noelle

noelle Sep 2020

untitled

make it stop.
if i feel the pain i want to die.
if i feel nothing i want to die.

it's either an endless cycle of nothing,
or an endless cycle of everything.

noelle Sep 2020

tired

wake up
school
practice
sleep

read it again.

noelle Sep 2020

goodbye.

your eyes said it all,
but your words hurt the most.
at least we got to kiss
and hold each other
and laugh
one last time.

you were my wife,
but how you're an acquaintance.
sure, we can be friends,
but i won't be able to control myself.
this is going to be hard.
i'll miss you.

noelle Sep 2020

you

i talked about you today.
someone asked how i met you -
how we became true.

noelle Sep 2020

alone

the feeling of lonliness
is awfully scary.
you have no one to talk to,
no one to keep you company.

i feel stuck.
i can't get out.
please help me
i'm stuck

Sep 2020

nevaeh

little reminder

im still here for you
and all of the ****** up things
you could ever do

a haiku

noelle Sep 2020

pride

i crave you.
i crave your hands running along my arm.

a soft kiss on my cheek
quickly accelerating
into something i should not be doing.

it's not because i'm young,
it's because i shouldn't love you.

our parents were taught we cannot love
who we want;
that love was limited.

this is another false idea society has created.
i feel too strong for this to be wrong.