what screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it is supposed to be

& that's how you know you really love them: you forgive.

even if they didn't apologise.

sometimes all you can do is lay in bed,

&

hope to fall asleep before you fall apart..

.

it ***** because I try so ******* hard and nothing I do ever seems to be enough for anyone.


Not even my **** self...

.

I will never regret you, or say that I wish I'd never met you,

because once upon a time,

you were exactly what I needed.

sometimes you need to distance yourself from people.


if they care, they'll notice.

if they don't, then you know where you stand

people often question my silences,

but what they don't realise is that

the problem with love is:

you can love who you want.

don't ask if I'm okay, i might open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing...

you chug that 5th of alcohol by yourself

&

everyone around you is too busy cheering to wonder how empty you had to be in order to do it

internally lost

why do we think love will fix us and make us whole.
when in the end it just leaves us more broken than before...

they're going to judge you anyway so,

you could look into
my eyes and you
can tell that i hate
myself.

beauty is only skin deep

she locks the door

takes a deep breath

and lets all the pain

he goes back home,

with his head down

//

she feels eyes on her back,

she knows it's him but she

doesn't look back because

'i want her back'

i don't care if youre the queen of france

i'll take facetime & phone calls over texting any day

'she's breaking inside'


'i know it'


'it's all my fault'


              my fault

'i'm fine'

he cries,

'it's all my fault',

he's breaking down,

she lost control

night thinking,

day dreaming

happy ending?

we could have been

even when the sky is falling

                                                   down

even when the earth is crumbling

                                                             'round my feet

even when we try to say goodbye

everybody

     needs

                     somebody

sometimes

gus,

anything hurts


less than the quiet

i'm ready to become one of the stars

we used

                 to

    dream of

           outer space

we all
fall down
sometimes

summer nights ft. you

one love, two mouths
one love, one house
no shirt, no blouse
just us, you find out

every little glance my way
every time you wanted to hang
you seemed so interested