Melancholic: Poems

Dec 2019 · 176

Melancholic Dec 2019

Today I am down
The weather is cold
And depression fills my soul
The raindrops patter
On the void in my heart

Thoughts float past
But they do not remain
For when one is in this state
Nothing matters

Your memory floats above my soul
Haunting my grieving being
The good times seem out of reach

I wish I could go back
These are my last thoughts

As I plunge into the darkness

Today I really am feeling down

#melancholy

Nov 2018 · 709

I'm Trying

Melancholic Nov 2018

I'm Trying

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Nov 2018 · 435

Fate

Melancholic Nov 2018

Fate

I keep fighting my fate
And I always
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This is reality, I'm not going to sugarcoat it

Nov 2018 · 628

Emotions

Melancholic Nov 2018

Emotions

I'm happy
I'm depressed

I belong in this world
I feel worthless

You take the pain away
You're the reason I have this pain

Nov 2018 · 451

Reality

Melancholic Nov 2018

Reality

I knew it was true
That you didn't feel the same way
But I dreamed that you did
And now I shall face the truth

When life hits you hard

Nov 2018 · 399

The Pain of Love

Melancholic Nov 2018

The Pain of Love

It doesn't get better
You just learn to live with it
And accept that it has become a part of you

#lovespain

Nov 2018 · 449

Broken

Melancholic Nov 2018

Broken

I'm so broken
That even poetry can't soothe my shattered heart

Oct 2018 · 637

Dreams

Melancholic Oct 2018

Dreams

Last night I dreamed that you were mine
And I was happy at that moment
I was at peace

But then I woke up
And I realized that you will never be mine
And then I started to cry

Oct 2018 · 180

Smiles

Melancholic Oct 2018

Smiles

There is so much under my smile
Loneliness
Sorrow
And pain

But I put on a smile for you
Because I want you to think I’m happy
And I want you to be happy

But I can only pretend for so long
I have to somehow pacify these thoughts in my head
But no one’s listening to me
I have no one to talk to
And it’s killing me

Oct 2018 · 146

Love

Melancholic Oct 2018

Love

Unrequited love
Will be the death of me
Why is it always unrequited?
How come the feelings are never returned?

I gave my Soul to you
But you choose not to see it
I broke my heart and gave you the pieces
But you flick them away like pieces of glass

Why don’t you see
How much I’m suffering?
Nobody sees my pain
I’m silently suffering

I chase after you
In hopes of you noticing me
But you never do
You never see it

Why is everyone so blind?
I’m standing here with my heart in my hand
Why can’t you see it?

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