you were here beside me

YOU
NEVER
WALK
ALONE

i’m so afraid
of what you have to say

​
bed all day

bad day
wash away
all pain
silent cry
I want to die

but behind closed doors


i’m a fool for your love

-

i spent my whole life trying to be this and look like this. and guess what? I’m not this

**** me
**** me softly

.




                 black balloons




                                                 in your eyes

                          tell me

                          that

                                                                  floating

is underrated.

i want
   want
i want you

i want you to know

how much i love you
                    i need you

about me, i'll be about you

I still love you

When I’m lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me.

i miss you
beside me,
stroking my
cheek as i
sing along
to the radio.

i need you,
right here,
to cheer me
on, when i
feel down.

i love you,
and i cant
live without
you here,
beside me.

the world's an imperfect place

stop telling me things i already know

let’s not fall in love

if the world wasn't blind
if the world wasn't deaf
if the world wasn't dying

maybe it would notice
it was destroying itself
maybe it would know
the only one to save
was itself

sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
were laid, spread out before me as her body once did
all five horizons revolved around her soul
as the earth to the sun
now the air i tasted and breathed has taken a turn
oh, and all i taught her was everything
oh, i know she gave me all that she wore
and now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
of what was everything
oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything
i take a walk outside
I’m surrounded by some kids at play
i can feel their laughter, so why do i sneer

i painted it black, i know how
you don’t like normal things.

nothing
is like
i                           think        it

                 is
                i         never     imagined           anger

        is the machine that kills

help, i have done it again
                                                                     i have been here many times before


                                                           hurt myself again today

and the worst part is

     there is
                            no one
                                                     else
                                                                           to
                                                                                              blame

i know these scars will bleed

you
are

the dawn

of a new day

I open my eyes, but its all a blur.  
everything is gone infront of me

listen to your body

talk to plants

       ignore people

are you bored or depressed?

cigarettes ****

but we all die


anyway

if i could,
i'd bottle up the way
you look at me

and i would open it
whenever i feel i need
a kiss

or maybe a little
boost of confidence

if i could,
i'd take that look and wear it like a sweater

and although
feeling this way
all of the time
would be nice

having you here
would be better

here i am again
blasting green day
wishing it would all end

"i hate you"

"we all know that's not true, darling"

i breathe in life


i breathe out death

i’m in love with you
but, i
can’t even tell you

shattered glass

like the past

its a memory now

blurred memories
empty glass
broken window
open door
cold razor
blood spilled
wandering eyes
frozen time

you left me
to leave me

to pick up
the pieces

of my broken heart

I hope you find someone who knows how to love you when you are sad.

if your eyes could speak, what would they say?