I know you felt it too
The electric vibe around you
It was hard to ignore
And I knew it showed
How whenever I'm around you
I'm not in control

I dreamt about you
and it felt true
Real like my reality is fake
And the dream is the truth
Like not having you had no reasons like everything in the world was okay
I felt Contempt around you

Complete

Whole

I felt real
But my conscious is over you
My limits erased my feelings
My efforts of forgetting you worked
I forgot
But my unconsciousness is clutched on
With its steep claws in my heart
So every night I dream about you

Shame on me

But I dream about you

Shame on me

But I still dream about you

I'm over you

I just dream about you

When ever things go wrong you come to me at midnight.i am nothing more than your little secret thats always been my role.

You say no one can make me feel the way that you do.these are all enpty words and i can not be your secret any more.

This is not love and it never will be to you i am your toy.well no more you don't love me its time for me to say good bye.

I have been a toy long enough and it breaks my heart so much.i started to fall in love with you but i found out the truth

I have decided that I don't need this new thing

Called hope.

It's fine, pretty, petite, fiery friend, you may have

My hope.

Isn't he lovely? Please treat him well. I think I would have.

I hope I would have.

But we shall never know now, because you played your hand so well.

I can only hope you'll listen to my warning next time.

If there is a next time.

I hope there will be.

Because one day, I won't be quite so content with the memories of those

Who stripped me of hope.

You walk into my life changing everything leaving nothing the same.we spent warm summer days together and alone.

While my heart was brusting with love you never felt the same.this was just a game which you liked playing.

What a thick thing to do i gave you everything i had.i guess it dose not matter now the game is over you win i lose.

collect from my body
every memory you implanted
and every stitch you sewed -
i am no longer a person
or a living organism;
i am the air.
i swim around you,
feel your breath -
i am your breath.
each and every rib expands with me
and you exhale me from between your lips
,

you do not know i am here
or why i left
i don't have the answers
i barely know which direction
i       am                 blowing,
behind the trees you feel me
and inside your mind
you ache for me;

but i cannot see you
anymore
.

Seismographs,
thimbles,
songs that won't be played again...
I can't go go back to your house anymore.