There's a space that will never be filled
because you are not here
and I should smile
like you'd want me to
but I'll be honest
I feel lost without you
every day is a nightmare
and I'm scared that we'll never meet again
can't pretend like I don't care
I'd rather drown in my pretty tears
without your smile to brighten my day
then I'll never feel okay again
wishing you could be here
to take this pain away
help me see light
even when I'm stuck
in the darkness

I can hardly stand it
Can barely take it
Still, I take a breath
Hoping that'll fix this
But it won't
Nothing will
I stand here
Trying my best
To not make a big deal
Out of it all
But it's hard, you know
Letting **** spread online
Hearing lie after lie after lie
This, that, seriously stop
Or I'll make your heart rate






D
R
O
P

is it love?
is it lust?
when you want a guy
biting on your neck
and kissing every inch
of your bare skin
getting chills
down your spine
as he goes further down
intoxicating you with desire
going lower
as it
takes
you
higher
as the moment
makes an impact
on passion's
radar?

I was fine, for what seemed like weeks
But today, I lost my cool
I felt so weak
And then you told me...

''Go and die, you don't need to be alive,
have fun on the other side''

Do you even realise
How much strength it takes
To not put a blade to my wrist
Or to not put a gun to my head..

Words **** people every day
It doesn't matter if you didn't mean it
The words you said, could have made someone bleed
It could have left a person dead

Can't shake this feeling off,
it's making me fall apart,
your love's gotta hold on me,
I don't know why, but I'm sad.

I gave you all I had,
but it was never enough,
you left and I had to bear,
all the pain and these tears.

now I'm crying, hurting,
don't know why I'm caring,
but you affected me,
I never wanted you to leave.

I want to be able, to hate you,
like everybody else I know,
but my heart has it's ways,
of making me come back for more,
even though you left it dying on the floor,
it's driving me so mad that I could cry.

I want to hate you, hurt you,
make you feel like I do,
but we all know very well,
that I could never break your heart,
even though you surely broke mine,
as well as breaking me in the process.

you ****** up my heart,
and I can't honestly take it,
you're just like a snake,
that bites and poisoned the victim,
how a person could hurt a girl so bad,
that is something I wish I knew,
because I sure as hell couldn't hurt you,
even though I wanted to,
when you went out and left me,
I wanted to stab and leave a mark on the heart,
who broke my heart and took it's shine,
drained it out and took it's pride,
now I'm empty inside,
as I see you,
with a smile,
upon your face.