You have not seen
You have not seen where I've walked
Nor where I am going
You have not seen what plagues me
Nor why my tears have fallen

You have not heard
You have not heard my story
Nor my cries of sorrow that bellow in the night

You do not understand
You do not understand why I fear to trust
Nor the memories of which I try to escape
You do not understand why I hide in shame
Nor the darkness of my own mind

You have not been asked to walk where I've walked
Nor stand, if even for a moment, where I have been forced to stand firm
You have not been asked to stand in the darkness I've with held
Nor have you been asked to hear the dreadful cries in the night

You have not been asked to look into the dark where you never thought you would ever walk
You have not been asked to understand

So there -
Do not judge me unless you have judged you
Do not tell me my wrong doings until you have found your own
Do not judge me until you have walked a mile or two in my own shoes
I am not saying you own life has not been a struggle
I am saying that you can't judge me until you have judged you

love is crazy...
for,
some they  just go mad
some cry out of pain
some cry out of joy

others make promises
others break promises
others cheat and lie

some say i will bring you the stars
some say i will bring you the moon

for others they say they will be heros
for others they say they will do anything
all becouse of love

for some it's a sweet memory
for some it's pain that has been
for their loved ones left without a reason

love is crazy
it appears from nowhere
it never ask you why
it does not have a direction
love never explain

love can whisper from a distance
love can sharpen your senses
or sometimes make them numb
love is uncontrollable
love is contagious

love speaks from the heart the loudest
love dis functions the brain
no one in love has the time to think
rationally
because
love is simply crazy
love is pagal

I sometimes think about the if only
And dream about the what might have been
What does that all show me
Am I not happy with the place I'm in

All those years of reckless living
Would I have lived them any differently
They say hindsight is 20/20'
Is that why I can't see what's in front of me

I'm trying hard for the here and now
To live what's past is past
To count each and every blessing
Being thankful for everything I have

Why is man never satisfied
Why is he always wanting more
Not happy with his lot in life
Looking for the bigger score

Today is going to be one of those days
When my ship comes in
I will stand right where I'm at and say
I am where I should have been

When you sit
Amongst loose-knit rubble
Like a halfhearted apocalypse
With your hands out,
Fingers splayed
As if to say, here,
Here are my pieces,
Weave me back together,

I will just stare through
The hole shaped from inky dusk
On my horizon
Etched when you escaped
Into a pinpoint of skyline,
Trying to remember
The sensation of liking
The person you love.

I don't want to hurt you,
But conniving with empty palms
Will not wrinkle your spine
Enough to make you see
That standing up straight
Was never the point.

secret meetings at midnight stealing kisses here and there.theres feelings are but they feel so right.

if we cross the line theres no way back.looking in your eyes i know that you don't care but i do.

please understand that this is not a game.love can hurt believe me.

if we run away and never look back we risk losing it all.tell me that you want to take the risk. nothing will ever be the same hearts will be broken and lifes will be shatter.

Tick tock, Tick tock,
I've seen your smile,
I'm still a child.

Miles away from the horror of my past
You were soft and kind.
Day and night for months on end,
I stared into your twinkling eyes

grasping hands, burning passion, bodies melted into one
And there was love.
thundering heart, breathless love.
My darling, my love, my prince, i'd falled into a storybook.

Tick tock, Tick tock,
the first summer, i feel like a real grown up.
flying over to see you.
I find out about her.
Heart splits, head breaks,
blood rushes from my wrists onto the bathroom floor.
Chest is burning, eyes are burning, wrists are burning.

Im crazy, its me, im too much in love.
i have no one, no friends, its you, only you.

Tick tock, tick tock.
I'm an adult now.
bills, rent, graduate jobs.
Our home is filled with memories of us.
It smells of us, it speaks of us, it begins our family.

My whole body shakes, my breath is short and sharp.
there's another, another, another.
you call her the same names you called me, my darling.

the sea spray is stinging my face, the tears are stinging my eyes.
goodbye my home, my life, my everything.