chris: Poems

Jan 2017 · 329

lunacy

chris Jan 2017

lunacy

i'm done giving people all my effort when all i receive back is half of what i put in

Jan 2017 · 134

かた

chris Jan 2017

かた

make a story out of a story

Jan 2017 · 244

rr

chris Jan 2017

rr

l i k e

you just sort of exist

but you don't really

*mean

anything

Jan 2017 · 184

s o k o

chris Jan 2017

s o k o

do you ever feel like you're sort of

*there

Jan 2017 · 140

love s u c k s

chris Jan 2017

love s u c k s

why is love something we all dream for?

it's a whole lot of lost dreams

and it always ends in tears

Jan 2017 · 118

m a e

chris Jan 2017

m a e

i'm sorry

about the past

Jan 2017 · 143

o u t

chris Jan 2017

o u t

this is me

spilled out on paper

Jan 2017 · 122

i k i

chris Jan 2017

i k i

i just want to

b r e a t h

Jan 2017 · 179

+0

chris Jan 2017

+0

if i love someone,

they all leave me

Jan 2017 · 134

0-0--

chris Jan 2017

0-0--

my life is cursed

Jan 2017 · 128

wa

chris Jan 2017

wa

i want to die.

i want to be dead.

like you said, I'm the problem.

I caused you all this pain

Jan 2017 · 114

nacu

chris Jan 2017

nacu

be good or be gone

Jan 2017 · 120

Untitled

chris Jan 2017

Untitled

the dreams i enjoy are

the ones i'm dying in

Jan 2017 · 130

do ko

chris Jan 2017

do ko

ANOTHER DAY IS PASSING BY

BUT I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE

Jan 2017 · 193

52

chris Jan 2017

52

now i

want to fall in love

Jan 2017 · 205

ho shi

chris Jan 2017

** ****

the stars come out to play

and i miss you

Jan 2017 · 433

h.appliless

chris Jan 2017

h.appliless

The worst part about anything that's self destructive is that it's so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive."

Jan 2017 · 188

me・私

chris Jan 2017

me・私

why don't any of my wishes come true?

no matter how many times i try to grasp reality

i know i will never be proud of myself

Jan 2017 · 126

ways of death

chris Jan 2017

ways of death

do you die instantly when

you get shot in the forehead

you get stabbed in the chest

you get shot with an arrow to the heart

you get your head sliced off with a sword

you get left behind by someone you loved

Jan 2017 · 109

弱

chris Jan 2017

弱

i wish i wasn't weak

Jan 2017 · 110

希

chris Jan 2017

希

what makes you live for tomorrow?

what makes you take another step forward?

what makes you push yourself?

Jan 2017 · 153

moo

chris Jan 2017

moo

i don't want to be here

Jan 2017 · 377

w h y

chris Jan 2017

w h y

fear makes a false friend

Jan 2017 · 163

201

chris Jan 2017

201

the truth gets drowned out

Jan 2017 · 482

13th

chris Jan 2017

13th

this Friday is Friday the 13th

maybe i'll get lucky and get hit by a bus

Jan 2017 · 333

marcelline

chris Jan 2017

marcelline

let's go in the garden

you'll find something waiting

right there where you left it

lying upside down

Jan 2017 · 533

+ = -

chris Jan 2017

+ = -

you + me
i thought
we would
stay together
for infinity

i felt like
i was in
my prime

but you
subtracted
me from
your life

i guess you wanted something < than me

(greater)

#npmlove

Jan 2017 · 174

u & i

chris Jan 2017

u & i

it's just you

and

I tonight.

why don't you figure my heart out?

Jan 2017 · 606

j

chris Jan 2017

j

You cannot protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness

-jsf

Jan 2017 · 156

home

chris Jan 2017

home

“leave”

“we don’t want you here”

"you don't belong here anymore"

where is home

Jan 2017 · 130

264

chris Jan 2017

264

-

i miss the way you loved me, treated me, cared for me

Jan 2017 · 162

|

chris Jan 2017

|

"in the long run,

we are all dead"

Jan 2017 · 147

k a r a d a

chris Jan 2017

k a r a d ***

grab my waist
and pull me in

Jan 2017 · 112

lpl

chris Jan 2017

lpl

you ignited something
within me and now
i’m addicted to you

Jan 2017 · 140

90o

chris Jan 2017

90o

i’m in love with you

-
and

it’s not something i can undo

Jan 2017 · 372

castle on the hill

chris Jan 2017

castle on the hill

we watched the sunset
over the castle on the hill

-ed sheeran

Jan 2017 · 169

ことb

chris Jan 2017

ことb

i’m so afraid
of what you have to say

Jan 2017 · 125

寝

chris Jan 2017

寝

-

i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

Jan 2017 · 138

影

chris Jan 2017

影

shadows will scream that I'm alone

Jan 2017 · 89

ur

chris Jan 2017

ur

i'm in love with you

r body

Jan 2017 · 110

wwm

chris Jan 2017

wwm

we were meant to

not be

Jan 2017 · 106

ぼ

chris Jan 2017

ぼ

sometimes i feel it would be better

for me to just disappear

Jan 2017 · 97

こ

chris Jan 2017

こ

words can't describe

my feelings for you

Jan 2017 · 358

kio

chris Jan 2017

kio

eat me slowly with your kisses

Jan 2017 · 142

shi

chris Jan 2017

****

don’t judge others because they sin

differently from you

Jan 2017 · 119

べ

chris Jan 2017

べ

“he doesn’t know what he lost”..

Jan 2017 · 98

友

chris Jan 2017

友

i wanted to thank you
but was unable to explain

Jan 2017 · 95

pplease

chris Jan 2017

pplease

love me now

like
it's the end of the world

Jan 2017 · 126

lms

chris Jan 2017

lms

turn darkness into evil

turn evil into good

Jan 2017 · 104

とぶ

chris Jan 2017

とぶ

he stands behind her

she is watching the blue sky

but he cannot fly