- - Hello Poetry

- Nov 2013

If I wanted to be ignored
I would have dug myself a grave
With not even a tombstone
Or anything to show my name
Just a small, little place
To put myself to rest
An unknown burial ground
To put my body at ease
And leave it with
Flowers surrounded
For a bit of luck
Or just to
Make it look nice
I'm not asking for much
Just for a bit of support
To make my existence
Feel like it's worth something
All I ever asked for
Was tender love
And tender care
I have a fragile heart
Take care of it
Before it's too late

© Natali Veronica 2013.

This is depressing, but **** it, I needed to vent.

- Nov 2013

Miss That Sisterly Love

I miss you more than I say
I love you more every day
Little sisters want closeness
They want a bit of care
But if you're going to act like this
Then why am I even here?
Your strange emotion
It keeps me frozen
It leaves me numb
My heart is broken
I miss our bond
I miss the love
We displayed
When we were kids
Never knew growing up
Would tear us apart
I miss you, I need you
You're my sister
Can you hear me?
I don't know what to do
Sisters are forever, remember?
I can't even feel happy
Because of the distance
Between you and me
It stings, it burns, it kills
I'm surprised I survived
The tortures of this
Separation anxiety
It never fails
To break me

© Natali Veronica 2013.

In tears. excuse my sad poetry.

- Nov 2013

Cheap Promises

colors fade when I think
of the times I let you in
I gave you access
to my sensitive parts
my heart being one
my body being another
time changed before we knew it
and now we're both lonesome
pretending we don't love each other
but still we have times of small talk
you seem fine without me
and it makes my heart shatter
into a thousand pieces
into a thousand parts
you promised this
was going to last

- Nov 2013

Bumpy Road

sent her a long message
she never bothered to reply
it made me feel so empty
the feeling is hard to deny

she's supposed to be
my dear best friend
but her ways of emotions
makes me feel like
we're at our end

I guess I miss her
and our fun times
thought it meant forever
but now it feels like lies

my heart is broken
broken by someone
who meant the world to me
look at what we've become

she'll never ever read this
to her, my poems don't exist
if only she could see it
maybe she'd give me a hug
or a bit of comfort
for all the time lost
along the bumpy road
of our friendship

- Nov 2013

Cute As Hell

You're cute as hell
with that smile
on your face

- Nov 2013

Every Moment

I think you're amazing
I think you're kind
I think you're caring
You're always on my mind

Your name makes me smile
When it shows up on my phone
It makes me appreciate
Every moment of life

- Nov 2013

Ruin Us

not sure if I should approach or not
whether to stay or walk
whether to speak or hush
my anxiety makes a mess of me
and it always seems to ruin us

I just feel so nervous sometimes
I say I'm ok but it's all lies
sometimes I am fine
sometimes I am not
I just really love you
but I ruin us...