So sick of pain
Life so mundane
The wicked win
Empathy a sin
Chaos a trend
Hearts never mend
Indifference seems just
None to trust
Hatred a epidemic
Love is tragic
Can't truly feel
Can't truly heal
Children suffering endlessly
Innocence destroyed needlessly
Wounds become worse
Life a curse

So words ain't ****
I'm full of it
And you're not
So what's the plot
Is it just a game
Seems just the same
Why you playing
I can't tell from what you saying
All those fools got you trippin
So much attention got you slipping
It's cool I won't mind
I'm not blind
Do your thing
What can I bring
Like you need permission
I won't be another addition
To your group of thirst
I won't settle for anything less than first

In a fight
Try I might
To prevail
But I'll fail
It's with you
Is it true
With your control
Of my soul
I gave all
Just to fall
In this trap
As I tap
Your shoulder
You grow colder
Your little slave
I'll behave
Torturing me so
Let me go
If I fight
Tonight
You'll still be
Enslaving me
Driving me insane
I need pain
Only thing real
Just to feel

When I say I don't give a **** it means so many things not just the negative inference usually connected with it it means things are still going good it means that person can't stop my progress it means I won't quit it means my future will be better it means my past was just that it means that my pain will heal it means I'm strong as **** it means my kindness isn't wasted it means I'll give you space it means I'm not tripping I'm good it means those ugly people don't matter it means I'm down for whatever it means that when I say I don't give a **** I'm just being clever I don't give a **** whenever

I'll just say
By the way
You're beautiful
Yes indeed
Those brown eyes
Have me hypnotized
My Heartbeat pounds
Thoughts surround
Of only you
Yeah it's true
Another sleepless night
Feels so right
Promises I made
Will surgically persuade
How I write
Had me on sight
I miss your smile
It's been awhile

On this crooked street I stroll
Dodging swiftly past the shadowy patrol
Traces of sulfur lingers about
Zeroing in on a fading shout
Street lights flickering dim
This feels so grim
Can't fall astray not here
Can't afford the price of fear
This place follows no rule
It's sinister it's cruel
Weakness has no place
There's monsters with no face
No empathy no heart
Kindness is ripped apart
The innocent struggle to hide
When these monsters collide
Their rampage leaves destruction
No help consumed by corruption
Failed system colored blue
Pain and anguish nothing new
So cold it seems this life
At times I couldn't dodge the stryfe
Some say a choice is there
If so these monsters must be unaware

See my scars jagged and deep
No more tears shall I weep
Those words hold no power
My heart locked in this tower
Catch a glimpse of what I feel
A gift no need to steal
Left me here so alone
So cold a beautiful stone
Selfish I in which way
Simply because I deflect what you say
Your little puppet not I
A prisoner tortured I
I escape to my tower
To seek peace not to cower
I may suffer but my beauty will not die
I may not weep but I still cry