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Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Hilda

Bygone days that seem
so long ago I hope shall
live again!
A tranquil retreat among whispering pines
Sipping iced tea or lemonade
Feeling the breath of God
in a thousand breezes....
O! how I yearn for those
bygone days
to return with spring!

*~Hilda~

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Contradiction

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

blythe

Contradiction

I said "Leave me alone"
But I really want you to stay by my side
Wanting to feel you more.

I said "I'm fine"
Though I'm really not
While pretending I'm really just fine.

I said "I don't love you"
But when you look into my heart,
You'll see your name written all over it.

I said "I moved on"
Though I'm still under the shadows of my past
Not letting me move forward.

I said "I surely can do it"
But there are a lot of doubts and fear inside me
Putting my hopes down.

I said "I'm brave and strong"
Though I have never been that tough enough
Always being afraid of going beyond my comfort zone.

I said "I'm like an open book"
But the truth is I have never let anyone see the whole real me
Still hiding under my shell like a frightened turtle.

Sometimes, what I said is not what I really mean
Making others confused of my real thoughts and feelings.

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

In The Coolness Of The Forest

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Marian

In The Coolness Of The Forest

In the coolness of the forest
On a bed of thick hunter green moss I knelt
And lifted my eyes up to the dark sapphire sky
And prayed that God would help my Mom
To understand that I would do anything
Just to get her darling fuzzy feline beauties
Back and safe home
In the coolness of the forest this prayer I prayed
Very fervently and sincerely
To God who made all things
And as the cool breeze blowed my brown hair
I felt His presence standing there
Right beside me on the carpet of thick moss
Where my heart bled and tossed
The trees nodded and swayed
In the coolness of the forest
And my sorrows gave way
To the tears hiding behind
My blue eyes and long
Thick black eyelashes
I got control of myself
And forced myself
Just to cry
One teardrop
For appearance sake
But inside I
Couldn't stop
My heart
From
Bleeding
!
!
.
.
.
.

*~Marian~

I'm okay really!! I just feel so for my Mom Hilda. Who I am sure still misses her darling feline beauties named: Cookie and Harold!! I miss them too!! I dedicate this to you, Mom!!! I hope you'll soon feel better!!! ~<3~<3

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Gain

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Marian

Gain

If I could stop a person from crying,
Or a friend from dying,
I would have gained a million dollars.

If I could stop a soul from aching,
Or a spirit from breaking,
I would have gained a million dollars.

If I could help a person the good Word hearing,
Or keep a heart from bleeding,
I would have gained a millon dollars.

**~Marian~

Inspired by a poem an old fashioned poetess or poet wrote. I admit I felt sad while gazing at our cat's (Lady Jane's) babies. . . I can't bear the thought of saying "goodbye" to anymore cats even though they will be going to a Humane Society and hopefully good homes afterwards. ~</3

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

FIFA

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Ayaba Babe

FIFA

Sprawled out across his back.
Contouring the bean bag chair into something shapely beautiful.
Knees expelled in opposite directions,
Expelling my imagination into a furious sea of frenzy.
Silence.
Except for the constant clicking of the video-game controller.
The constant flicking of his fingers soon lead my imagination
Elsewhere.
The traffic-jam of words inside of me soon slip uncontrollably to thoughts
As I sit behind him.
My heat undecoded.
Legs crossed, just as a lady should.
Girls from all over must tell him he's beautiful.
But beauty in itself is a limitation.
I'm not sure if he is aware that he is beyond
The liberal definition.
I find myself soon forgetting the awkward of the situation,
Instead savoring the surreal reality of such a moment.
"Are you winning?" I shortly ask him, breaking the heavy incredible silence.
But I had to know.
He can miss as many goals as he likes. Laugh it off.
Because inside of me he's scoring.

#throwbackthursday
who will ever understand boys and video games?

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Quakes.

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Ayaba Babe

Quakes.

the heart aches
like
earthquakes.

today
i allowed myself to feel
heartbreak
one very last time for you.

the sun was settling,
silhouetting the city

it felt like
the burial site of massacred dreams.

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Whenever Love (Nonet)

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

blythe

Whenever Love (Nonet)

Whenever you feel alone and down,
I will be there to cheer you up
Shake off all your woes away
To lighten up your day;
Love you endlessly
To make you feel
How much you
Mean to
Me.

My first Nonet! Thanks to Chuck for teaching me this. :)
How was it? Haha.
I just can't still think of a good title.

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

My Death (Sonnet)

Apr 2013 Nithin purple

Marian

My Death (Sonnet)

Come view my coffin with lichens and moss,
Come look upon my corpse one final time,
My coffin and I into the ground toss;
I heave my last breath for the final time.

Please do not weep for me when I am dead,
And you shall no longer see my fair face,
Please do not cry for me please smile instead;
And do not bring me flowers or white lace.

I would rather have you smile than cry,
I enjoy smiles much better than your tears,
Don't cry even though I am going to die;
I hope everyone this poem hears.

Please do not cry upon my grey slate grave,
Then I should you from your deep sorrows save.

**~Marian~

Written: 4/3/2013
NOTE: I am not depressed or anything but I thought I'd try out one of my
Daddy's type Sonnets! ;) ~<3