not too sure how to feel so im just uploading this to get your opinions!

broken sleep,
discontinued dreams,
tossing and turning
at four in the morning.

i barely sleep anymore.

its too hot under these covers,
im too cold now,
i need to be held,
im gonna die in my sleep.

i cant turn my brain off.

i get broken sleep,
i get those discontinued
unfinished --
extremely real feeling dreams,
i toss and turn all night long
still uncomfortable after each turn.

i cant stop
and take a break.

let me know what you think

thinking of either scrapping it or trying again. not too sure.. gonna try to change it up first and see how i go. because honestly? i think it deserves a second chance. the idea is there.

before i change it;

i dont know
how to love
and trust you
after ive been hurt.

not by you.

but by someone who i loved
and trusted.

and i dont know
how to do it again.

after;

i dont know
how to love you
or trust you
after ive been hurt..

but i wasn't hurt
by you.

i was hurt
by someone who i loved
and trusted.

and i dont know
how to do it again
after i was betrayed
like that.

so easily --
and they didn't look back.

i just don't want
to get hurt again.
i don't think i could
handle it.

i still hate it. but i think im gonna just put it on myserie anyway because the idea is there and i think it's got a small chance. it's very difficult for me to explain how i feel. most of my poems take a few tries to fully get my whole point across, but this one i just can't seem to at all. so im gonna upload it, either way. because i think it'll help with my emotions.

fixed it up and im gonna call it "a way to tell your story"

words on paper.
it's simple.

but for some,
for me especially,
it's more
than just words on paper.

it's feelings,
storytelling,
a way to express your opinions

it's everything to me

so yeah, it is words on paper
but it's more than that too.

:)) okayy

turning the thought into something for real now so..

i dont know
how to love
and trust you
after ive been hurt.

not by you.

but by someone who i loved
and trusted.

and i dont know
how to do it again.


not sure ahaha.. constructive criticism?

the og idea:

its not hard for me to love
though it is hard for me to trust again after betrayal

:)

hello again.. back woth this one and a list of titles.. well really just four to choose from.

i couldn't take the aching
the pain; it hurt me,
physically
and emotionally.

so i let it out,
in the worst way i could,
on the people closest to me.
i hurt my best friends --
my day ones,
the people who care too much
about me
to be hurt like that.
by me.

i feel so bad.
i don't know how to fix it.

can i even fix it?

options!
- the ache
- hurt physically and emotionally
- feeling guilty
- big emotions
im honestly a big fan of the first two.. but im not sure! let me know your opinions!

just an idea i came up with awhile ago (25/8) dont know what will come out of this...

its not hard for me to love
though it is hard for me to trust again after betrayal

hii! how are you guys though?

im not sure what i want to do with this but.. i wanted to share it on here incase i do not put it on mysterie..

words on paper.
it's really that simple.

but for some,
for me especially,
it's more than words on paper.

it's feelings
storytelling
a way to express your opinions

it's everything to me

so yeah, it is words on paper
but it's more than that too

i dont remember why i wrote this (bad memory) and it was last months when i hardly remember yesterday.. title ideas?