my old heart is failing, oh it's beats are fading,
no, my blood, it won't flow.

the whole world is edging, off the page, I'm dreading
what comes next, I don't know.

jagged pieces finely cut, into this poem, but
it's lines do turn faint.

God knows I'm not ready, for this test, mind heavy
with the thought of your pain.

drugs and money
that's all he ever cared about
keep calm honey
you're all he's ever cared about

*** and drinking
on his list without a doubt
over thinking
he ain't ever been worn-out

you're into it
but girl your life is fading
c'mon take a swim
it'll take away the pain yeah

hitting blunts too
he in your life, invading
miss the old you
but **** that ***** persuading

he be wearing blue nails now
same shade as me,
acting like all them girls
try to be his wannabes,
growing out his hair too,
stylish but freak,
taking dance lessons but
he can't take the lead.

sings just like a popstar,
but he only knows Swift,
says he got a trainer but,
he can't even lift,
think he just goes to the gym to
check out boys he missed,
but then he like 'I'm straight, no'
when people catch his drift.

way into his fashion,
maybe it's himself he likes,
cause all he wants is privacy,
when I ask him who he'd try,
talks like Conor Franta when
he talks about his life,
and once he almost fainted when
McHandsome called him 'tyke'.

uses the word 'daddy' when
he's talking bout a guy,
sensed him on my gaydar
and I'm quite sure he ain't bi,
told me he may have
a similar interest with I-
nevermind just got a text
he's trans? oh...oh my!

CHORUS:
Yo
oh, where u at?
where u at, bruh?
e'ryone been askin,
yea you got they full attention.

..
uh, where you at?
where u at?
yo girl's been actin frantic
yeah she don't take none o that.

V1:
****.

this town's been lost without you, man.
people seemin like they gone be lost without you, man.
actin like the end is here before they live's began.
tryin to move on, yeah, but they ruining my plans.

ay

yeah,
they be like "I ain't got no friends"
but they each other's fam, yeah, looks like you got you some fans, yeah
my attention span's affected like it got hit by your van yeah
bish your ban's been fun, yeah, but like where u f*ckin at, yeah

CHORUS:
where you at?

oh, where u at?
where u at bruh?
e'ryone's been askin,
yeah you got they full attention

uh
where u at?
where u at?
yo homie's actin crazy
yeah they can't take none o that

where u at?

V2:
you been on the road for a while now
keepin to yoself as if you don't know no one, oh wow
well congrats on the publicity, why don't u take a bow?
I hope their pain was worth it, boy, although I dunno how

oh, wow

yeah, don't care about yo friends anyhow
yo whereabouts unknown like secrecy's a kind of secret vow
you allow all this foul play like it's somehow all allowed,
you dunno how trust works so you misusing others now, ciao

CHORUS:
where u at?

oh, where u at?
where u at, bruh?
e'ryone been askin
yea u got they full attention

uh
where u at?
where u at?
u gonna lose yo followers
if you gone act like that

where u at?

V3:
they say u never had a good life,
and I believe them alright
yeah
you be all alone because you running outta knives, right?
actin like a victim when you commiting the crime like
so far from society? you be so fckin precious, smile

breakin hearts by being broken, you can't even write, whoa
sayin that you got nothing when we the ones that broke, you're
absolutely right in that none one really likes u tho
cause by the end o the day we all got places to go