"don't you go around breaking young girl's hearts"

quite often without
you i am a loss for
the day.

out
of
all
the
people
who
could
have
ripped
me
to
shreds,
why
on
Earth
did
it
have
to
be
you?

i love you so fiercely
and i want you so deeply
that even fires seem
to be burning too sweetly.

you are long gone

but i can still hear
you singing in
the shower

as if you still
belong.

and if you feel ******,
just remember
that ****** is made of flowers
and you, are made of

he gave me his signature smirk
as i blushed and looked away.

he gently placed his right hand
on the bottom of my chin and
my eyes met his, and he said,

*"don't look down, babe, you look beautiful"

i run my hands through his hair
as he grabs my waist and pulls
me toward him and whispers,

*"i love you"

she was a shooting star,
her smile so bright and rare,
that by the time that you had blinked,
there was no sign it had been there.

you are like the tide -

you are beautiful,

and hard to resist;

but the minute i

           come running to you,

you pull away.

but since my friends are here, i just came here to kick it

flowers for my moon

when i reach my flowers
i will lay down in them
i will laugh and roll and cry in
my tears will water my flowers
as i fill myself with them
forever
like my moon flowers
beautiful i will
forever be.

now i'm grey

you are not mine,
but sometimes
i pretend that
you wish you were

i create this idea
that you secretly
want me

and i often forget
it's just something
i've made up

loving someone with your heart
and loving someone with your mind
are two very different kinds of love

be kind,
undress hearts,
stop running.

so this is goodbye
the first step of acceptance
learning how to die

carry on,

you know it's going to get better

tonight i am sad
tonight i am lonely
the demons are screaming
and i need you to hold me

standing by the tree
you said we'd meet here again
lament to the wind

the cliffs where we died
i've returned with your ashes
the wind remembers

gloomy city skies
grey like the inside of me
hoping for some rain

everyone is
so happy

they all shine
so brightly
together

it only makes
the shadows they
cast on me all
the darker

where is my light?

i don't want to
believe that i was
born for the dark

and i think the
saddest thing
is how it is so much
easier
to just not say
anything
at
all

the night is fractured
   and they shiver, blue,
those stars,
        in the distance

he wants to say, 'i love you'
but keeps it to 'goodnight'
because love will mean some falling
and she's afraid of heights

you are always
ticking inside of me
and i dream of you
more of ten
than i don't

someone **** me
maybe i'll have something
to write about then

going 120 on the highway

his eyes darkened

as his hand laid

on the door handle

waiting for my reply

O'starry starry night,
watch the children laugh and play,
reaching up to touch the sky,
up above the world so high

O'starry starry night,
listen to the crickets sing,
sitting out on May hills,
watch the children pick daffodils

O'starry starry night,
follow the light of fireflies,
feel the cool breeze pass by,
breathe in the fresh air.

girls are
supposed to be like
doilies, all
paper-thin
and
delicate
but instead i
am average, and
supposed to be
okay
with
it.

so happy in public

i lost in the game,
i was just another
pawn in a game.

i was played and
i lost.

i lost you and
i lost myself.

im full of hate.
im full of disgust.
im full of tears.
im full of fear.
im full of sadness.
im full of pain.

"it's like i want
you to look at me,
but i turn my
head every time
you do"

i want to sit on a kitchen counter
in my underwear at 3 am with you
and talk about the universe

when the tiny
plane landed
it sounded
like my camera
rewinding

i thought,
this is
just a
picture