the view from another corner
could be as powerful as yours is
just as everyone else

all i want is for someone to figure me out

sometimes i find myself struggling to tell somebody
about myself which eventually turned into pure nothingness
not that i don't want them to discern, but because
i know them, or they know me
i cant figure out which but maybe a little bit of both
and there are no valid reasons to trust
with informations from within myself with them

and there i find myself casually sharing about the
latest occurrence that happened to me days ago
or even my deepest thought i've had in mind for long
to people i barely know, whose name not detected in my head

i have the strength to express myself to a stranger
because they don't know me, and neither do i know them
and its not up to me to worry about them caring
because all of this is just a passing game
life goes on blindless-ly, without validation

You plan my life step by step
in fine details without a flaw in transcript
up Your majestic glorious sleeves
behind my fears and even my greatest insecurities
at times when my intentions gone astray
you still fix your heart, eyes and purposes on me

You expresses them in my existence
in the most un-expecting ways
and in superlative odd timings
i could never ever imagine any more further

the way You exhale realisation into my face
is the moment i know You are so real
that i vision Your grace flowing through my veins

You love me so vastly, perpetually
and constantly blessing me with
things i've never dared to ask
things i that find rather insignificant

when in Your hands
they are everything You forged
everything that's a living matter
everything that's breathing from within
everything that lives under our toes
they weigh just as important as You do