Overthinking drains me
Makes me lose my mind
Can't talk to friends or family
Because I'd feel unkind
My head is dizzy
From all these thoughts
Makes me all crazy
Drowning in forbidden tears
Overthinking is deadly
It makes a heart bleed
Emotionally
From all the pressure
From all the stress
Makes me want to heal
But I can't so I write
To cope with all this
Because it *****
To hide all this pain
So I show fake smiles
To hide the hurt again

I love him so much,
it kinda scares me,
how addicted I am,
to his sweet touch,
and how much I like it,
when he's close to me.

His love takes me places,
that I have never been before.
he's more addictive than drugs,
I wanna have more and more,
like it's the only thing I need,
his love, I need to feel,
but it feels like greed,
wanting his heart,
body & soul.

There is a point where I give in
To the most satisfying sin
There is a part of me who begs
To be punished and pushed to the bed
As my hands are either tied
Or he could use those handcuffs
Handcuff me to the bed
Please me until the night's over and done
Then we can cuddle, kiss and he can adore his girl