I know you get attached
but tearing our friendship up
just because I made up
with a friend of mine
who you dislike
why guilt trip?
you blocked me online
without a single warning
can't help but feel stupid
for re-connecting
with my old friend
because now you crossed a line
saying I stabbed you in the back
when all I did was make amends
because I couldn't hold a grudge
you say I betrayed you
but this isn't about loyalty
this is about your paranoid state
the one which truly scares me
I wish I knew what to do
if I can't be friends
with her
because of an old fight
that you both had
then why
have you
in my life?
I cherish you
I always have
but controlling
who I'm friends with
that is something
I can't understand
you said nothing
would ever come between us
well, I guess I was right
because something did
I haven't done you any harm
guilt tripping me was wrong
my friendships
don't affect your life
so why think
as if they do?
© Natali Veronica 2013.
felt like venting...I needed an emotional outlet.