I see her walking by
Amongst the crowd she walks
Clutching her schoolbooks in her arms
The whole world glistens in her eyes

No one sees her in the bustling halls
No one notices her , no one at all
Every day , no one at all
Except me

Head down, I pass life by
A dark stranger in a world of light
Schoolbooks kept close to my chest
Shielding my mind from the loud universe

I'm just another blank canvas,
In this town of Van Goghs.
Take no heed of where my footsteps follow
I can't trust my own **** self

I'm about to pass her
My heart thumps
My blood pumps
I wish this would last forever

But yet it hurts
Because I can never have her
From the inside the feeling burns
But I still love her

Sinking further into this dark hole
Like the life's draining out of me
Whispers of screams circle my brain
I wish this was just a dream

It aches, oh how it kills me
I can never live a normal joyful life
The familiar emptiness within me whistles a frozen tune
Unloved. Unwanted.

reset my brain
refresh my mind
show me new pain
turn back these times

relive this torture
set back the clocks
let me relove her
then fall back to dark

reset my brain
refresh my mind
break free these chains
that hold down my kind


comb my hair
and wash my face
let's all prepare
for the end of this race

slowly sinking

gradually falling in love with you

eventually tripping and crashing for you

someday I'll be there to hopefully catch you too