day by day
i fall apart

it's okay if you forget me

how did "us against the world" become me against you?

can’t we go back to those fun times?

those fun times

when we were laughing like nothing was wrong with the world?
like nothing was ever going to happen to us?
like everything was fine?

i want to
be your
favorite
hello,
and
hardest
goodbye

i love you with all my heart

cause i’ve done
some things
that i can’t speak of

"am i black or white?"


                                                                                          "you're a human being"

i hate that i could never hate you

maybe its a sign
that I'm a different kind

highkey care too much
lowkey tryna hide it from you

​
crash and burn
searching for an answerer
every single question i ask

he's the only thing

I notice and

he doesn't even notice

me

can a once in a lifetime love find a second chance?

the last great adventure is you

it reaches out and touches you
it takes you by surprise
it rises from the ashes where
the fire of love has died

i can't stop thinking about you

and everything,

           everything went wrong.

I'm just anonymous

there's an emptiness inside me
where flowers used to grow
and i thought you could step
inside my body and fill the cracks

don't leave yourself
to find someone else

i guess we weren't meant to be

after all.

I keep telling myself that one day, I'm gonna wake up and it's
gonna be different. *But it's not.

bonnie & clyde till we die

the blindness
  ended

                 but                waiting so long
has been       dreadful.  

-

       hope

happened to appear
                     tearing away,
      despondence.

i am the addict



and you are the addiction.

you will be hurt

you are hurt

you were **hurt

this morning
will come again
no darkness
no season
can last forever

i was less afraid with you here beside me

but now you're gone, and I'm afraid.

i look around
the empty room

voices from within
echoing in my head

you haunting me
every day,
every night.

you're telling me
that I'm fine but

im not.

not at all.

im a freak lunatic on beat

i can't say you left
because the painful truth is
you were never there

he kissed
her like her lips
were air
and he couldn't

*breathe

be kind,
undress hearts,
stop running.

all these little things

all remind me of you

all these little things

that you've left behind

all these little things

that i loved and adored.

all i hear is the sweet echo of your voice calling my name
all i feel are your warm arms wrapping around me
all i see is you gazing lovingly into my eyes
all i smell is your familiar smell

all i remember is being all alone at home, waiting for you to come back

...........i love you.

is someone to accept my flaws

you left me
without a word

you said you
loved me

was it real
or was it fake?

was it all
a mistake?

was it all
in my head?

everything
i thought
we had

was a lie.