When I lay in bed, I think of you
I wanna cry my eyes out
When I'm awake, I think of us
I wanna tear your heart up
Not for lying, but for saying
That you loved me and ****
And for playing with my emotions
Like I was losing myself
No more venom in my system
But I'm still not over your presence
You are haunting and consuming
Sometimes I hate my own existence
You were amazing, ******* amazing
But it was all an illusion
Now I'm smashing
All the mirrors
Because I no longer
Feel safe behind closed doors
You were a liar but I fooled myself
Into thinking you were your true self
My heart keeps beating for someone
Who was lying to keep me in their bed
As if I didn't suffer enough
You filled my head
With thoughts of forever
Really thought we'd be together

My creativity is high today
Really not sure why
I feel so alive
When I write
Daily pick-me-up.

When I feel low
I type my heart out
When I feel down
I feel the words spill out
Out of my heart
Out of my chest
Like toys
Come out
From a
Treasure box

I believe I love you
You thrill me
You know you do
I believe you're the key
To my heart & I
My thoughts are up
In the clouds
In the sky

I feel like,
I write about,
the same **** thing...

ALL the *time

I bet you must be liked
By everyone you meet
I bet people get weak
When they hear you speak
Surely you must captivate them all
I mean, look at you, eyes of an angel
Lips look so soft, can I kiss them?
Your eyes are so beautiful
I could get lost in them
Like I'm in Heaven
In Paradise even