Violent effort lay waste
To writhe in distress
Body and spirit
Passion in my paint
Fading like cigarette smoke
The overlap of lines
Suffering or hardwork
The familiar bother
Visions of brand new skies
Over the hill
The slither
Into the portal
Of false hope
Fabricated gaiety
Broken glasses
Never half full
Golden gates sealed by fate
The thick mist
Of pessimism drenches
The aftermath
Of trampled dreams gone cold
And the ones
That ran away like children
Leave me comatose
In the hibernaculum
The wings of mirth
Never wanted me.