you ruined me

now it's my

turn

can we just say the
words and forget this?

sometimes i just want to close my eyes
and forget

i loved you too.

if you ever love somebody,
you gotta keep them close,

when you lose sight of their bodies,

you'll be falling

deeper in love

it happens every now&then;

when i try to tell you

just how i feel

stop asking if

i'm okay

i'm tired of lying

everything about you is addicting.

"it's not what you think"

"i'm sorry, i love someone else"

"i don't think we're going to work out"

"it's not you, it's me"

was i wrong

to think that

we had something

real?

i was too in love with you

that i forgot to look what

was in front of me

i loved you

but it wasn't enough

"give me another chance, please"

"you've done enough damage"

"please, babe, please"

"you let go of me when you could've caught me"

i want to know

what if feels like

to look into your

eyes

i want to love you

without looking

back

put on you dress
put on your doll faces

without you

i get so scared

i fill my notebook
with words and
drawing of you,
me, and us.

i look back at the
moments we had
shared, back when
we used to be     'us'

take off those heels
lie on my bed

i guess i'm just somebody that you used to know

i guess we weren't meant to be

after all.

it's going to be okay
                           okay
                           okay
tonight

because
tomorrow
is just a dream

away

i wish you were here beside me

feelings change

feeling fade

i want you so bad

that moment
your lips
touched mine,

sorry

they call me crybaby
                      crybaby

all palaces are
temporary
palaces

SOMETIMES I LOOK BACK ON
ALL THE GOD DAYS AND
MISS YOU
AND THEN I REMEMBER
WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
AND STRANGELY
I MISS YOU EVEN MORE

theres just something about
when a guy drops you off at home
and he waits in the driveway
to make sure you get in safely.

cold cup
warm blanket
puffy eyes
pale moonlight

honestly i think about you a lot.
all the time actually. in the morning,
at night, in the middle of my day.

it's you. it's just always you

i wish i knew how to
love someone without
killing myself

how to mend hearts without
breaking my own. how to kiss
and not create bruises.

he'll grab your waist
and whisper in your
ear but six months later

you'll find yourself drunk
texting him that you miss
him with

you didn't

choose me

heartbreak

is

your game.

if you knew
how much i
loved you,


would you
love me too?

monsters

are meant

to be

unleashed

i never

want to

forget

"I'm used to it," she numbly says.
And that's how you knew she was broken.

forgive us for what
we have done.

a boy confessed me today
on facebook, for the first time
i had no idea how to reply.

i said oh.
he said can we try.
i said sorry.

i thought he got the message,
but he told me to think about it,
now i don't know what to do

the world is full of kings
and queens, who blind your
eyes and steal your dreams

i remember when
you cried at the top of your lungs
saying if you lose me
you'd lose yourself

today i saw you lose yourself
in her eyes

don't you understand?

love isn't meant for everyone

i can't stop thinking about you