Been trying to quit smoking,
bout 3 months now,
but the most I can do,
is hardly cut down,
I tried to, cut my losses,
cut off all contact with you,
but when you shoot me a text,
I'll tell ya what I wanna do,

Gunna light up a cigarette,
take a few puffs,
wanna take a few swings,
No, you don't look so tough,
wanna give you just what you deserve,
and take another drag,
maybe I'll just quit tomorrow,
When I'm not feelin' so bad,

I tried to, quit smoking again today,
but then you called me and asked me to come out and play,
and it's, so hard to say no to you,
so I'll light another square, and think what to do,
I said, anything that keeps me from goin' to you,

Light up a cigarette,
and blow the stress away,
It's a sad, sad cure,
when I don't know what to say,
Claim it's my last, no smokin' no more,
then I see you again, and I have a few more.

I have a thousand wishes,
and baby you're at the top of the list,
but I know I shouldn't, I know it's wrong,
So instead, I'll just,
smoke one.

Gunna light up a cigarette
and I'm ready for bad news,
Cos I know that's all I'll ever hear from you,
I know I swore I'd stop,
and break this bad habit for good,
but then I see your face,
and buy another pack like I should.

I couldn't find love,
So I thought I'd create it,
Didn't think much about it,
So I didn't think to fake it,

Going on in my head,
It played out so nice,
but you didn't feel the same way,
No, not in this life,

I pushed you to love me,
pretended we were fine,
When in reality, there was no 'real',
The relationship was a lie,

You wanted me,
I wanted more,
than to wait until midnight to knock on your door,
You pushed me away,
but I clung to your side,
I knew without you, my dream would die,
So I'll be here alone,
waiting for your 'one day',
but hopefully by then,
I'll be long gone away

I should have thought more about it,
I should have put up my guard,
I hate when that when I'm with you,
that simple task becomes so hard,
But I failed and let it down,
with your, "Let's just be friends,"
you broke my heart so many times,
why not let you do it again?

You wanted me,
I wanted more,
than to wait until midnight to knock on your door,
You pushed me away,
but I clung to your side,
I always meant for life,
when I said "ride or die",
now when you come back, I'll be long gone away,
and here you'll stay, regretting the day, you sent me away,

I put it all on the line for you,
You really ******* me over,
for what it's worth I know I'm better,
I'll find another lover,
But you, you
you are gunna miss me.

You wanted me again,
already out the door,
"Let's be more than friends,"
No honey, not anymore,
I'm passing you now with tears in my eyes,
I loved you once but we were a lie,
Now that you're back, I'm so far gone away,
I'm not coming home, No I'm not going to stay.

I keep waiting,
for the right thing to say,
But baby it's hard,
cos I've never felt this way,
So I'll keep waiting,
but it does me no good,
Cos your hesitation,
Keeps me from thinking I should,
Maybe I don't, understand,
what you're thinking of me,
Maybe I don't, understand,
What you want us to be,

But I'll keep tryin',
No I won't stop tryin',
To say, all the things, I wanna say,
I'm not denyin',
That you are tryin',
But baby, listen to me,
I want you to stay,
I want you to know,
You're amazing.

I keep picturing,
How our life could be,
If only you'd tell me,
How you really feel for me,
Is this just a game to you?
Are you just passing the time?
Maybe I don't wanna know,
As long as you're still mine,

But I keep trying,
No I won't stop trying,
trust me I care way too much,
to be lying,
but don't waste my time,
If you're not feelin' fine,
Just please let me know,
What's on your mind,
I want you to know,
You're amazing.

I don't know what you want from me,
but I know what I want to be,
And baby,
I can't keep pretending,
You only see what you want to see,
If you don't want to be with me,
Then baby,
This is ending,

But I won't stop trying,
Even though you're flying,
Way past me now,
And I'm here cryin',
I can't keep relying on you if you don't,
Know what you're doin',
I want you to stay,
but baby I'm Through with it,
You're out there somewhere and I'm here singing,
You're amazing,
Yeah you're amazing.

I let you slip right through my fingers,
I watched you leave with no goodbye,
I wish your love for me had lingered,
cos now, I'm stuck here, trying,

To think about what you mean to me,
I mean I know you were always a friend to me,
I miss you so,
Can't believe I let you go,
I never thought that you'd be into me,
so for all this time I stayed friendly,
I gotta let you know,
Friend I'm in love with you,

But it's too late,
You're already gone,
everything reminds me of you,
There must be something wrong,
Everytime I turn around I see you there,
Why'd you have to leave me,
You know that it's not fair,

(For me to)
Think about what you mean to me,
I mean I know you were always a friend to me,
I miss you so,
Can't believe I let you go,
I never thought that you'd be into me,
so for all this time I stayed friendly,
I gotta let you know,
Boy I'm in love with you,

So I guess that's it,
No second chance,
Time to forget all about,
That bad romance,
It's been six months,
and yeah I guess we're friends,
One thing that I've learned from this,
All good things come to an end,

Gotta think about how you just left me,
I mean I knew you were always the enemy,
I hate you so,
Now I'm trying to let you go,
And then I think about all the fun we had,
It was the best **** summer I ever had,
gotta let you know,
Boy I'm in love with you,

Gotta get over you,
Gotta get over you.

I knew from the start,
it was a little too good to be true,
but I couldnt help but feel,
all these good vibes from you,
You made me feel so good inside,
but I was hiding something too,
and I just cant help but think,
I was a little too honest, too soon.

'Cause maybe, if I would've waited,
you would have thought that I was worth it,
or maybe, if I had waited,
you'd understand that nobody's perfect,
but maybe if I waited, I would have let it go too far,
I guess I'll be alone forever, but I'm wishin' on that star,

I don't know what I expected,
probably a little heart,
but I just thought it'd be easier
to be honest from the start,
I wish I knew what you were thinkin',
can't seem to let it go,
if you're quick to leave, so might be everybody,
so for now I'll be alone,

and maybe, if I would've waited,
you'd have seen me in a different light,
or maybe, if I had waited,
I would know how to make this right,
but maybe, if I had waited, I might not have said anything at all,
and you'd, be stuck confused, with why I had to stall,

I thought just maybe,
you could see past my flaws,
look at whats underneath my skin,
and know that just because,
I might not be perfect
I'm still pretty good too,
and I know even more that,
I'd be really good with you.

But I'm glad I hadn't waited,
to share this part of me,
and now I know that you won't budge,
no matter how great I may be,
I realize now I don't need you,
nor really anybody,
I'm fine with being alone for now,
because I'm okay with being me.

Softly, in the valley,
Where a boy and girl lay,
a thunderstorm began to brew,
much to their dismay,
Together they tried to run,
but you can't outrun fate,
then his hand slipped out of hers,
by then it was too late

She searched and searched,
but it seemed he was gone,
"Oh why had I insisted he come along,
now the two of us are on our own!",
She spoke to herself, because he was gone.

She walked through the valley,
so overcome with gloom,
and feared that nighttime,
would fall upon her soon,
Again she called out his name,
with tears in her eyes,
but she couldn't even hear herself,
over the strong storm sighs,
Underneath a giant oak tree,
she took shelter and started to wait,
the darkness and wind together again,
reminded her, you can't fight fate.

I saw someone who looked like you today,
but I turned my head to look away,
You ****** **** up and left me alone,
I'd rather not think about you today.

I spent time alone and put it away,
Left for awhile, I couldn't stay,
I know I'm being difficult but hey,
It's obvious we can't be friends this way.